no more emo day?.....oh,seem like sunny day ?!
does it means no more emo day ..? lolx!
I dun think so...emo me still emo...luv blogging cos tis e place
tat I can throw everything out..every piece of shit...every happy
thought..every watever ...here, at my beluv blog!!!
n every each X after blogging, I'll feel much better lor!
so I think I should blog more so tat I'll heal faster??!!
Pp ask wats the matter with me..?
but I jus can't say n dunno wat 2 say...
It'll make my heart get sadder n longer e feelings'll stay...
They jus dunno how hard it is 2 let go..let go sth tat is so use 2 it...cos it hurts more than they noe...
it burns me inside,pp jus dun underst wat I got 2 hide.
I jus dun wanna u 2 noe inside , wat is really inside my heart...
I jus can't believe how much pain it is,jus thinking about 1 thing that I really miss!I hate 2 noe 2 let it go...I hate tat feeling inside me!!!but I can't let tat decision go..I ache for tis pain 2 pass,but wat can I do is 2 blog n blog in my blog ... so tat 2 make sure my emotions dun burst!I dun wan tat feeling inside me,but ther's nowhere to hide...I dun wan any1 else 2 C I didn't let it go somehow tat I always thought I did....
so I 've been asking myself qs with no answers in response. stressful thinking n thinking over n over again !!!wats wrong with me? m I insane or ...?
no I'm not!Sometimes we ve 2 underst tat life is bout asking urself qs n qs again again n again..u'll nvr ve ans for....
as I noe time maybe e ans...It could heal or sicken..?!!
time 'll really proof 2 u 1day...
memory is a way of holding on to e things u luv, e things u re, e things u nvr wan 2 lose!!!
4 everything u ve missed, uve gained something else n 4 everything u gain, u lose something else..lol! ..I'm crapping la!!
u may say tat I'm too emo..jus go ahead ..
I'm really fine after being so emo...trust me, trust myself..
I'll get all tis over...e matter is whether 2 let go or stay???
but m I tough enough 2 let it go????
wat 'll it be if I keep staying on????
I noe let go is a better choice...but my heart jus can't follow my
will...e hardest part of holding on is letting go!! maybe I should jus leave it 2 e time master...let he
lead me ...lead me day by day...
... I do miss u as day goes by...nvr thought tat a tiny u'll affect
me so much!!!
Some pp come into our lives n quickly go. Some stay 4 a while, leave footprints on our hearts .....
