Monday, July 31, 2006
今 天 是 中 国 的 传 统 七 夕 节 也 就 是 所 谓 的 情 人 节 !
为 什 么 叫 七 夕 节 呢 ? 其 实 有 很 多 不 同 的 说 法 。
但 主 要 是 说 以 前 牛 郎 织 女 的 情 史 。 。 据 说 织 女
是 住 在 天 上 的 仙 女 而 与 凡 间 的 牛 郎 相 恋 犯 了 天 条
。 。 后 来 被 惩 罚 只 能 在 华 人 七 月 初 七 才 能 见 面 。 。
一 年 就 只 能 见 一 次 面 而 且 那 桥 还 是 由 喜 雀(one kind of bird)
搭 成 的 !这 是 我 所 知 的 版 本 !
wowman,so poor thing ler!
anyway i'll like to take tis opp to wish all my friend ........
七 夕 节 快 乐 !珍 惜 在 身 旁 的 亲 人 、 朋 友 。 。 。 每 一 个 在 你
生 命 里 停 留 过 的 人 !
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/31/2006 06:50:00 PM
ok..since is chim then lets begin with simple words first...
beautiful.....utsukushii..wu..zi..ku..she..yi
ugly.............minikui...mi..ni..kui..like mini ghost ...lol..
big...............okii...o..key
small...........chiisai...chee..sei..like cheese da bian..lol..
good............ii we say ii desu......yi..desk..
bad..............warui...wa..ru..yi
gd evening..konban wa....kong...ban..wa
gd nite........ oyasumi nasai...o..ya..su..mi..na..sei..da bian again..lol
no................lie...yi..a..mus read v fast yia
who.............dare or donata....da..ray..or ...donut..ta
ok 10 words ler..hehes...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/31/2006 04:45:00 PM
lastnite after chatting with jieying n 1st was already 12am plus
n suppose 2 go zzz but my hp rang n i picked up so fast n nv look
at the cld..was so regretted cos i should not ans tat silly call lor!
but lucky i did la...i mus say ..prob mus get rid as soon as u can lar!
i picked up fast cos my mom is a light sleeper ,i don't 1 2 wake her
up ma!
once i ans the call, i noe liao liao!!! tat kuku guy call again!
wat the shit man..call me at tis hr almost 1 am liao...if he call my
house phone sure kena fcuk by my bro ler cos my bro also 1 kind la..
ok don't tok bout my bro 1st...tok bout wat tat kuku bird said!!!!
he damn gan gan ..called me at tat hr n said i 欺 骗 他 的 感 情 !!!
i was like volcano explode n asked him as in when n how????
cos i nv say i like him n nv went out with him ALONE b4 ler!!!
how can he say me litat though he is saying in soft tune...but i
think i'm shouting like fighting litat....how can i remind calm when
i'm beening 冤 枉 ! i insist him 2 explain wat make him think tat
way...cos i think better make it clear ma bo later he go round telling
my fr i ,be ,玩 弄 他 的 感 情 ler!!! tis' siao da ball',siao kuku bird,(i'm
not saying the bird below ok..i'm toking bout the bird in the sky ler)
ok then noe wat tis kuku say....last X i date u out ,u say nxt X then
always 骗 我 ... i asked u ,can give me chance anot then u say every
1 also ve...then u nv reject me ma....then i v v fan lar.....!
oh now then i noe i'm in the wrong ler....
i should ve reject him right fr the start ...tat my fault! someX i really
don't noe how 2 handle 感 情 的 事由 其 是 遇 到 没 兴 趣 的 。 。
我 似 乎 时 常 犯 这 个 错 。 。 没 有 勇 气 拒 绝 人 !不 管 是 感 情 或
是 什 么 也 好 。 。 。 不 管 是 谁 也 好 ,只 要 叫 我 做 的 事 , 我 办
得 到 一 定 不 会 拒 绝 的 !
只 要 你 说 要 吃 哪 里 的 食 物 , 我 可 以 从 东 到 西 , 西 到 北 都
无 所 谓 ,只 要看 到 我 的 朋 友 、 同 事 。 。 高 兴 , 不 知 道 为 什 么
我 就 cbleh happy lor。 。 妈 的 , 我 很 象 很 犯 贱 hor?
ok i had a long conversation with him until almost 3am ...i told him striaght
tat i got no feeling4 him n i felt so bad cos i really don't like 2 hurt some1...
n honestly i rather prefer 2 be the 1 tat get hurt cos i always think i can
handle it well than others
so 如 果 真 的 要 有 一 个 受 伤 , 我 宁 愿 做 受 伤 的 那 个 !
cos i noe how 2 get out of tat but the others might not noe how 2 handle the 'hurt'!
so i ve not hurt some1 4 so long n yster i hurt u, jack..i'm so sorry..tats all i can say
n u'll find a girl better than me a hundred X!!! i hoped tis the last X 4 hurting some1
as i noe tat the feeling of beening hurt is damn damn damn bad ....sorry.......
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/31/2006 11:18:00 AM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
ok yster not at home..sorry !
so now i teach u wat's ur name...
anata wa donata desuka?..ah..nata..wa..donut..ta. desk. ka?
I'm behew,ni hao...
watashi wa behew desu,dozo yoroshiku ...
...wa..ta..shi..wa..(ur name) desk..do..zou..you.. roll..she..ku
have u taken ur meal?...oshokuji wa osumi desuka?...
o..shiok..ku..ji.wa..o.su..mi.desk..ka
school---gakko..ga..ko
u're welcome--- doitashi mashite...do..it.ta..she..must..she..take
do in jap..don't pron as "do ur hw de do"
they pron as do re mi de do, ok?
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/30/2006 07:11:00 AM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
2day meet my sec ex.classmates at 10am in O mrt...wow jus reach
home ler...out 4 12hrs ...lol...so tired!
we went 2 compass point 4 shopping then took our lunch at kfc.
there were 7 of us n of cos all girls la...ther's 1, we always call her
ah fat,cos really v v fat la..she suggested 2 buy a cake so tat we
can ve our teabreak at san's house...so we bought a cake at polar
it was almost 2pm by then... we went 2 san's house in sengkang...
so paisei ...tis my 1st X at compass point n sengk..haha so mountain tt...
we reached her house n started 2 chat...wowlor, no wonder pp always
say girls re really talkative...lol..we can chat till 7pm then decided 2 take
dinner n all so lazy 2 go out ler so we called 2353535 but they're so pro man
they said,"we're 2 buz ,p/s come n collect urself!" so ah fat ordered "KFC"...
again! oh man ! not again....
we tok bout many things ...past sch life...our job...their bfriend..husband...
sex...everythings...we always share..we keep in touch since after sec 4
n were still v v close! i'm always the jokker...with me around they can
laught till tears roll down n really roll on the floor!!! i always tok with
action n body language...lol..so they'll nv feel bored when i'm around...
still remem when all of us was.around 20yrs old ..we always book hotel
n stayed overnite..we'll spend the whole nite chatting n eating n i'm
always the 1 who is not zzz or the last 2 zzz..lol.....we can hang around
orchard....tat was until a few yrs later we started 2 ve our own life
style,friend n coll..then we got less X of gathering...sigh!
life is always litat..litat n still litat...
什 么 东 西 都 在 变 , 人的 思 想 , 记 忆 也 会 随 着 年 龄 的 成 长 在 变
很 多 时 候 , 很 多 事 情 都 是 我 们 无 法 控 制 的 !
回 忆 对 我 而 言 是 美 好 的 ! 有 些 人 的 记 忆 有 限 , 很 快 就 会 忘 了
以 前 的 事 情 但 我 却 无 法 忘 记 , 一 直 活 在 回 忆 里 。 。
真 的 希 望 能 留 住 时 间 , 能 留 住 回 忆 。 。 害 怕 有 一 天 没 了 回 忆
那 我 话 着 还 有 什 么 意 义 呢 ! 真 感 叹 为 什 么 做 人 总 是 无 能 为 力 ,
总 是 做 些 自 己 不 想 做 但 又 得去 做 的 事 呢 ?
嗨 ! 做 人 难 。 。真 的 很 难 !
really need 2 stop here ler cos i feel like vomitting now...really..
maybe 2 full la or maybe i took a cab home then like i got tis habit since young
..晕 车 ...hope i don't vomit 2nite...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/29/2006 10:46:00 PM
Friday, July 28, 2006
hi jean,specially 4 u n those who luv japanese...
jus a few sentence a day ok...lets us began with
how re u ? ogenki desuka? ..o..gang...ki..desk car
i'm fine ,tks u. okage sama de genki desu...
o..ka..gay..sama..they..gang..ki..desk..
quest always end with ...ka
then ans back 'll be desu without ka..ok?
mother...okasan
father......otosan
friends....tomodachi
student...gakusei
understand...wakarimasu....wa..curry..must
don't understand.....wakarimasen....wa..curry..must..sand
lets all 4 2day..ok..jeansan ,wakarimasu?
sayonara
mata oai shimasho....ma..ta..o..ai..she..must..sho..c u soon!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/28/2006 10:44:00 AM
haha..ysternite jean invited me 2 join IMVU.com ler..lol
damn cute ler..it's like 3D toking ..i joined but ven't try yet
cos like v blur blur la ..maybe nxt X lor..n i did invite some
of u 2 join also ler..haha..those tat i think is damn mult-task one la....
i don't really agree on mult-task ler...那 里 有 可 能 ?
一 定 会 忽 略 其 中 一 方 或 会 分 心 的 吗 ...哈 哈 ....
maybe i cannot don't say pp la..hehes..i can only concentrate on
one thing ler damn 没 用 hor! i'm also v kanasai ler cos i always
要 求 完 美 n also 用 百 分 之 一 百 的 真 诚 对 待 每 一 个 我 认 识 的 人 ...
不 管 是 小 孩 、 大 人 或 老 人 , 朋 友 、 同 学 、 同 事 和 网 友 .....
凡 是 只 要 我 认 识 的...我 都 会用 一 颗 真 诚 的 心 来 对 待 每 一 个 人 ....
我 总 认 为 人 与 人 之 间 能 够 相 识 必 定 是 有 缘 所 以 我 很 惜 这 份 缘 !
我很 珍 惜 和 每 个 人在 一 起 玩 乐甚 至 是 一 起 聊 天 的 时 候 ......
我 也 乐 于 倾 听 别 人 的 烦 恼 因 为 我 太 爱 听 故 事 和 太 爱 多 管 闲 事 了 !
我 爱 分 析 问 题 , 我 爱 讲 大 道 理 所 以 时 常 是 朋 友 的 爱 情 顾 问 、 忧 郁
顾 问 和 烦 恼 顾 问 ...
从 小 就 爱 讲 话 ...太 感 谢 上 帝 或 是 XX赐 我 们 一张 嘴 , 一 把 声 音 .....
真 不 敢 想 如 果 有 一 天 我 变 哑 巴 或 连 手 指 都 断 了, 该 怎 么 办 呢 ?
所 以 朋 友 们 请 记 得 ...有 心 事 、 有 烦 恼 、 有 问 题 , 找 不 到 倾 听 的
对 象 , 就 来 找 我 吧 !绝 对 free of charge...lol..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/28/2006 07:40:00 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
mus come here again cos to发 泄 mah! damn 气 .....
today i went out at 10am plus coz tat power puff ling
no sch 2day ..don't noe wat sport day then i decided 2
bring her 4 a show as i've a free ticket fr my v.cards
actually i intend 2 watch a morning show then i can rush back
4 my wk . she wanted 2 watch superman n unfortunately
it's only show at 4pm so i asked her 2 choose others instead
then she's like damn bleh song ler..aiyo damn regret 2 bring
her out ..she always act like大 小 姐 litat ...i thought of watching
either the lady in the water or don't noe wat FOX lar...
who's noe she decided to watch the pirates...
....blehtahan her la ..i want 2 eat popcorn then she want 2 eat
potato chips...then inside tok n ask...ask wow lar i told her not to
watch tis show cos my fr told me damn chim mah but
she said,"我 要 , 我 要 ! ” 要 就 要 lor! c wat happen ,think she
don't underst lar...lol...the show ok lar ...
after tat i 打 包 go home n eat...cos the show like damn long ler..
started at 11 45am and end at 2 10pm almost 2hrs la...
aiyo i so 紧 张 wanted to fly home cos scare the sales order fax in
n all ended on the floor liao..she still walk damn slow ler ..给 她 气 死 !
we rushed 2 the mrt n reached home at 3 10 pm....
i was in bad mood by then ...she is smart , noe how to c "colour" lar
c my face black black mah.. then i quickly change n 2 my surprise
only 2 order ler..hehes then i wanted 2 update my story cos 2day
ve not update yet mah..
i opened my save file n shit shit shit .......
only left chap21 ler..22 GONE OMG!!! i was like wanna eat the
whole comp ler bang n bang my table so hard tat ling rushed in n
asked wat happ...i nvr ans her lar cos later she tell my uncle i wrote
story in the forum then i就 死 定 了 ! she v 罗 唆 asked n asked so
many X i got so angry n asked her to get out ! then i heard she said
v softly ...siao liao lar!
i was so sad all my effort gone n ve 2 rewrite again ..tis was not the
first X liao....sian sian sian .....
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/27/2006 10:02:00 PM

tis is ava my ex ex boss
my longest fringe tat
reaches my waist tat X
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/27/2006 10:01:00 AM

tis is ben
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/27/2006 09:46:00 AM
All the best to u ,DEAN!!! U mus be damn excited lar..lol..
don't worry, 有我们的支持,你一定会pass的!
祝你好运,把我们给你的好运带到考场去。。你一定行!
等着听你的好消息吧!
哈哈。。笑死我了!差点要笑到进医院。。
gl,u made me laughed like crazy dog then my mom thought wat
happen lar...lol..i'm not dinosaur ler,DEAN這么big怎样put inside
my mouth..hhahaha..the ans is ice-cream lar...u think until
me so "qi koh"litat..lol..but anyway u did a GOOD try..hehes...
cos u made me so crazy laugh n laugh....tks so much..
ok back to 正经liao, i received a trunk call fr my hong kong ex-ex-boss!
she is now my friend n we keep in touch till now ..tat was my 2nd job
n lasted me 4 2yrs! tat was the most 怀念 的日子cos it was a totally
new set up mall in IMM n was main 4 tourists only! it was at the
3rd level tat X but it was closed down after 2 yrs cos the
management,japanese n香港人 had some arguments n the business
were not gd either! it's something like DFS ,duty free shop .
i went there interviewed with my best friend n both of us were selected
n were damn happy man cos salary not bad,environment not bad,
benefit not bad n japanese boss not bad....looking also !..lol..
during tat X i was only 19 n don't noe y damn siao bout japan ler,
jus luv anything fr japan, things,food,dress.... even man..lol...
we started with all new colleagues n the shop was totally empty.
every pics of things were displayed by us..u can c tat y all our 感情
put in there was so strong!oh yay, 4got 2 mention my post lar..lol..
as a cosmetic sales lar..nothing great bout tat! but i was like damn disliked at
first cos i damn hate 2 put on make up lar! esp lipstick ! i'm so famous among
my friend n even now they noe i eat my lipstick instead of putting on lar..lol..
i'll always lick my lip n lipstick gone within an hr n i'm so lazy 2 cleanse my face
tat y i don't like to put foundation,powder,eyes shadow....! but damn HENG 2
be choosen in tat section lor, so sian but don't dare 2 say "no" lor...
we actually under 2 diff country boss lor..jap n hk..
then they send us to learn alots of things ler..tat was when i started 2 learn
my jap ...4gotten a lots liao..haha..watashiwa anata o aishite imasu...
if i'm not wrong means I LOVE U..lol..we learn kor also ...n took up a lots
of cosmetic course...at first the business was damn gd n i was promoted
2 senior sales jus after the 6mths cos i was the top sales girl there..
paiseh lar...not tat i noe well in the product,jus tat i v 厲害sweet talk lar..
n i also believed in luck ..got sales luck lar...but after the first yr
the business went down .... n finally they announced close!
n all of us ,around hundreds over worker were damn sad...
we cried n cried not cos of lost job ...
是捨不得我們種下的
那顆從種子變成幼苗的那份感情..大家都百般的不舍...但就在
那我再次的嘗到分離的苦...記得之前的一次是在離校的那年...
這種滋味實在不好受﹗
我有太多美好的回憶都是在那留下的....還差點和一個香港人發展成情侶
不過幸好我夠理智﹐不然就成了第三者﹗他叫ben..是從香港派來的
當時已經有了個談了八年戀愛的女友..也許是我們日久深情吧,他回到香港
後,告訴我要和他的女友分手還好我及時阻止..不然就內疚一輩子﹗之後
他也很現實連朋友都沒得做就從此沒打電來了﹗聽說他已和那女友結婚了.
lucky i've not made a mistake tat X! n i also kena 被一個kor gay追 ler..lol...
現在還有聯絡,當時她好熱情...always send me flower n presents..at first i
was so paiseh cos pp眼光like ...?!? she jus don't care wat pp say ler
but i abit mind la cos not use to it ...remem sec sch also got such cases happ
there were 2 girls at the same X asking me 2 be their gfriend ler..lol
don't noe y ler..ok back 2 link tat kor gay, jj ,she don't like 2 be praise as
美la..lol..but she is pretty ler ..she looks like tat HK開心少女隊的袁潔瑩, 帥嗎﹖
..lol.. anyway i rejected her cos abit funny lar but i can really understand how
those les feel cos the way she told me is not wat they want..is jus tat
the kind of feeling tat they can't control n i think is absolutely nothing
wrong with them! jus can't underst y pp always use tat kind of 眼光
look at them...jus don't go interfere pp private life lar..把自己管好就好了﹗
ok la,don't tok bout tis later pp start fighting in my blog cos definately
got pp don't agree with me la...lol..
back 2 link...
最值得安慰的是﹐之後我們這群十多個男女還聯絡到現在...很難得吧﹗
但只有我和那香港老闆還在保持聯絡而已,她偶爾會打電話和email給我.
昨天她打來了...我們聊了an hr then ended our convers.
i can't zzz cos my mind went back 2 the past again....n think when the X
i fell asleep was already 3am... ok lar..wow 2day like damn long ler..lol..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/27/2006 06:37:00 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
yster nothing much happen lar..damn bo liao !afternoon do pp wk,do housewk,write story,go online...evening watch it's show X but damn hot cos my bro v sui, he wanted 2 watch the chan u show ...don't noe 神机wat wat la..damn chim la ..math no gd..don't noewat they're playing la..then my bro 转来转去, c until i tougong gong ler...then around 10plus go online ..added jean ..chat with herwow i so stupid ler..still don't noe i added no person ler !tat jean i added last X don't noe who ler?!? lucky nvr tok2 her 不然一定鸡同鸭讲..lol..ok nothing much so let u allread something funny lar........This dog,is dog,a dog,good dog,way dog, to dog,keep dogan dog,idiot dog,busy dog,for dog,20 dogs,seconds dog!Now read it without the words.. dog..jus 4 fun..some of u've read b4 lar...haha...now make a guess ..I want to suck u...lick u...wanna move my tongue all over u...wanna feel u in my mouth...yep..guess wat i'm doing..honey...v easy lar...lol..hehes.. hahahaha... tag on me 4 the ans..kk..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/26/2006 07:30:00 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/25/2006 10:37:00 AM
昨晚。。不。。应该说是今早天快亮时,你终于在我的梦里
出现了。。爸,你知道我每天都在等你吗?
梦里很迷糊,我也记不清整个梦。。只看到你和阿公一起下
德士。。看到你对着我笑。。这一刻,我马上醒了过来!
很快的又想马上睡回,希望能把梦连接回。。但你始终没再
出现。。恨自己为什么要这么快醒来。。好想留住你。。。
我还没来的急问。。你好吗。。你就走了。。
泪水已从眼角慢慢的滑落。。。。
希望我一颗颗的泪水变成一串串的泪珠,把
我对你的思念送到你眼前。。并对你说。。你不需为我们牵
挂。。下回请在我梦里待久一点,好让我把话说完。。看到
你能和阿公在一起。。我也放心了。。
今天正好是七月初一。。。不管有没有这回事。。。我绝对
把它当真。。 你们笑我也好。。说我迷信也好。。
就当作是我为自己买一点安慰吧!
爸。。。请保重。。。
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/25/2006 09:37:00 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006




i bought tis Cro's sandal fr MS ,tis the only store
tat can change the stripe..tis is the acc tat i carry
with me when i'm out...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/24/2006 08:10:00 AM
..haha..gd morn..yster nvr updated coz reached home around 7pm
then quickly watched Dean's perf ..wow, DEan looked so shuai n
cute ler ! since the last perf till now,ve been quite someX not c'ing
DEan on tv..c liao damn song n happy..my mouth kept smiling n my
bro said i siao ler then i went bathing ...thought of coming back to watch
the last part but after faxing some doc then 4got man..sign..!
ok, anyway i went 2 Harbour F with my best fr,Eunice not tat eunice fr
the forum lar...lol.. we met at 2pm, then went 2 the food court,she ate
katsudon n i tried the tahu telor(don't noe the spelling lar).
after tat we went round shopping coz she wanted 2 buy some dress n T..
i've not been ther since last yr, wow there're more shops now ..esp sport's 1..
n i saw my CRO's sandal on 10% ,wowlor abit 心痛lar cos when i bought
4mths ago no discount ler,damn sui,everyX after buying things then tat
stuff whic i've bought definately on sales 1 ler!!!
Eunice bought 2 T n a pair of shoe ..when sudd she pushed me n said,"
u saw tat guy?" then i was like blur n asked her which...she pointed 2
a guy queuing at the taxi stand ler...oh i c ...he is some1 fr css lor...want
2 make a guess?....i made bernie guess ysternite n she got it after a few
try..no, not ZY....no, not 8310.....tell u later..hehes....
then we went 2 旺角2 take kaya toast bread ..oh it was nice..
it was v v crowded ther n we went 2 the viewing hall 2 c VIRGO cruise
been twice..should be gtg again 4 relaxing lar cos nothing 2 do much in
the cruise..haha..only eat..watch movie..karaok..gamble lor...
ok, after viewing 4 a while we went outside 2 take a look at the new
shopping mall whic is opening ..think around sep or oct..it's next 2 the
Harbour F lar...heard tat it'll be the biggest shopping n cinema building
haha...then all of us 惨了..coz 又多了一个花钱的地方!
then i took bus home n Eunice took mrt..my shopping ened n i did not
buy anything ler damn sian ..
reached home damn 惨ler coz after all my wk done was already 11pm..
then i ve not write DEAN's story yet ler ,then quickly wrote some but
kept nodding off a few X ler..lol..my head almost kncok on my keypad ler
..then really cannot tahan,stopped half way lor..so ysternite no update
ler so sorry...later then i post lar..then i went 2 zzz ..so early was around
12 am only ler..lol...haha..
ya, almost 4got 2 tell u who i saw ler...is...i don't noe his name but bernie
mentioned Kenneth i think so..i only noe he is also fr ITE lar...but he looks
more handsome than on the tv ler...n he is v tall...i saw him waiting 4 the
cab n he like v 不自在litat ,kept looking here n there lor..haha...
luv babe 07 54am
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/24/2006 06:57:00 AM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
now finally n at last...everything done! haha....
but wat i mean is "they" done their job n my mom
n me ...not...yet..!
we jus sweep ..vacuum..mop but not pack yet!
all those things shifted out re still in the living rm ...
slowly lar..i told my mom..take a break lar...
damn tired..fr 3pm plus till 7pm plus..2morrow then
pack lar ..now no mood ler cos no oil liao..lol..
the toilet finally had completed lar ..took 10 days ler!
no mood 2 tok bout other thing lar...damn sian now..
don't noe y? ?? my mood like weather..lol..changes damn
fast ler...
ya 4get 2 mention bout something really scary.......better
don't con't 2 read if u're 胆小鬼 ...hehes...it begans like tis...
when i woke up at 5 30am tis morn, my mom was about 2go off
she's wking 1/2day...then noe wat she said....
"Y u wake me up so early 2day?" I was like "huh..???" damn blur
cos i jus wake up n was like my eyes still sticking 2gether but when
i heard wat she said,my eyes opened so big like "go li" ler!!!
I asked ,"wat u toking? when did i wake u up?!?"
she was like gong gong lar..then she siad...3am..lor! "wat..wat.." I
shouted lar.."i siao ar, where got? u thought i crazy ar,wat 4 wake
u up so early!" then she said tat she saw me
pushing her door , peep in n went back 2 zz! I was so damn shocked
cos impossible man...i tok 2 jieying n zz at almost 2am, i was so sian
n zz like pig liao ..不可能在一个钟头后起来叫她的!!!
wow i told her maybe she dreaming..she still argue with me ler..
said,"没有,是你,还穿这件白衣lor! " wowpiang damn blehtahan ler..
she can repeat ...think 5X man !!! again n again ,i told her i didn't ....
I 'm sure i don't ve the habbit of 梦游 so definately not me!!!
maybe my dad ler...cos normally we don't close the door 2 zzz ler but
yster i on aircon ma...then my mom too...maybe my dad went 2 the
wrong rm 2 search 4 us lor...maybe ler...
wow suddenly my mood back ler! hor ,i 've already mentioned tat my
mood like weather ...c..是不是....
but my mom damn罗唆 repeat untill 4 got bout the X ler..haha..
差一点就late liao...
aiya , nothing liao back 2 finish mood liao...bye..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/22/2006 08:06:00 PM
..a bit tired lar cos ysternite chat with jieying till 1am plus..lol..
I've always wanted 2 be a chef like her but i did not so damn
envy her n don't noe y whenever heard some1 is a chef, i'll be
damn excited n hope 2 learn fr them ler! i luv cooking !!!
since i was in pri.sch...don't noe y? maybe my mom cooks well
n she can cooked damn delicious food even better than restaurant...
i can cook diff kind of food when i was 13yrs old !
i can cook chilli crab, 酸甜肉,katsudon,torrikaraage,五香,herb soup....
n i'm still learning so now i can consult jieying also..lol...
but don't noe y since young till now i don't take seafood except fish!
funny hor?!..haha..stupid lar everyX went 2 seafood rest with friend
or relative..i damn惨.. my chopstick like nvr got a chance 2 fight with
others ler..lol..then i like jus eat veget lor..kelian be...
after msn online ,i went reading blog..nomally i'll read all the blog i've
link ..everyday!!! szehui n esscue had not update 4 so long ler..maybe
buz lar..but 2 my surprise i saw esscue updated liao!
but after reading a bit sad n cannot zz lar...cos don't noe y esscue like
always v stress 的! i c her sad i also affected lor..i'm damn sui one ler..
v emotional ler..pp around me happ ,i'll damn happ lor..pp around me
sad, i'll also sad lor..siao hor!
aiya , life damn short don't let urself so moody lar ..jus tell urself nothing
in the world is more important than living happ each secs,mins,hrs,days,
wks,mths,yrs...i luv tis song v much ..tommy page..n i can jus listen 2 it
the whole day..jus 1 song..n hope all my friend 'll turn 2 some1 when they're
down cos really need 2 speak 2 some1 or else 'll keysiao lar...
Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further
When you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful
Than to let you're feelings take you down,
It's so hard to know The way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts And feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better If you let me walk with you by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
TOMMY PAGE
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/22/2006 10:43:00 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/21/2006 09:24:00 PM
aiyo, blehtahan my house is like sai man...so dusty
all over the place! damnit ! made me waited the whole
morning n they came at 3pm man..wat the shit....the
whole day spending 2 wait 4 them n now the water pipe
is leaking,oh shit ,the water is all over the kitchen fl...
妈的,要做不要做好好!真的是歉扁@#$&%abcxyz。。
死Xx,干脆把整僮拆掉算了,都已经三十年的hdb了
这边敲鼓那边敲鼓,wowlor早晚塌下来!choi!
死了,七点要去yoga,现在还没完。。我不可以缺课
因为会很blur的。。。嗨哟。。嗨哟。。为什么你还不来。。
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/21/2006 04:17:00 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
today damn sian cos my house upgrading lar..v v dirty!
they added a damn small toilet in my mom's bedrm.
Holland hdb flat all master bedrm without toilet cos i
think it's really the v first patch of hdb flat, its moe than
30yrs old!don't understand the flat is so damn old n they
still 1 2 upgrade it!
aiyo, the way u c them doing it is like kids building sand castle
ler! damn scary , 1day the whole flat might jus collapse n i'll
be seeing my dad in the heaven..LOL
my house is in a big big mess now!!! the floor, the rm ....
all covered with dirt!!! need another 2 days 2 complete ler..
I siao liao la coz i'll be the 1 cleaning mah but also gd lar
tat mean i need not cook for 2 days..hahaha ..don't let my mom
hear tat...later she'll start 2 nag nag nag again...
tis morn i heard tis song by 光良 v v nice..so 无聊then
i change abit lor......
。。。。Dean改变了我们的世界 只有欢笑 没有黑夜 我看着天
这一刻在想Dean 是否会对我们一样思念 Dean曾说过她有一个梦
等到那天我们一起来实现 我们望着天在心中默默念
下一秒Dean出现在眼前 想念的心装满的都是Dean
我们的钢琴弹奏的都是Dean
我们的blog写满的都是Dean的名 才发现又另一个黎明
Dean曾说过她有一个梦 等到那天我们一起来实现
我望着天在心中默默念 下一秒Dean出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是Dean 我们的钢琴弹奏的都是Dean
我们的blog写满的都是Dean的名 才发现又另一个黎明
我们的blog写满的都是Dean的名 才发现又另一个黎明
这是我们对Dean爱的累积。。。
so boliao lar..LOL...nice ..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/20/2006 12:54:00 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/19/2006 02:57:00 PM
My uncle went 2 indon 2day so at least i'm not so buz then
i can go 2 the library 2 get tat book which i wanted 2 read long ago!
2morrow 'll be buz when he get back ...
..........jus came back fr QT library thought of borrowing a book
title..zuo he de chao ji ah ma..is a chin book. I heard fr 100.3
DJ said tat tis book is v v nice n touching! but can't find in the
library, sian la...then jus borrow some 散文n小说lor..sign...
When i reached here was sunny n now was raining damn heavy
man! shit! nvr bring 雨伞then bo bian lor like soaked chicken lor
reach home then quickly bath but lucky i put on my cap so my
hair not v wet lar...
damn sian la coz morn mood kena influ by 1 of my friend lor.
don't noe y the youngster nowsaday like v v easily depressed,
many 烦恼,a bit就说under pressure....like damn many complain la..
she's v v young but keep saying sian...sad...don't noe y...嗨..嗨..嗨..
嗨until i also 嗨!wowlar so early 就这样了then later the rest of
the day how 2 pass?
I tried 2 cheer her but she like 勉强happy lar..actually wat 2 嗨 4
being a student..think 除了功课还是烦功课... 还有烦没得追偶像..
还有烦没得跟朋友出去玩.因该是这样吧..cos when i was around tat
age also litat!
I told her人们在生活中,多多少少会遭遇到一些挫败与失意,乐观
的人会想办法去克服;悲观的人会不断地钻牛角尖为自己找借口...
其实生活到底快不快乐?完全掌握在自己的一念之间。你觉得自己过
得快乐 ,那便是快乐;否则即使自己身在福中仍是怨声怨气的。
烦恼是自己找的,压力是人家和自己给的而快乐却是要靠自己来创造
和经营的,要是人们都可以明白这道理那世上就没悲伤的人了!
很难跟你解释之中的奥妙,只有当自己能够抛开所有的忧郁时,你才
会发现原来快乐和幸福就在你身旁!
朋友不要再不快乐了因为那是一种毒药,一种会传染的毒药但是解药
就在你手上,快把它吃了吧!
今天感触特别多,在回家的巴士车站看到了一个戴墨镜拿着拐仗的老婆婆
她也在等巴士吧,这时巴士来了因为这里只有一辆32号所以她肯定是搭这
辆的。我看她走得很慢便上前扶她一起上车,她的手是多么的冰冷,因为
当时下着雨。。她到了坐位便跟我道谢,我就走到后面去坐。而我从上车
就一直看着她到我下车,心里不知为什么怪怪的。。。下车后也在想。。
其实一直埋怨妈生我这么矮,鼻子在尖点该多好。。。但看到了刚才那瞎眼
阿婆后,我知道自己原来是幸运的,起码我妈给了我最宝贵的财富~~健康!
嗨,请大家珍惜所有的一切,要知道知足常乐这个道理。。。。。
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/19/2006 12:14:00 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
wowpiang, ve finished the whole pg n now is gone!!! OMG!
ve 2 rewrite again, shit shit shit! damn xian!
actually i was saying yesternite my uncle came 2 my house
with her daughter ,ling. She wanted me 2 help her with her
chin essay. coz my uncle also another angmo potato!
pri 3 chin essay,not a pro man! i asked her wat's the title, was
something like tis,"长大后要做一个。。。“ was like my ambition.
then i asked ling wat she 1 2 be when she grown up. u noe wat she
said, I almost fall fr the chair when she said," power puff girl"!
(don't noe spell right or not) I laughed n laughed until she gave me
tat kind of like damn 不爽look then i was paiseh n stopped laughing!
oh man, can u imagine wat she said, wat a power puff ling! then i
explained to her again n again n she kept asking y not, y can't...
I was so behtahan n almost吐血 then my uncle came in scolded her
siao watching 2 many cartoons n asked her 2 write wat i told her 2!
last i told her不然做警察lor,一样吗? then she like Cbeh 勉强agree
with me! aiyo, think got generation gap lar!
Last X wher got tis kind of thinking! I got damn many 志愿ler!
pri 1 n 2, i wanted 2 be teacher ler then pri 3 n 4, i wanted 2 be
actress ler, pri5 ,i wanted 2 be lawyer n tis last longest until sec 2,
i wanted 2 ve my own place 2 keep dogs n cats cos i really luv animals!
n even now is still always in my mind! sec3 n 4 , i wanted 2 be air
stewardess! then after sec, i wanted 2 be psychologist...chef....so many!!!
but in the end i became day dreamer,甚么都不是,是妄想家!
if u've an aim, u've 2 go 4 it with行动,not jus sitting there n think only!
hahahaha! I wanted 2 ve a farm in NZ n keep all the sheeps,cow................
spending the rest of my life there ....n tis is my wish NOW!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/18/2006 01:50:00 PM
wowpiang, jus came back fr HV cos my uncle wanted 2 pass some
urgent document 2 me! Aiyo, 老了就是老了ysternite came 2 my
house 4got 2 bring lar now mus purposely travelled all the way fr
tampines! haha! v gd! 越meow越惨!
after tat I walked pass the market ,then sudd 想吃云吞面ler,then
go buy lor.damn tat uncle told him so many x nvr listen properly,
I SAID NO CHILLI NO CHILLI NO CHILLI P/S then he ans me
back OK somemore, then I was like looking somewher else when
sudd I turned back I saw him putting CHILLI into the noodles!
SHIT, I shouted," uncle我 不要辣椒!" wowpiang ,noe wat he said!!!
“哎呀,一点点不会辣的!” I was like damn damn hot!!! wat the shit
man, I'm the one paying$ n I'm the one eating ler! but I'm tat kind
tat not really dare 2 fight back type so jus "lan lan"lor!!!
take the noodle n started 2 curse him inside my heart #$*&%@#*
I noe I'm damn lousy la! cannot find s'porean not eating chilli nowsaday
man!but I was like still ve the恐惧感since my mom used the chilli rubbed
in my mouth till now lor!
damnit I'm eating tat noodles now! damn spicy still said 一点点,点你的
死人头,臭uncle!!! aiyo,don't want 2 eat liao, damn气!
2day like don't noe wat happen met 到的 like all siao uncle ler!
when I was coming home fr HV, I met my tis neighb uncle , I
damn scared him lar cos he's damn 罗唆! bo bian enter the lift with him
wow here he goes again...wow你的头生蛇啊?wow ,你的眼睛做甚么?
生"butjump"ah?wow...wow...damn him so many wow,so many quest...
so kpo la! I choi choi choi !你生先都还没轮到我!
Tis is not the 1st X he has beening asking me bout my eyes n hair!
I ve told him tat I jus had surgery n my eyes abit 肿吗so mus put on
sunglass la then now 1 2 keep my hair long ma so tis state v messy so I
put on cap ma!!! He like v 4gettful ler,cannot blame la ,old liao ma!
but jus tat I damn had 2 repeat things 2 many X lar! If is my mom,早就给
我骂了!paiseh cannot scold 老人家la . 妈的,我的天啊!今天干嘛遇到的都是siao uncle?!?
ok actually 1 2 tok bout my uncle's daughter ler but happen 2 met tis 2 siao uncle 2 day so maybe later free then con't....
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/18/2006 08:51:00 AM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
ve' not update since Fri nite! a bit tired cos went out the whole day ysterday.
I went out with a group of friend ,we went 2 bugis 4 window shopping ! I didn't
buy anything ,damn boring cos shopping not buying anything like damn bu shuang
litat! actually wanted 2 buy tat sporty bra I saw in the nike store but after trying
like damn not use 2 it so I nvr buy lar! think Dean got tat bra too! Is like really 真空
not wearing anything like tat so if I wear tat 4 jogging, think in a few mth X, I'll ve
either内伤 or I'll became papaya lady! LOL!!!
After tat we went 2 the foodcourt 2 take some dessert n started 2 chat 4 almost 2 hrs
there! It was crowded at tat X but anyway bugis is always crowded!
7 of us, 2 girls married, 2 of us not n the other 3 were guys,also single!
so actually 1 of the guy wanted 2 date me out alone but I dragged my gfriend along!
coz I was damn not interested ! not because of wat ,jus tat 没有触电的感觉!
his look consider ok la but somex like abit ku ku litat!aiyo,don't noe how 2 describe!
then my friend is like telling me bo fish prawn also ok litat,I throw them off man!
siao ah, 1 me 2 get some1 qing chai, I rather remind single 4ever!
actually I damn believe in fate! tat y I still remind single till now!
I'm tat kind don't like 2 hurt others feeling 1, tat y in term of relationship,
I always mess up the whole things. don't dare telling the guy so directly n
end up giving them no intention tatI accepted them!I'm also tat kind damn
kanasei 1 ler ,want everythings perfect la! but I'm damn 保守 , i
don't go out with guy alone unless his really my suka type!
aiyo don't tok bout tis ,kind of offlink ler!We had our dinner at lau ba sau .
I love satays ! then we went home after tat, they 1 2 go pub but I was kind of
tired so we decided 2 go home.I reach home was around 9pm plus liao! so tired,
at least got no x 2 think of those unhapp things!
none of my friends read my blog coz none of them noe! haha!
jus started n they're 2 close la so nvr bother 2 tell them n wat I wrote here
I'll tell them on the phone la n they re so buz wher got x 2 read pp's blog!
unlike me so boliao !tat's bout all 4 ysterday lar !
2day nothing special exp 4 I posted my story in the forum! at last made up my mind !
but forum's v v dead cos every1 went 2 c DEAn's perf at padang la! Shanx also went!
She promise 2 update me 2morrow so I should be waiting 4 her!!! ok ,the end ler!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/16/2006 10:36:00 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
I really can't sleep at tis hour now coz my heart breaks n
i'm crying like hell ! since ysterday 'i've been stop crying
over my dad n now begin to cry again!
y??? coz of my big fucking mouth! I was posting in the
forum n pp start 2 misunderstand my msgs!
I'm being kpo??? I really sorry if my way of leaving msgs offended
them!I really don't mean it ! as technology like typed out words,
can't interpret my accent of speaking!
I'm so hurt...............
My heart sank so deep n my tears rolling down within my control!
I was so used to the forum n trying damn hard to keep it alive but...................
I cried n cried like hell .........I'll miss all of u........
tis is not the ending part of the story I had want!!!!!!
My feeling right now is like...being kick by my baby....I'm dying....
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/15/2006 01:40:00 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
wowman,2day is HIGH day!!! Every1 in the forum so high as juzagal updated
DEan's performance at ite yesterday! OMG! they even followed Dean 2 mdc!
Shanx so brave even don't bother 'bout her parent,don't bother 'bout kena
scolding...so pro of u! Damn loyal fans man! think 8 of them were so high n song!!!
hahaha! juz took the same bus n dare not sit with DEAn! oMg!!!!
The poll I created had come true! n really no 1 dare 2 sit with DEAN exc tat funny
auntie, she was so lucky man! don't noe whether she noe DEAN is who anot? or
maybe she also KK lar! Damn jealous ler!!!
But lucky got photo of DEAN la! at least feeling much better !
mus stop la or late 4 yoga ler!jus join back only ,cc close down coz of the hdb project!
hai wo mus change cc! mus get gtg lar!!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/14/2006 06:37:00 PM
Is raining again...its bring me back 2 my memories again!
P/s stop raining.. coz I don't want 2 recall anything!
u nvr entre my dream ysternite ! I've been waiting for
u ! do u noe? y.....u still mad at me or ...............
I called up uncle tis morning, asked him 2 bring all the
docu. n I want 2 start wking now,I don't want 2 rest
anymore! I got nothing 2 do made me lagi worst !
I'm ok during the day but don't noe y.. like ..turn 2
another person when nite comes! I damn afraid of the
nite now...... u are but a memory to my dear heart
that dwindles that each day passes me by
my heart yearns for u but u're not there
only ur memory is n that hurts even more
the tears are all too real n they follows the pain
my heart feels when it misses u so
memory upon memory floods the gates
n soon I began to drown in them
each better than the last but all so sweet n real
the memory is real but its fading too fast
its uncontrolable n its evaporating like dewdrops
in the sun
I try to gather them up quickly,place them in a jar,
but the time is quicker than I n its speeds up the sun's steal
O I wish u could be here n not jus ur memory
coz u are by far better than the thought of the past
as each sunset bring forth a new day
I think about the memory n the pains it bings is too
immense but the tears are even bigger
u are but a memory tat is quickly fading
n only u can fix tat
though my heart hurts so much from the pain
only u can save me
like each sunset bring forth a new time
the sunset will bring u to me
n love back into the mourning heart.......
jus 4 u ,dad!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/14/2006 09:51:00 AM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
aiyo, y all my sis ven't reach the forum ....????
wowpiang, waited since 6pm ! Mus be damn
tired lar coz they shouted so 出力,连喝奶的力
都用了吗!
I look at the mirror, wow, my neck like longer
a bit ler! 2morrow mus go 2 the zoo ler coz
become giraffe la!!!
better go refresh one moreX!haha!
Hope tat they're back in the forum ler!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/13/2006 09:59:00 PM
ysternite u nvr come n nvr entre my dream too!y???
I've been feeling really much better! I can start
posting in the forum,I can tok 2 my friend 'bout u
without dropping my tears so often,I can start smiling
n joking....................I hate myself so much! I mean how
can I ..........4get u so fast..........!!!
No,I did not 4get u! is jus tat I should admit tat we're
really not so close since the day u had chosen 2 left us!
I shall be waiting 4 u!
Today DEan is performing at B.ITE! well, of coz I nvr
attend but supp deep fr my heart! Hope every1 enjoy
n bring alots of photo n videos back!
Yay,the forum is damn quiet ! but I post alots coz I'm
suppose 2 keep the forum alive , it's my duty when all
of my bro n sis went 2 the event 2 supp DEAN! Those
who's not gtg mus keep the forum alive lar!
I'm damn capable in toking 2 my'siao'! hahaha!
so lets wait patiently 4 them 2 come back fr B.ITE!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/13/2006 03:14:00 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Tonight'll be the 7th day....chinese believe tat the spirit'll
come home on the 7th day!
So I hope 2 c my dad 2night! or at least let me dream of
u ,please!
My aunt told me tat those who passed away only realize
tat they're dead on the 7th day! tat's y they 'll come n
visit their beloved ones!
really hope tat day can end faster coz waiting 4 the
night desperately!
Friends n relative ve been calling up one by one, I've
been repeating n repeating at least 20X!
How can I not think of it......
It's been like a story, I've been repeating it till I felt tat
I'm now so numb..........
ok it's gd 2 feel tat way too as it'll cause less pain each X
when I'm repeating ..........
I don't noe wat I'm doing tis whole afternoon, hanging
round here n there, writing Dean's story coz normally
I'll write in advance n save in my file then post it day
by day but the last chapter tat I've posted was written
on friday 1 ! so now file empty! I'll still con't 2 write, I'll
not stop writing coz at least the story took me away
fr the realistic awhile, not v long but still better than not at all!
My uncle has been v kind, he told me 2 rest4 a few days, he'll
pass me those unfinished wk on Mon!
So I'm so free 2 think ....don't noe wat 2 write now...k think tat's
bout all ..........c whether 2 nite I dream then I'll write again.......
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/12/2006 02:28:00 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
他这次真的走了。。。
07/07/06星期五的傍晚六点多,我接到了KL姑妈打来
的电话。我心里已经有股奇怪的感觉。。。。
姑妈说,“你爸在医院,很危险,快来!”
这时我傻傻的,一时反应不过来!放下电话,马上
跟妈说,然后再打电话给哥。
问了哥,看他要去吗?心里想就算他和妈不去,我还
是会去的!
没想到哥居然决定去!好,我二话不说马上叫妈拿了
几件衣,我们三人马上赶到机场时,已经是八点了!
还好赶得上最后九点二十分的班机!
但我心里不知有多着急!终于在十点二十分到达了KL。
但觉对没想到他们那还要排队买Taxi coupon!这一切
浪费了半个小时才等到taxi!心里是一直fcuk个不等!
他妈的什么理由要人家等这么久!
上了车,电话这时响了,姑妈叫我们快赶到医院去,
爸就快不行了!从这到医院需要半小时,我是从来没
这么着急过的!
十一点四十分到达了医院!他妈的要进去还叫我拿
passport换pass!气到我想。。。还是忍住。。这时
看到我的叔叔来了,我们赶紧跟著他进去!
他却对我说爸已经走了!我来到了爸的面前,看着他
无血色的面,我的泪水开始流,一直不听话的流。。。
哥这时对爸说,“爸,你安心的走吧!过去的已经过去了,
我对你已经没有怨恨了。。。”妈这时也开始哭了,我
实在没想到爸走得这么快,虽然他有一些高血压、胆固醇、
糖尿病。。但也不至于这么严重!
只能说这一切都是注定的,注定我做你的女儿、注定你和
妈离婚、注定你离开这个家、注定你离开新加坡、注定你
跟哥成了敌人、注定你老了必须一个人孤零零地生活、。。
这一切的一切都是注定的吗?但其实你心里很清楚的知道
这一切都是由你一手造成的!!!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/11/2006 01:51:00 PM
其实我要感谢你,感谢您教会了什么是坚强!
我的人生旅程就象一场戏!
从小就在恐惧的生活里长大,你整天只顾赌马
输了就叫妈到处借钱,虽然你当经理但切是一
无所有因为你的钱全拿去喂马儿吃了!
我们从小就没有自己的房子 ,到处租房间,
四个人挤在一间小房间,妈从不埋怨还老时
偷偷摸摸的拿衣服回来洗希望能帮忙贴点家用!
但你不但不感激还会发起脾气把家里的东西摔
破,弄到到处都是玻璃碎片。妈和我还要打扫
干净,有时还会割到满脚都是血!
爸,你知道我有多恨你吗!
我时常在想如果没爸爸该多好!
就在六岁那年我搬了进向政府租的屋子。开始
了自己有房子的生活!爸还是一样,睹不停!
妈和我最怕拜六礼拜的到来!因为爸要去马场
如果那天赢了,我们就可以轻松,万一输了,我
们就惨了就要准备借钱给他了!
哎,就这样一年过一年,不过他也不是说没负起
做父亲的责任,他还是有关心和带我们去吃和玩!
只不过是比较少吧了!但他和哥的关系却很糟糕!
哥长大后看不管爸的作风,俩父子象仇人似的,哥
做的事,爸看不顺眼,爸做的事,哥看不顺眼!
到头来还是苦了妈妈!
可是上天老爱捉弄人,就在爸的生意上了轨道时,
居然又跟我们开了个玩笑,这个玩笑可开大了!
爸跟工场的女工搞上了!
这次软弱的妈终于不能再忍了,谁能忍受自己的
丈夫有别的女人呢!就这样他们整天吵,爸竟敢
说让妈忍静,然后便一去不回头了!
妈就这样和爸离婚了!
虽然离了但我们的生活反而快乐多了
因为再也不用担心这担心那的!我就成了中间人,
时常是我去跟爸那零用钱,他最疼我,我的人心
又很软所以不会恨爸太深。
就这样他就和能女人在一起,我必不怪那女的,
毕竟一只手掌打不响!
我时常跟我妈说事情发生了,我们必须学习怎样
去面对而不是在想到底是谁的错!起初对妈来讲
真的是个很大的打击!
爸从不让妈做工因为他是经理怕丢脸,所以妈
从没到外头做过工!
那年我正在考'o'level,实在没心读下去!哥在做兵
妈知道爸给的钱一定不会长久,所以便硬著头皮去
做工!
果然爸的工场出了问题,跑到KL去了!他是在那长
大的,所以就回去他的姐妹那住,一住就住到现在!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/11/2006 01:37:00 PM
我都常有打电话给他直到一年前才没打给他
因为实在受不了他了!把我当成银行,一个月
可以打来要几次要钱!而且要你马上送过去不然
他就马上坐车到这来拿,我开始不接他的电话,
开始逃避他就这样他也渐渐的没钱可赌了,女
人也跑了,人也老了开始病了!在今年的三月,
我去了一趟KL看他,他住在养老院当时看到苍
老的他,实在惊讶,因为以前的他是多么的威风
常穿着polo shirts 和 jeans的他如今落魄到
不可形容!当时我也是泪流满脸的看着他!
现在回想起来,幸好有去看他不然我肯定内久一
辈子!
唯一让我感到伤心的是来不及跟他说声,
“我爱您,爸爸!”从来没对他说过,好后悔!
人就是这样,拥有时不懂得珍惜,失去后才觉得真贵!
无论他做错甚么,我都还是他的女儿!
这是改变不了的事实!
我把我所有的怨气都发了出来,这将是我最后一次
的告白因为我从此不愉快的往事将随著我爸一起去了!
爸,感谢您的养育之恩虽然你与我共同的生活在一起
只有十六年但对我而言你永远将活在我心中!
谢谢你,没有你就没有今天的我!
希望来生还会和你再续父女缘!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/11/2006 08:45:00 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
ysternite don't noe wat happ 2 my comp? toking 1/2way with
shanx then everything hang! shanx was teaching me bout the
tagboard n all of the sudden ,everythings ...cannot find server!
damn mad coz was about 2 code tagboard 2 my blog!
I feel damn paiseh when bernie asked me y I don't ve tagboard
in my blog!I myself also find strange on the 1st day I create my
blog but I thought tat comments is the same as tagboard so is like
either 1,if bernie nvr ask me,I'll nvr noe! tis shanx n esscue nvr tell
me also, mus scold them later.no lar jkjk! is my fault coz I'm so
mountain tortoise!
so I went 2 zzz coz the netwk down. I think it was the earliest nite
I zzz since june till now! it was around12am plus!
I wake up n the 1st thing in the morning I went 2 settle my tagboard
n finally at last, I got it! haha!
wow, 2day I posted 2 new poll in the forum! I lov creating poll maybe
coz I lov imagination! but can't post all the poll tat I've created , only
can post those tat re more realistic 1, or else get scolding again! haha!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/07/2006 03:16:00 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
wow can't believe tat I'm noding off while I'm doing my ppwk!
I think I nod off at least 10X ! mus walk around n take
a break b4 I really fall to the ground!so I decided 2 come
here again coz tis the only way 2 wake me up! haha!
I went 2 the forum again n was so quiet coz every1 at sch mah!
Then I decided 2 post n post so tat when all my sis n bro came
back fr sch,they got things 2 read! They mus be feeling damn
stress after the long hrs in sch so coming 2 the forum is a place
4 them 2 relax! I don't mind begin stupid posting silly n boliao
reply coz I've a mission in the forum! The mission is 2 keep the
forum as 热闹as possible n not only tat,n 2 let all our sis n bro ther
ve a room 4 relaxing!
I noe how they feel after a day in sch coz 我是过来人! coming 2 the
forum, hoping 2 c new n funny reply post , I think is wat they hope!
coz most of them are students n I noe a lots of them keep complaining
bout study! Aiyo, is always like tat!读书的不想读书,then做工的不想做工!
Tell u wat, tat's so call LIFE!
STUDENT, jus remember X really fly damn damn fast! Once gone nvr come back!
So treasure n make urself 2 enjoy it instead of treating it as a pressure!
Like me, sch day gone n really damn missed it!!!
Planning ahead is gd but.........................................
通常在努力往目标前进时,人们往往只在想将来而忽略了现在!
wat I'm trying 2 say is not only planning ahead but also remember 2珍惜现在!
ya,I noe u all 'll say ,wat's ther 2 珍惜,we're studying 4 the sake of studying!
Jus treat it as every1 必经之路then u'll feel much better!
Remember stress does not come 2 u, u're the 1 tat re looking 4 him!
记住要快乐首先要懂得放开!don't ask me 放开wat! jus relax ler!
睁一只眼闭一只眼很快就过去了!
Writing all these 废话coz recently I found tat ther're quite a lots of
student with funny thoughts n 2 them seem like 没有人会了解我的心里的感受!
It's not true, ok! 你要硬硬把享受说成感受然后又把它往自己的深处放,叫人怎样了解呢!
每个人心里有一把锁而往往自己不知道 ,锁匙就在手中,要不要开那把锁就看自己了!
快乐是要自己去感受的!只要你觉得快乐,你就会快乐!
好了,don't noe wat the hell lar? write so many ,don't noe pp underst or not?
I've already say a thousand X, I'm damn 罗唆 !
Mus get back 2 wk lar, or else can write non stop man!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/06/2006 03:04:00 PM
Wat a wet morning,damn song 4 me but still 've 2 wk at home lar!
But damn可怜4 those students n 上班族 lar!
Don't envy me coz I've tons of wk waiting 4 me!
Jus come to blog 1st coz raining day like damn got 感触mah!
The weather is damn gd now,cool man!feeling like hug by the sky,
if really can stand under the rain then 'll be lagi gd!
Not dramatic lar,jus tat let the rain wash u up ,tat kind of
feeling is damn song! I try once when I was in sec sch but damn
倒霉lar coz fall sick next day!Nvr try again!Ha!
Tis weather is mean 4 sleeping ,sleeping n sleeping but 4 me is
to think,think n think!
Think of wat, wowpiang damn boliao everyX think n recall, wat
else can u do,be?
pp reading my blog mus be damn sian coz I damn 罗唆!
paiseh,almost 1/2 a pg n I've not started anything yet!
Ok, let me begin with the soccer 1st, watched lastnite,as
wat expected, France won!
My mom was so silly cos she bet 3 goals with her colleague,
I told her 2 bet draw or 1goal but she refused!ok lar,only $2 bet
Haha! so cat!
2wks ago I bought Italy n Braz won champ , Braz gone but lucky
me, now everyday mus 拜天公保佑 Italy lar coz tat X was $9plus
n I bet on $10.Then if really Italy win,I'll get $90plus ler!happ like
shit , only so little not even enough 2 buy add jacket! LOL!
Ysternite,went posting my story in the forum then is like no response
ler!Aiyo don't noe whet 1 2 con't anot? Like again自己写,自己看,
自己爽!Can some1 tell me whet 2 con't anot?getting mad lar!!!
I spent almost 1-2hrs daily 2 type n end up 没人欣赏damn sad la!
Jus abits , even 1 words or 1 alphabet of encouragement 'll light up my
day man! Aiyo ,I damn CHEAP! Tat's bout all la, mus wk ler con't later.
If not gonna scold by tat stupid client again!don't noe whet did he kena
choke ysterday, I'll check whet did he end up in hospital!
Wow damn cruel man! I seldom curse pp, is like damn angry ysterday
I tok so loud here but when I tok 2 him还不是象老鼠一样 damn no guts!
Don't noe Y, I'm always gutless mus check with doctor maybe kena
removed when I was born!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/06/2006 09:27:00 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Tis morning kena scolded by client, damn sian!
Don't think is my fault man, I fax the invoice to them
n they keep saying tat I nvr! shit them!
so wat if u're big client,I don't damn care who the
fcuk u're! Even now I'm scolding n cursing u upside
down,u don't even noe! Haha! really tks to the person
who've created the "BLOG" so tat we can scold n curse
someone without fearing tat they noe!
Mus be feeling funny coz I used English !Don't noe y lar,
jus feel like then use lor!Maybe tis morning not in the
gd mood ,wanna throw all the shit out n wanna curse
someone then used English can express more easily mah!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/05/2006 10:31:00 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
今早起身不知怎么的感到很不舒服,好想吐,
最怕这种感觉。小时候常常吐,由其是搭巴士
或坐车都会吐。长大后就比较少了,可能今天
会这样是应为睡眠不足吧?
吃了药,好多了!就是不能静下来,赶紧来写我
的blog。
糟糕爱上了blog!一天没来就浑身不自在,就算
病了不能起来,也要从床上爬到电脑这来写
blog!哈哈!
反正自己写,自己看,自己爽!
对了,昨天在shanx的blog看到她提起了我,真
是paiseh,看来全世界的人都以为我很小气!
其实也没什么啦,只是email她而她却没时间回
复我吧了。这样也向我公开道歉,她太可爱了!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/04/2006 02:30:00 PM
最近忙着在写史心莹的故事,是我自作的无聊小
品。心血来潮所以就写咯!得到一小撮史心莹
FAN的好评,真的打从心里暗爽!
因为当一个人在用心做某件事时,得到人们的
认同或肯定,那是非笔墨可形容的!或许我可
以用一个字来段解就是“爽”!
在中学时就很会写作,时常拿最高分,还被老
师公开念了出来!
也许是我很爱幻想,也可能是我很感性吧!
时常喜欢把想法和感想统统写出来。不知道
为什么写了出来心里也感到踏实多了!
象今天早上在电台播放了一首歌,只是那么
一首歌,就能使感性的我又堕入深坎里!
那首在回到从前,实在太有意思了!它是这
么写的。。。。。
如果再回到从前
所有一切从演
我是否会明白生活重点
不怕挫折打击
没有空虚埋怨
让我看得更远
如果再回到从前
还是与你相恋
你是否会在乎永不永远
还是然恋以后
简短说声再见
给我一点空间
我不再轻许诺言
不再为谁而把自己改变
厉经生活实验
爱情挫折难免
我依然期待明天
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/04/2006 02:19:00 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
这几晚老时睡不着,嗨不知道为什么会这样?
可能timing跑掉了吧!到了夜晚睡不着是多么
可怕的事,我自己有这种感觉,是一种让人无
法入眠却又很想睡但又不知道灵魂走到哪里去了,
真的实在不知所错的感觉!
由其夜是那么的静,那么的黑,让人想起过去的
往事。。。一目目呈现在眼前,好象才发生没多久
的事但实际上却是很久以前的事了!
人时常都喜欢活在回忆里,有些人不能自拔,有
些人却会清醒过来。
但往往只有回忆才能让我更能向前看,更能把事物
看得清楚!
我对深夜的感触特别多,一不能入眠,就会陷入深
绪里!自己想着想著我就会睡著了。
特别喜欢回忆,也许我是个念旧的人吧!总是不喜
欢尝试一些新事物,又老时爱钻牛角尖,真是不知所
伪!
希望能把过去忘掉,从新找回自己!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/03/2006 12:26:00 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
now fax not coming in so can con't abit la!
I was saying ysternite my uncle brought along her daughter
2 my house coz she wanted 2 ask me 'bout her chin essay.
my uncle also another angmo potato lar he asked me 2 help
her daughter. chinese ,pri 3 ,not a pro lar! haha!tat's wat I
think.
But who's noe tat his daughter,I call her ling, damn "chaluck"
The title was ‘长大后我要成为一名。。’then I asked her wat
she 1 2 be n u noe wat she tell me...I almost fall fr my chair
she said,"Power puff girl!"(don't noe spell right or not) then I
laughed n laughed.. she looked at me like damn 不爽litat. I
was paiseh n told her 2 chose something "real"n she asked me
y can't she chose power puff girl? wowman, I almost吐血 n
explained 2 her again n again! then my uncle came in n scolded
her siao ,watchwd 2 many cartoons! she like damn 不爽again,
I told her不然做警察lor,一样吗!she then cbeh 勉强agree!
wowkao, I think got generation gap lar!
Last X when I was young wher got tis kind of thinking but I got damn
多志愿ler! Pri 1 n 2, I wanted to be teacher.Pri 3,4,5 wanted to be
actress. Pri 6 wanted to be lawyer n only tis stayed the longest till
sec 3 n 4 , I wanted to own a place to keep all dogs n cats coz I luv
them v much! even now tis is still my wish! so after sec , I wanted
to be air stewardess .......chef....n in the end I became day dreamer!
甚么都不是,只是喜妄想家!hahahaha! 可怜的妄想家!
so actually when u set a aim, u've to go for it with 行动not sitting ther
n think only!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/02/2006 10:21:00 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
我又失眠了!
看完了球赛,已经是2点多了。翻来复去实在睡不着!
想起了好多最近发生的事。
不知到是倒霉还是幸运?连动了俩次小手术!
先是手上的小豆豆,不知道是什么东东?
医生说是软骨,很小的,象花生这么小的,
他说不必拿出来也无所谓,但我想还是拿出来好一点。
就这样我在两个星前把那个小豆豆除掉了!
前几天又在眼睛那除掉了小豆豆。AIYO,
我怎么这么多豆豆阿!钻石没有,豆豆却多多!
那是所为的“眼针”。在眼角下生了一
粒象是豆豆的眼针!记得小时后,妈妈常常
说偷看男人小便才会这样,原来是骗人的!
真够烂!不知道是那个王八说的?
本来以为不去理它过几天就会好了,怎么知道
不好还要搞到开刀把它拿出来!
不过这都是很很小的手术!只是自己觉得好象
很倒霉,连续在三个星期里做了两次手术!
不做都做了还想这么多干吗!
真是他妈的罗嗦!
害得我现在早晚都要戴着墨镜出门,不带又
不行因为眼睛有点肿。人家还以为我
KANASAI!
没有太阳还戴个屁!
希望伤口快快好起来!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/01/2006 07:51:00 AM
今天终于有了自己的BLOG!真的没想到自己也会有这一天!从来不碰电脑的我却上了BLOG!我可以说是电脑白痴,对它一窍不通但我却还敢敢上BLOG!
这都要从史心莹开始说起。
在一个偶然的机会看到了她的比赛,深深的被她吸引住了。
她为必是最好的但却有她自己独特的风格所谓的XFACTOR!
还有那帅气的脸孔和坦白的性格让人留下深刻的印象。
我便开始了我的另一段故事。。。
之后便上网查询有关史心莹的一切,也就是我开始了我的网上生活!
在五月十日,我加入了GERADLINE FORUM,
开始活跃的POST。
从来没有追过偶像的我,便在网上认识了一群可爱的FANS。
是谁说追偶像的都是无聊的人,是谁说上网聊天的都是坏人?
都错了!千万不要一只竹竿打倒全船人!
我就是在那温馨的FORUM里学会了很多关于电脑的用处!
千万别小看那些小FANS,她们可历害呢,无所不会。
我就是在她们的耐心教导下学会了很多关于电脑的用法!
在这要提一提她们的名,
好让她们爽一爽!
要特别谢谢YUN,ESSCUE,SHANX,CLOUD,DEANSTER,APPLE,BEAR,
JUZAGAL。。。。。。。
排名不分先后!当然还有很多我没办法一一写出来,请原谅!
我就是这样糊里糊涂的上BLOG LOR!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 7/01/2006 01:47:00 AM