Thursday, November 30, 2006
Haiz...sui bu zhe! so come n blog again!
jus now my bro told me a guy keep calling when
I was not around sia! He asked his name but he
said 'peng you'! My bro zui tao yan those dun wanna
leave down their name de!
My bro said," ni na li ren shi ta de? siao ar! call in e mid nite de?! tell him pp wanna zzz de! qian cou!"
I jus tell him is my ex- classmate n asked my bro wat did he tell him?
My bro said,"told him u go genting la,bo he keep
calling..wo bu yong sui ar! u c'ing him ar? huh?"
I replied.."bo la! siao! nxt x u jus say I'm not around lor.."
My bro.."dun like pp jiu dun anyhow give pp house no...later ah gou ah mao keep calling,I cbleh bo eng!"
I replied.."I where got anyhow give!? tis 1 is my ex-classmate ma.."
My bro.."classmate also ma! dun like jiu dun give.."
I dun wanna argue with him liao! zai jiang xia qu sure chao jia de!
so unreasonable man! siao de..sot sot de,tok 2 him always wanna vomit blood de.U c la..how 2 tell him e true?! he'll kill pp de! I nvr ans n walk back 2 my rm! so pek chek! he still nagging n nagging lor..I damn pek chek n bang e door lor,then my mom xia yi tiao ,came in n ask wat happen? I told her nth la, feng cui de!
then I stayed in my rm till 8pm ...bo bian ve 2 come out 2 watch PSS lor! at least cheer up a bit after watching man! lao tian ye is so fair lor! got look no voice, no voice got look!!! dunlike tat hejing ! ya..chio but dunno wat she sing lor! then e 1st 1,charotte her name so unlucky lor..sound like jialat litat lol!!! think she n sheila sure out de! Lingyi also not bad but 19yrs O onli dress n make up like 29yrs O..haha! then e hairstylist damn jialat de! made her hair so ugly,like e witch de broom litat! lol! luan 7 8 cao lor!
e rest also no feeling la...e last always e solid de!
Diya's voice vvv super gd la jus tat dressing weird weird de! wanna boylish you bu xiang then somemore wear tat heel so high de ler!!! she sing gei wo gan jue vv nice ler! duet with tat sheila...dunno wat sheila sing la..anyway she should be happy n man zu liao lor..cos she is hou bu de! she nvr manage 2 get in de at first! is tat girl,dunno wat name sia always super late then e jian zhi decided 2 change person then they chose sheila de! so ben lai jiu bu shi ni lor! tat girl wasted sia cos she sing quite well also!
anyway support Diya cos she looks so zhen shi! 2morrow guys de liao..hehes! Daren jia you!
double D ..all begin with D de..DEAN,DIYA n Daren!
lol...:DDDDDDDDDDD
ok..after tat jiu on9 lor! super buz la..damn luan toking 2 so many pp lor! at 1st 9 then later part onli
left 3 la! my retarded hand still cannot type fast la! toopid finger! then tat sucker call when I was chatting with yun ..paiseh e msn kena cut off so nvr say bye yun n jean jiu off9 liao ! I was blogging halfway tis sucker call up...hai wo ve 2 stop n save as draft 1st,con't later!
back at 0140am to con't blogging
wtfish! sucker said I nvr inform him tat I'm gtg 2 genting ler! y mus I ? chey ! ni shi lao ji n who u think u're? a piece of shit onli man! dun say I'm mean..I'm litat de! so thick skin..yue lai yue tao yan ta liao! tok rubblish n keep asking me 2 go out man! sucx ! then I scolded him n asked him y everyX call so late ,hai wo bei my bro scolded! he ans cos he came home at tat X ma! I told him I wanna zzz liao..
he said,"C u 2morrow" wo xia yi tiao ler! then I keep asking wat c me 2morrow??? he said wanna pass me something 2morrow actually is 2day le cos 1am liao ma!
I so scare sia! ans,"u dun come hor! I won't be around de ..I'm gtg 2 my honey's house straight after work n dun pass me anything ..I dun wan!"
sucker," jus a soft toy! I buy liao.."
ans," siao ar! buy me soft toy 4 wat? I'm not kids anymore n dun buy anything 4 me cos I'll nvr acc de!"
sucker,"I buy liao..so jus tis X nia..ok?"
ans," dun wan la...u dun come hor if I C u downstair,I won't ans ur call anymore !"
sucker,"huh? okok!"
then I kup liao...heng ar! but later not gtg out at all liao! bo zhen de zai lou xia jiu can liao! pray hard my uncle dun ask me 2 go post office ler! damn suay...jin nian yu dao siao lang! mei wan mei liao! haiz....
cbleh sian hai wo you shi mian le! c after blogging still so jing shen ...sigh...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/30/2006 12:43:00 AM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

room no.5913!

Ling n Kas!

Spinner! fun but can c stars when u finished e ride!haha!

Flying coaster! fun also! 360 degrees twisted! like superwoman sia! lol!

Space shot!! damn chi ji! mus try! can't find ur heart after u've try it! lol!

wristband for e theme park!

Casino! win RM $50 nia! hehe!

On e way back..saw tis yu hou de cai hong!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/29/2006 11:40:00 AM
SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY!REPLY TO TAG~~~~~~~fir ST: haha mornz be!! got traffic jam? Haha
[No! no jam! Lol!]
szehui: haha be..reached kl alrdy? gd afternoon..the weather is so stuffy and hot..lol
[ not really la…rain sia!]
fir ST: wow gl, u very bad. be is not there u still wanna flood her..hehe
[ she is litat de! When I’m around,she won’t flood de! She’ll flood me when I’m not around lor!]
fir ST: haha be, just come back from dinner..haha guinness nicer than tiger lelz..haha
[aiyo..so young dun drink la!]
szehui: haha be...gd afternoon..'m doing revision...sian [lol! V guai sia]
fir ST: hey be, i gonna go back to sch le..cu tomorow..
[kk..u so guai..keep reporting 2 me =]] ]
fir ST: lol i come back from exam le..i think my additional maths siao liao..****!! lolx..on the way going home?
[won't la..u always say tat then jiu score v high mark de!..reached home liao!]
fir ST: haha can c tht u had a good time in genting..piangx..i want eat ah yi bao yu also dun have $$,u have $$ to eat still complain..phew..and u very brave lelz..dare to take the flying coaster..i c liao jiu faint le..
[lol! ya,v gd X there! lol! my uncle qing ke la! I no $ sia!..not brave la..is ai chi ji ler!haha!]
naomi: is not purposely de lah.. coz i was lik clicking n clicking coz i canot let my mum noe i using com ltr she start to nag again... so very hurry
[ lol! I c !!]
naomi: hey be... so bored n sian....hurry come back.....
[ok..come back liao..haha!]
naomi: yay!! 2day be coming back le but dunno whether will come back late anot..pray tat will come back early den she can online le!! XD
[lol!!! ya..back at 2pm but on9 at 5pm+ rite?! chatted with u liao!!!]
naomi: haha.. be come back le!!!! ltr muz chat wif her again she go tak dinner now haha
[ so kind of u 2 inform them in my tag..hehes..ya,dinnerX! chatted with u at 9pm liao!]
gl: naomi..i'll help u!!..lol..cox be think i'm tt kind of ppl..tt wont miss her..muahahaha
[lol!!! I noe u're not tat kind la..]
gl: hello be..i'll miss u de lar..was jokin ma..sry la [lol!!! Y mus u say sorry?! Siao ar! I noe u’ll miss me la!]
gl: imu
[u sure ma? Lol..jkjk..Inl ]
gl: hello be..i nv fld leh
[ya..v guai!]
jieying: wow,everyone miss be so much,she not here oso come n tag haha
[u thought every1 like u ar?!..lol]
hong =]: hello be. you asked me to take care of your mickey and minnie de so i came here to feed them. lol. =]
[lol! hong v guai sia! thx!]
hong =]: i scared they still hungry so i tag more. =]
[..ok..go ahead n tag..]
hong =]: btw honey, you never tell me they eat how much de lehs. later they hungry or bloated horh then i don't know liao...lol
[lol!!! Thx honey! Thx 4 feeding my mickey n Minnie! Nvm de ..jus feed as many as u could cos they’ll nvr full de! they're v greedy de..haha!]
hong =]: hello. kuai dian hui lai leh...
[..hui lai le..]
hong =]: and hurry come back horh. =]
[..ok..back liao=]] ]
hong =]: hello, i'm here to feed your minnie and mickey again. LOL.
[thx..lol! ]
Averil: Hey Dear Babe,nice layout! -clicks on Mouse ears- Thank you for your support and on behalf of the rest, thank you too! Take care and see you around ya! =)
[ omg! Really u ma!?...U're welcome!..anyway thx n jia you!..ya..c u around!]
VIVIEN: I MISS YOU!!
[miss u too!]
tps: yay! u come back lerhx. lol. upload pics ya?
[YAY! yes..I'm back! later bah! lol]
Ok...finished replying liao!!!
conclusion...fir ST tagged e most..showed tat she zui xiang wo! lol!!! a flying *kiss* for u!!!
no la...jkjk nia..flying *kiss* for every1 !!!
thx for tagging even when I'm not around! ..thought my tagboard ''ll be so dead for tat 4 days sia..haha!
ytd was buz! every1 so sweet..looking 4 me sia!buz chatting so not really blog hop yet..jus browse thru nia! 2day mus start wking liao..bo lots of thing kena jam..
reading cheri hong's blog..so cute sia! she even count down on e end of her daily post! I should do tat too..lol! but 13days..dunno 'll I count dao luan ma?!
sigh...
13 days!..how huh??!! cannot chat with honey
liao!!! nxt X ask ur dad 2 bring u 2 sentosa jiu hao liao..go so far for wat sia!!! wat so great bout AUST. huh?! mei you la...jkjk..lol!!!
n I couldn't even chat with GL man! she went 2 HK liao! ..sigh..every1 gtg holiday de...nvm la...
shi jian guo de hen kuai de... xi wang yi jiao xing lai yi shi chun tian le!
later free then blog..now mus start wk liao!
btw..story update soon but give me more x can?!
'll be back soon...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/29/2006 07:00:00 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
HELLO!!! Yay! I'm back! oh dear..I miss my mickey n minnie,my comp,my bed...n all of u!!! How should I blog bout tis 4 days man? I'm so luo suo de, blog dao lai jiu cbleh long post liao! maybe I should jus cut short, get straight 2 e main pts bah..haha! began with e 1st day I departed fr my house!
My uncle picked my mom n me at 5 45am! so with my little cousin,ling..3 of us in my uncle's car. Another car drove by my yi ma's son,Vin. Vin n his 2boys,yi ma..so altogether 5 adults n 3children! ..was damn noisy sia! I should use 'fun'..2 decribe my trip 2 Genting!It was really damn fun!!! I was like back 2 e past(like those days when I was jus a kid)I din really get a chance 2 play all those stuff when I was young! serious de! mom seldom bring me 2 those park n even yes,she dun dare 2 take all those rides de! I can remem all those rides taken b4 de was e tea cup n merry-goes-round nia! I can onli stand beside n open my mouth wide,dipping with saliva,wishing desperately tat I'm e 1 playing all those rides !!! so ke lian!!!
Actually b4 e day we daparted Sin,my uncle tried 2 contact my KL de gu ma(suffering fr cancer) but she went 2 HK liao,so we din stop at KL..we went straight 2 Genting instead! During e journey,was quite boring..I listen 2 those song tat I've ul 2 my hp..then played dunno wat 'hei bai pei' with ling! cbleh bo liao de game..then craps with 2 small kids ...lol!!! damn heng cos no jam at all, so was v smooth..jus tat I find it cbleh funny lor cos it started 2 rain then stop then rain then stop then rain again then stop again..lol!!! all e way litat till we reach Genting lor! I was so worried n scare I might vomit cos since I was young,wo jiu hui hun che de..cbleh lousy de! esp those taking vvv long journey de lor.. my mom always nid 2 prepare plastic bags 4 me 2 use,even ytd I saw her putting a few in her bag!!! OMG!!! so paiseh man! I dinno at 1st,I still asking her wat those plastic bag for? then ans.."U lor! later u puke ,how?" I was like..huh? oh ya hor..hahahaha! I told her..."ok lor,take lor!" lol!!! but heng,nvr throw out in my uncle's car..hehes!
Day 1
The 1st thing...of cos check -in la..e rm 5913 n 5914 connected de then e other rm 5926 n 5927 also connected so I took tat 5913 cos my fav no. ma ..13! Then u noe wat's e 1st thing I do when I went in2 e rm ma? I checked e toilet n underneath e bed..2 c got pp hide in there ma! lol !!! my mom said ,"li siao ar!" I told her cos first told me hotel first world got weird weird pp de ma!!! so I mus check properly lah! ok..fine ,no pp hiding in e rm..being so lame! mus scold first liao!!!my mom keeps saying tat I'm crazy n trying 2 scare her sia..haha! then e rm n toilet consider not vvv small like wat my fr n first tat ve told me lah! jus tat v lousy lor..cannot boil water de..mus take fr outside de! then tis is e 1st X tat I been 2 a hotel w/o cupboard n no fridge de.. e rm cbleh empty lor..onli bed,tv,dressing table n 1 chair nia !!! my uncle nag n nag when he entered his rm ler..lol! he came over n complain y no tis n y no tat de! he said he won't bk tis kind of hotel anymore! actually he always bk hotel resort n genting de but all e hotel fully bk liao ,onli left first world hotel so he bo bian jiu bk lor but he nvr expect tis hotel so jia lat de ! 2 me , anything 'll be fine as long as got bed n toilet! haha! then ling n tis 2 boys keep coming 2 my rm n mess up my bed sia! so pai C!(noti)
after we keep our thing,we went 4 dunno lunch or dinner la?! cos on e way jiu yi zhi chi chi chi! so like wat e tour guide always say de.."shang che sui jiao,xia che niao niao" ! we took our meal at "YUM YUM'S CHIN.REST." omg!!! nvr eat there ok!!! my mom n I ate chicken rice ...DAYLIGHT ROBBERY! RM$13 per plate ,still got dunno wat %of sai charge so total was around RM$ 14+ per plate..S$6+ lor!!! wth man!! e portion was e same as Sin S$2/50 de hor! then my uncle lagi worst..he ordered 2 plate of 'zhu chang fen'...was RM $ 17!!! hahaha! I laughed like hell man..lol..dunno how he hear de, he thought is RM$ 1/50 per plate! then he asked ling mus finish e whole plate n lick e plate as well ..lol..he jkjk nia la!! ta ma de! really daylight robbery la! my mom nag n nag, I was so pek chek..asked her 2 shut up! I told her "ru xiang sui shu"come 4 holiday p/s dun nag! My yi ma v steady de..she nvr nag!
After tat,jus do some window shopping lor. but tat 2boys,kes n kas saw those rides like qi siao litat man!!! Vin keeps telling them 2morrow then play cos now buy e ticket bo hua(not worth) ma,2morrow start at 8am..we can play 4 e whole day but ling ,kes n kas like cbleh blehtahan liao..lol!!! me too ler! lol... then my mom bought a pair of shoes,dress...!!! I bought nth man! e thing there is almost e same price as Sin la. I went 2 e Addi's shop 2 search 4 tat jacket! e price was RM$268 n onli left white colour de! wo bu hui qu QueenT mai ar...maybe cheaper somemore man!
OMG! e cinema zhen de zai zuo "Colic" ler!!! I wanna watch de but my uncle yi ma n mom dun allow me 2 watch alone n furthermore they wanna go 2 e casino so I mus take care of those kids!!! so sad!I’ll definitely watch it de! then I bought e dunno wat brand "31" de ice-cream lor! something I dun underst is tat e price on e board or tag is 4ever diff when u wanna pay at e cashier de!!! ther's always dunno wat sai tax ... then e ice-cream was stated as RM $16/90 when I wanna pay hor..e malay guy told me..RM$17/98..ok fine,I gave him RM$18 then again he pressed at e cash machine n said "RM$18/79!!!" ta ma de, like suka suka de!!! bo bian la..still ve 2 pay ma!!! heng those kids cannot eat..lol!!! then there goes my mom nag again lor..."aiyo! Mac de ice-cream cone u dun eat..eat tis ice-cream,make of gold ar? so nice meh?" lol..after she tried hor,she said..."ermm...nice hor!" lol!! she like keep snatching with me sia!!! wowlao..I told her I buy another 1 la then she said.."bu yao bu yao! wo hen leng,bu yao liao!" ya is damn cold! E weather is 18 degrees nia! so shiok eating ice-cream when e weather is cold sia!!!
after tat was X 4 casino!!! so Vin n me took e kids back 2 e rm.Vin's wife nvr come along cos she dun like genting! my mom bu hui gamble de,jus follow my uncle n yi ma 2 kpo nia! so my 1st day ended with bo liao shopping lor! zzz around 12am+ cos playing with those kids!!! they're really crazy la...climb over me n keep asking me 2 play with them...then I told them some jokes 2 force them zzz...cos nxt day mus wake up at 7am 4 e theme park man!
Day 2
mom wake up at 5am...cos she not use 2 e 'bed'! then I asked her did my uncle win last nite? omg! he lost RM $1000!!! wow piang..he told my mom,2nite cai bao chou ! lol! ok..then we take our breakfast at Mac, cos of e kids lor! after tat Vin n me went 2 buy e theme park tickets ...we bought 2 family package de..RM$157 per family so X2 lor! my mom ,yi ma n uncle dun dare 2 take those rides de la..they onli carry our bags n take pic 4 us nia..haha! so we take some smooth gtg de rides 1st cos all of us jus taken our breakfast nia! then we start fr e outdoor theme park cos scare raining ma!
once we entered,we saw Spinner! all those rides required certain max n min height de so mus go according 2 e height lor! Vin,ling n me played e Spinner! wow was so fun but after u come down fr e ride, head damn gong..like cbleh many stars litat! mus rest 4 awhile then can walk properly cos they span so many round n high up there! cbleh fun man! ling n me played 2X!
then we process 2 e Tea cup! so tis 1 no height limit de..all go except my mom cos she'll faint sia..haha! wow e boys was shouting like mad sia..my head so blur n gong man! lol!
then Astro fighter,also spin de la! sit in e plane n span lor!e kids went 4 e bumper car..they'll really having fun man! all e Q was long but consider quite fast la!
after tat,we took e Matahari..sth like merry-goes-round!
Antique car..lao ya che..nth de,jus goes round n round.
Pirate train damn bo liao de...I sit with kas then he so funny..so scare sia,he closed his eyes all e way until we came out ..its was like a pirate train then went in2 a damn dark scary mountain cave or watever la...then i was expecting some scary ghost or watever 2 drop all of e sudden but nth happen at all..chey!!! bu hao wan de!
after tat I wanna take e space shot!!!! so Vin said wanna pei me but ta ma de its started 2 rain when we're in e Q ler ! cbleh suay...e Q was not long but I was desperately 4 tat ride sia! then bo bian all go 4 shether then after 10mins ,e rain stopped! all e pp ran like crazy 2 Q again! so was Vin n I!! haha.. my mom n uncle 'll with e kids cos they confirm cannot take e Space shot de! I was so jing zhang man! My heart beats so fast like gonna burst anyX..lol!!! then soon was my turn! my mom keeps asking me not 2 take n my uncle also...he said later half way madi or faint jiu can liao then my mom scolded him..lol!!! ok ..e space shot got 4 corner..so 3pp sit in a row...I think so la cos too excited liao ..I can remem Vin ,me n a malay facing e 1st world hotel's side! then after checking e safety...it's begin 2 bring us all e way up! ta ma de was like cbleh high up 2 e sky!!! dunno how many storey ?! was damn nervous sia! then it's drop down..OMG!!! those with heart attack de ..dun ever take tis !!! I was like shouting so hard! as if falling down fr dunno how many storey litat!!! cbleh scary man! then up again ..half way onli then down again ..I 4gotten how many X it goes liao cos I was shouting all e way..lol! then can u imagine e weather was so cold n e wind ..OMG!! so fun sia! all of u should try it man! after e shot...I was like "jiao ruan"..haha!! my toopid uncle kan dao zui kai kai, wang ji take photo sia!!! but anyway also pai bu dao de! Vin said his head gong gong ..lol..my head nvr gong la,except my heart like dunno drop dao na li liao..like drop dao my stomach then burst liao..lol!!!
after tat..we took a rest then con't again cos kids blehtahan wanna qi siao liao..haha! so we took e Mini train,Monorail n some others not chi ji de! We took our lunch at Marybrown...fried chicken lai de! then after tat ...ling wanna take tat Spinner again! so tat's e 3rd X I took with her! my lunch wanna span out liao..lol..
while we wanna process 2 e indoor theme park de shi hou,Vin n I saw e latest thrill ride tat ch U got recommend b4 de ..e "Flying coaster"! It is their signature attraction too! so Vin n I went 2 check it out! cbleh chou de! mus pay RM$1o even u pay 4 e package, it is not include in e package de! but RM$10 can take 5X con't rides! It's really look damn damn damn scary sia! u've 2 pa zhu de,like superman litat then got spin 360 degrees de! so in e end, Vin n I decided 2 go 4 it! but mom ,yi ma n uncle keep nagging lor!!! my mom keeps saying .."dun la..wowpiang got 360 degrees turn de..then chiong so fast sia..later faint or fei chu lai how?" lol!!! how can fei chu lai la!!! got safely de ma..haha..I dun care! so Vin n I went 4 it! my heart again starts 2 beat cbleh fast...lol! I told Vin 2 take out his spec sia but e staff wking there said dunnid de! then when we went up tat X,his spec almost fly out..lol!!! then he was buz holding his spec with 1 hand then another hand on e handle ..lol!! At 1st was really damn scary sia! like u're flying out man..I shouted 4 e 1st 2mins then nvr shout liao...not as scary as e space shot! 4 e 360 degrees twist also not v scary la...cos e speed is fast so u won't feel anything at all lor! I dun even noe e ride ended man..was damn fast sia! I wanna take another round cos can play 5X con't ma, but Vin de head cbleh gong so he dun wan...I took alone again! 2X nia! my mom keeps nagging n nagging ler..nxt X dun wanna bring her here liao! pp enjoying so much n she enjoying nagging so much sia!!! cbleh spoil pp's mood de! I dun care...I luv all tis thrill rides man! so shiok!!! onli Space shot n Flying coaster damn fun nia...others not so chi ji lor.
wanna take my fav,Viking n roller coaster de but Viking under service,cbleh suay then roller coaster damn long Q sia! but nvm la cos tat roller coaster not so fun de..I took so many X b4 liao!
then jiu go 4 e indoor theme park lor! Indoor de nth much de! onli Ferris wheel,Reindeer cruiser,Venice gondola, Rio float,bumper car.... e kids took e bumper car 4X sia..lol!! e onli ride tat is abit chi ji was e 4D Motion Master lor...fast n twisted lai twisted qu lor..lol!!! onli Ling can take! e other 2 boys can't cos of their height..haha! so Vin ,ling n me took 2X then Vin took e boys 2 e bumper car..Ling n me took another 3X!!! lol!!! my body aches sia!!! can u imagine we started fr 830am n ended at 10pm!!! wow my mom,yi ma n uncle also blehtahan lor..haha..but kids n me really enjoy n veing fun lor..haha!!!
took dinner at Hai nan chin rest..again chicken rice! I look at e chicken jiu xiang dao wo de chicken little then jiu xiang dao wo de Mickey n Minnie then jiu xiang dao my Blog lor...so sad..I saw comp there..RM$5 for 1/2hr...RM$10 for 1hr..cheap sia but nvr use la cos so tired liao...jiu went back 2 zzz! bath le jiu zzz like si zhu liao!!! lol!!! but during my stay in Genting hor ...my legs cramp everynite sia! maybe walk n play de tai chi ji liao! keeps shouting like siao, my mom wake up n mess 4 me sia..lol!!! at 1st she thought I "hump bin"(nitemare)...cbleh hao xiao..she slapped my cheek sia, then I shouted at her said ..."wo de jiao chou jin la!" she blur blur litat ..lol!! then I was so tired n zzz back!oh ya..my rite leg bai ka again liao!
Day 3
wake up at 8am! took breakfast at hotel cafe..then bring e kids 2 e Archery! They played like mad lor...then exchange e ticket 4 all those bo liao stuff la! then took lunch n shop again!
my uncle asked me 2 acc him n yi ma 2 e casino lor..so mom , Vin n e kids went shopping on their own sia! My uncle ,yi ma n I enter e casino...cbleh smelly sia! I hated it cos of e cig!!! cbleh chou! then my uncle play black jack! I went round kan kan lor! then I stopped at e "da xiao" there ...change RM$100 ..play play lor! e min bet RM$10 nia.. wowpiang..e 1st 3 x I bet 4 "xiao" then opened "da"! ta ma de ...each game I bet RM$20 then RM$60 gone liao! cbleh xin tong..lol!!! after tat..a woman stand up then I sit down n start 2 play..then bet on "da" ..ok win liao...win RM$ 50 jiu faster change back $ liao..cannot gamble de I rather play all those thrill rides , gamble I'll got heart attack de..lol! then I went back 2 find my uncle n yi ma...they still wanna play so bo bian I jus stand behind n watch lor! we left at 9pm sia ..he manage 2 win back RM$ 500 but still lost RM $500 lor!then yi ma v heng ,win RM$200 lor! but my uncle nvr gamble in Sin de la...so nvm la..onli once in a blue moon lor!
then we took some supper at Starb.then jiu went back 2 zzzz!when I reached my rm...my mom sui liao le..lol...ling also in my bed..so I squeeze in e same bed with her lor! damn miss my bolster sia..hehes!
Day 4
wake up late sia..10am! dunno y so tired?! then meet them at 11 30am 2 take lunch .."Ah yi bao yu" rest but I dun eat abalone de...haha..so toopid rite?! of cos my uncle qing ke la!!! e food also so so nia!!! bu hao chi de! I rather eat cup noodles ...lol!!! then shop again...buy some shirts 4 ling n e 2 boys! I really nvr buy anything man! jus couldn't get smt tat I like lor! then my mom bought some tu can!
yahor..4got 2 mention bout my toopid hp!!! toopid M1 can't make call 2 Sin de!!! ta ma de no auto roam then even I dialled 019 or watever also cannot call back lor! I really shouldn't sign with M1 la..dunno wat happen tat day ...normally I go 4 Singtel nia de! haiz...jialat another 20mths contract man! shit!
ok link back...then after tat we went back hotel 2 ve shower then meet again 2 take dinner ! jiu check out liao! around 9pm bah! cos my uncle dun wan 2 kena stuck in e jam lor..so he choose so weird de X 2 depart! e road was damn orlulu la! so scary...my mom keeps asking my uncle 2 slow down..lol..so funny! ling was zzz n I couldn't zzz la cos morni zzz so late liao ma! wowpiang I scare my uncle fall asleep so I keep toking 2 him lor! then Vin was behind us! ok by e X we reached JB custom was almost 1am liao!!! my uncle drives vv slow de! vv xiao xin lor ...haha! then reached uncle's house around 3am! mom n me stayed overnite at my uncle's place cos v late liao ma! so we came back at around 2pm sia!!!
Finally reach home liao!!! YAY!!! Home sweet home!!! miss everything in SIN! lol! e 1st thing I do when I reached home was ...hug my bolster then bath then on comp scan virus then read my tagboard...read honey's blog..blog hopping...ven't reply all e tag yet..later then reply bah..then blog lor...wowpiang took me an hr+ 2 blog sia!!! I should go ul some pic 1st bah! maybe on9 after 9pm bah! later then chat with u guys!!!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/28/2006 03:47:00 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
ya..morni! left 20mins ..ve 2 go liao! I mean 2 KL
la..dun xiang Y!!! lol!!!
ok...bye every1 n thanks...miss all of u...
thank Honey! din noe u miss e show cos of me!so touch sia! =]] c all of u on wed! stay happy jean!
jieying dun drunk..shenli 'll miss u too..naomi read more reads...1st, thanks 4 telling me bout e hotel!
gl,tps,shanx,yun...n all ...take care!
siao la 5 days nia as if 5 yrs litat! kk ...mom nag mus go liao...tata!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/25/2006 05:17:00 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第四十集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
[被困在电梯]
我们被困在电梯里了!
[D] “糟糕!电梯又坏了!快按紧急铃。。这的电梯很旧了时常都会出问题的。嗨,害你也被困在这。。不好意思。”
[H] “哈哈,这怎么关你的事呢?是我自己硬送上门的。。你怎么这么怕黑呢?”
[D] “嗨。。。说来话长。。。”
“在我五岁那年到姑妈家住时,发生了一场大火。。。当时只有我一个人在房里,熊熊大火差点把我给烧死!那时整间屋子漆黑一片,让我毕生难忘。。从此便很怕黑暗和火!”
[H] “原来如此。。。。让你看样东西。。。”
Sky这时从颈项把项链取下,原来里头有张很小的相片。。虽然手机的灯光不是很亮但我可以清楚的看到那女孩的样子!我简直不敢相信自己的眼睛。。。那女孩长得太象我了!不,还是我长得象她。。?我忍不住开口。。。。
[D] “她。。是谁?怎么。。。?”
[H] “怎么这么象你,是吗?。。哈哈,她是我在英国留学时的女友!”
[D] “哦。。原来是你的女友!现在呢?还在英国吗?怎么没跟你回来呢?。。。对不起,我好象问得太多了!”
[H] “。。她死了。。在一场车祸中丧命。。永远都无法跟我回来了!”
我一时不知该说些什么,太意外了,呆呆的望着他那充满伤感的眼神。。。。
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/24/2006 05:00:00 PM
Ya..should blog a quick n short post b4 I go KL...
cos so many thing not done yet! suppose 2 pack my
bag last nite...still ven't pack! some invoice ven't sent
out yet!...ven't finish transfer songs 2 my hp yet.......
not complete e story yet..!!!!!!! die liao! mus at least
post 1 more chap b4 I leave ma...later mus speed up le!!!
1st of all,let me congrat Naomi! well done in ur PSLE..241 marks!!! pro of u sia =]] jus as wat I've
expected..CRESCENT! go go go la!!! then can make
friend with pork,shanx n eunice ma...lol!!! jkjk la..
appeal Nanyang 1st lor..then c how or watever la..haha!
2nd...wanna thanks jean! last nite send me 20 over nice songs man!!! lol !!! accept dao I head gong gong sia..lol! thanks!
3rd...thanks gl! thanks u 4 sending me 20 testi!!!! lol!!! though is bo liao de but still v happy la...cos all of e sudden,I 've 39 testi liao..hahaha!!!
ok..hope I din miss out who..jus thanks every1 lor!!!
thanks 4 nothing..lol..bo la, thanks 4 chatting with me n updating me of watever la! 'll be away from sat am to tues! dunno back at wat x yet..late bah..guess on9 on wed! so total 5 days sia!! omg! miss all of u...start from rite now! lol !!! zhen de not jia jia de..haha! jus tag on my blog if u blehtahan wanna tell me sth la! p/s take care n wait 4 patiently 4 my
return!
ok..tok abit bout PSS! I was chatting with jean,naomi n shenli last nite..then heng jean reminded me bout e result man! I ran outside 2 c e result then chiong back 2 reply shenli n naomi..so paiseh 2 ve keep both of u waiting! quite upset by e result!!! nvr thought tat Shiyu'll be out de! He can sing so well than so many others la...really you yan wu zhu la!!! dunno how pp vote de???!!! v sheng qi ler! tat kenasai mingyao still can survive man!I dun like tat highest score de wenhai ler..he looks so cunning man! lol!!! I'm so bad hor..haha! actually I thought tat Jeremy hui bei tiao chu ju de but..???! another guy kena kick out de is Kenny..ok la not so surprise lor.
e cha bo part...wat I guess de..dui lor..tat tell me y y really out sia..Veron! my mom said I so zhun ler..lol!
but I v soft heart la..after c'ing her on Tv last nite, I so pity her lor..haiz..really sing well but mei ren yuan lor! wasted! another cha bo is tat Yanyi ..find her quite got qi zhi lor but voice v low sia so maybe can
sing de song v limited de!
nxt wk de mus watch...all e nice 1 on wed n thur! heng I come back liao..hehe! now kena stuck here liao cos chatting with veron now...lol..not tat Pss de hor..haha..of cos la...I so bo liao !!! lol..
ok link back...I support Diya n Daren! YAY!!!GO GO GO !!!!
think tat's bout all 4 ytd liao!!! oh ya...sucker nvr call but receive a sms fr tat freddy last nite! asked me wanna go Zouk ma? then I send back said sick ..dun wan..then he so bo liao,sent me dirty joke on sms !! sucx..I deleted liao n nvr reply! siao de..yi wei wo gen ni hen shou ar! all my fr de fault! nvr ask me jiu give my no. 2 him! I damn hate pp nvr ask my permission de!!! oh..naomi wake up liao...haha..chatting with her too!!! kk...I better stop here liao bo blog dao dunno wat X sia...mus get gtg 2 pack my stuff la..
TAKE CARE.....MISS ALL OF U SIA!...<3
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/24/2006 07:51:00 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
I'm back! C how much I luv my blog! gonna blog
again cos sat,sun,mon n tue not around! tat means
4 days can't blog! omg! wat m I suppose 2 do ?
not using comp for 4 days sia..sure cannot tahan de!!!
die liao..miss my blog,my comp,my bolster,my bed,
my tagboard...n all of u ,of cos! sian but ..v fast de la..
tue jiu hui lai liao..
actually come 2 my blog 2 fa xie la! jus now receive
a bouquet of flower from tat sucker! so surprise man!
a man send 2 my door n when I opened e door...
I thought was him n closed e door back! lol!! tat guy
was like..huh? gong gong..pressed e bell again! then
I realize is not Ben so I opened e door again lor..
I said sorry 2 tat guy , signed on e invoice ..
I dunno wat 2 do with tat funny flowers sia! I dun
like lilies! I luv roses but onli e white n apple green!
look at e lilies jiu think of morni glory! sucx..bu mei!
a card come with it..written by tat sucker..it said..
get well soon! wanna throw away but pp paid 4 tat..
aiyo so waste $ man! an hr after I receive e bouquet
of flower hor..he called again! >.
he asked whether I like tat flower ma? I told him ..NO! then he said..sick mus send lilies! I told
him not 2 waste $ la...cos I dun like flower! I bluff
him tat I wanna zzz liao..cos of e med! I was thinking
dunno wanna tell him bout my trip ma?! scare he
call n call then my bro noe bout it jiu can liao!
he said 'll call me 2nite..ta ma de..mei wan mei liao!
so pek chek! actually mood so high 2day..then now..
haiz...walk in n out ,C tat bouquet jiu sian dao liao..
later my mom come back sure ask tis n tat de..maybe
I should keep in under my bed bah?! then 2morrow
die liao cai throw it away lor.?! ok..should stop toking
bout him liao bo wanna bang my head sia!
ermm..tok bout flower ban! ya..I lov white roses!
my best fr own a florist few yrs back! I always help
in her florist de ..due 2 bad business..so closed down
le! too bad! she always tease me..said white rose is
use on funeral nia but some ang mo style de use it
in their wedding too! red roses represent love,
yellow de means break off , pink de mean sweet n love too! so diff flowers got diff meaning de..lol..
cannot anyhow send lor..haha..the 3 stalks mean
I luv u...6 n 12 stalks also la... 13 stalks v luv u...
99stalks mean ai ni jiu jiu ..4ever la..1o1 stalks ai ni yi ge.. 1314 stalks mean ai ni yi sheng yi shi !lol!!!
if really receive 1314 stalks sure gan dong dao faint sia..haha..ok tat's bout some knowledge bout flower..
kk..gtg 2 cook liao..later mus write story again bo shenli n bettlefied 4 days no story 2 read liao!
231106 1637pm
I LUV BE
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/23/2006 04:05:00 PM
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十九集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
[在车里]
[爱] “表哥!你怎么走这条路?你应该出ECP,然后左转,就到Dean的家了。本来先送Dean的,现在反而是我先到家!”
[H] “ 哦!对不起。。都是小爱 !话说个不停,害我一时忘了。。看来得先送小爱回了!Dean,你不赶时间吧?”
[D] “哦。。不要紧,不赶。”
[爱] “表哥真糊涂!不要赖在我头上,就让我在前面下车吧!”
[D] “ 再见,小爱。。”
小爱下车后,我们静了好久彼此都不出声。这一刹那间,不知怎么的总觉得怪怪的。。。过了一会儿,终于到我家的停车场了。Sky要送我上楼但我拒绝了。他只能傻呼呼的望着我离去。。当我要搭进电梯时,他却在这时冲了进来。。。。
[H] “Dean! 等一下!这是你的冷衣吗?”
他也真奇怪的?明明冷衣是他的,现在却反过来问我!这时电梯的门关上了。。。
[D] “什么啦?这冷衣不是你的吗?。。。”
电梯在这时突然震了一下,便停了下来!接下来就是黑漆漆一片,连十只手指头都看不到!我史心莹天不怕,地不怕就是最怕黑!我立刻大喊了起来!Sky马上抓住了我的手,对我说。。。。
[H] “Dean,听我说。。放轻松,不要怕!我就在你身边。。。”
说着,Sky拿出了手机。。这时从黑暗中,我可以看到了他的容颜。虽然还是很暗但我似乎平静了下来。。因为Sky给了我一股莫名的安全感。。。。。。
2 be con't
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/23/2006 12:07:00 PM
231106 0730am
hOhohohoho!!! ytd damn high sia! wanna thanks 2 person..my fr,sharon n my cheri,Hong! sharon called me in e afternoon,she taught me step by step 2 transfer song 2 my hp! actually I got e rite way jus tat nvr enter 3X for tat toopid email request!
So I'm asking Hong,jieying n yun for nice song..haha..trying get as many as I could so Sat can bring along 2 KL ma!bo my uncle de song cbleh boring de..omg! so fast hor...2day thur liao,later mus pack some stuff le..
Ok..wanna thanks my cheri,HONG!!! I luv my new blogskin sia!!! but also miss my chicken little lor! I v nian jiu de! I changed e blogskin cos scare pp visit my chicken little dao cbleh sian ...so decided 2 sacrifice my chicken little lor! anyway..I LUV MICKEY n MINNIE so much since I was v young! C I nvr change though so many cartoon character keep coming up! I v zhong xin geng geng de! lol!!! dui ren dui shi dou yi yang! Oh ya, w/o HONG..I'll nvr ever ve such a cute n nice blogskin de...all tis credit goes 2 HONG! really dunno how 2 thanks her la?! wat u 1 in return huh? tell me la..bo I like qian ni ren qing ler..haha! wasting X doing my blogskin..then zhi ji de ve 2 delay liao! paiseh hor! anyway...words couldn't express how much I wanna thank u la n really damn touch lor! ...so I decided 2 treat u nicer from 2day onward..LOL!!!
ya..I shared a new anti-virus prog with my fr! she came 2 my house ytd afternoon..I installed it liao! haha..was so cheap sia! at 1st I din noe can share de ...then she told me can share among 2 or 3 person lor..much more cheaper than u purchase alone..so was around $80 then after divided by 3 was onli $26 nia!
ermm..tat sucker called when I was chatting with yun n naomi! I'm not gtg 2 tok bout him now cos dun wanna spoil my high mood sia! naomi taking her result 2day! PSLE result! omg! pray hard 4 her! so jin zhang,dunno which sch she can enter? If she manage 2 enter crescent,she'll get a chance 2 noe shanx liao..lol..but think her mom dun wanna let her 2 enter girls sch sia..haha! noe y? lol!! not gtg 2 tell u la... naomi said she'll flood me if she get gd news ! so rather 2 let her flood la!!! lol!!!
oh ya, my mom so cute la! last nite she entered my rm 2x..I thought she wanna check with me bout KL's stuff....then I realize tat she scare my nose block dao couldn't breath then yi jiao bu xing! lol!!! so cute!!! cos last few days de news hor, got 2 guys zzz dao nvr wake up sia! sui dao si qiao qiao! then my mom keep asking me," sui gao dian! use 2 pillow la..." pai wo si qiao qiao! I told her..."u stop coming in hor, bo I go use comp liao.." lol!! I so noti la..haha..she dun like me keep using comp de! Those 3gu6po always tell her.. 'll harm eyes la,then backbone not gd la...all those nonsense lor! so everyX she'll nag me when she c I'm not in bed yet!
I almost 4get bout e pss la! ytd..bu hao kan de! tat dawn sing zhu wo sheng ri kuai le like sing dao v tong ku litat!lol !!! then I like tat cute cute voice de like wa wa voice but she got e lowest marks sia! averil v sweet ler..then sure got many fans de lor! tat veron sing quite well n score e highest marks then my mom like v surprise ler! she keep saying... wow, zhe yang gao fen ar? then I v bad sia..I told her..zui gao fen de,deng yi xia jiu chu liao! lol!!! then she keeps saying..veron bu mei..blah blah blah..so ke lian lor! y human always litat de? judge by e cover huh??? dunno la..no comments! 2nite mus watch sia! but kan dao tat kenasai de jiu sian liao!
nth 2 blog liao...oh ya, my internet explorer qi siao liao! always say error..dunno wat happen la..every few mins nia jiu sent error report! dunno wat sai e report toking bout man!? later retarded Be then try 2 fix it..haizzz..sian..
I nvr update e story so long le..kena tps complain liao! she is back from tianjing but lost her hp there!
can u imagine her hp was stolen inside a plane!? so qu china mus be more careful lor..ok la..should go do some wk then con't e story liao..yahor n pack my stuff liao...tata..
231106 0820am
I LUV BE
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/23/2006 09:07:00 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
This is hong invading behew's blog.
neh neh neh... Behew is cooking dinner now. xP
This is so random. Behew, i help you fix your blog le horh. =]
okay byebye. -.-"
***VIEW DAILY TALE AFTER THE STORIES ENTRY****
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十一集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**Dr Han(Sky)** Sky
在这时又出现了!说也奇怪。。每当我遇到麻烦时,他总会出现在我眼前!
[Sky] “Honey,别担心。。只是扫描吧了。。Dean会在外头等你的!
而且很快的,十五分钟就搞定了!”
[妹] “ermm。。。真的吗?”
[D] “医生干嘛要骗你啦!傻妞!”
幸好Honey肯听Sky的话,不然可惨了!护士把Honey连人带床一起推了出去。。Sky对我笑了笑说,。。。
[H] “ 你待会还是到处走走吧!过了一个小时才回来。。。没那么快的!
。。还有,是谁说医生不会说谎话的?哈哈。。”
[D] “哦。。原来你骗Honey的!哈哈。。谢谢你!”
[H] “好了,我得赶到扫描室去了。。待会才跟你聊!”
[D] “ok。。你快去吧,麻烦你看着我妹。。谢了!”
Sky从我身旁走过,我在他身上闻到了一股熟悉的味道。。不知在哪闻过?。。。于是我也跟在后面一起陪Honey到扫描室去。我边走边握着她冰冷的小手,在这时我发现Sky的视线一直没离开过我。我假装没看到继续往前走,到了二楼的扫描室,他们把Honey推了进去。我突然想起该是时候打电话通知爸爸了,可是却在裤袋里找不到手机!我赶紧跑回病房,希望手机是绕在那。。。到了病房,往这找找、那找找。。还是找不到!我的心好象热锅上的蚂蚁,着急得要命!这时我突然想起怎么连冷衣也不见了?
[D] “护士小姐,请问有没有看到我的冷衣和手机?”
[护] “哦!可能是你放在病床上吧!他们把床推到扫描室了。。”
幸亏护士小姐提醒了我,我只好到外头用公共电话通知爸爸Honey已经醒了过来。爸爸听了非常高兴,说马上就赶过来。。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十二集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**Dr Han(Sky)**小爱**
[扫描室外]
过后我又回到扫描室外。。。我不知不觉的在扫描室外的沙发上睡着了。。
也许是这几天真的太累了,竟然连坐着也能睡!也不知睡了多久。。
突然感觉到有人在拍我的肩膀。我张开眼睛一看,原来是Sky。。
[H] “Dean。。。我们已经把Honey推回病房了。你很累吗? 我就快放工了,
不如待会我送你回去休息好吗?”
[D] “喔。。扫描报告出来了吗?Honey的淤血清除了吗?脑部没事。。。?”
[H] “wow,你一下子问我那么多。。我怎么回答你?哈哈! ok,
报告是出来了但必须和另一个脑科医生再确定才能知道Honey 的淤血有没有清除。至于脑部应该没什么问题。。你怎么没回答我的问题呢?”
[D] “huh?。。哦,是有点累。我爸爸就快到了,我看等他来再说吧。。”
[H] “拿着。。这么重要的东西,你怎么可以乱放!”
[D] “噢!我的手机!你在哪拾到的?谢谢你!”
[H] “在Honey的病床!哈哈,看来你非得请我吃饭不可了!还有这冷衣。。”
[D] “这冷衣。。。”
[H] “是我的!。。。昨晚看你睡着了,怕你着凉。。。就。。就借你lor。。”
Sky的脸突然红了起来!我们互相望着对方,一时之间不知该说些什么。。。
时间好象在这一刻突然停了下来。。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十三集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
。。。我们也不知过了多久才回过神来。。我马上开口说道。。
[D] “。。我还是回病房看Honey。。”
[H] “ok。。待会见。。”我边走边看着冷衣,心里有种莫名的感觉。。。。
[爸] “Dean,怎样你妹真的醒了吗?快带我进去看!”
爸在这时赶到了,他显得好紧张啊!爸的心情我绝对能理解, 他一直都在国外发生了这种事。。他只能责备自己没把我们照顾好, 没尽到做父亲的责任。而我们呢?我们从没关心过爸爸, 一声问候的电话都不曾打过。。只有在缺钱时就会找他!真可悲啊! 朋友常埋怨他们的父亲不给他们自由,管着管那的。。 我们释者问自己又何曾有为他们着想过,关心过他们呢?假如说他们自私, 起码他们是为了我们好。。换了我们,又可曾为他们做过什么呢? 我和Honey就太自由了,要都没人管!其实,天下父母心都是为孩子们想 太多才不敢放开手。抓得太紧也不是,放得太松也不对!真的很难搞! 就拿我们来说吧,太过自由也未必很快乐。。。反而有时还想有个人来 管一管自己!毕竟随着年龄的增长,我变得比较成熟也对事物有了不同 的看法,我渐渐地明白到大人的用意。。其实很简单,只有两个字。。 就是‘保护’!他们不懂得如何和我们勾通所以用了他们认为对的方式来 把我们锁在他们的身边。目的是什么呢?难道是要我们永远留在他们的身边吗?不。。不是,他们怕我们受到伤害、怕我们跌倒,可是却选择了我们 不喜欢的手法!他们以为做孩子的听父母的,是天经地义的事。 但他们却忘了孩子也需要有自己的空间,自己的世界。。。不过不管是父母太严还是孩子太极端,做父母的不管遇到多叛逆的孩子,他们还是得继续教育孩子,因为他们相信没有教不好的孩子。。只有不会教的父母!总之这是人生必经之路!只要顺着走,必定赢得他们的谅解。。不是不肯放开手,只是时机未到吧了!爸爸从不开口说对或错,从不说爱我们。。但从那眼神已经似乎的告诉了我们。。。他是多么的在乎我们的!
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十四集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
嗨,不知怎么突然有这么大的感触!也许是看到爸焦虑的眼神,
疲惫的身体吧!这时爸走到Honey的身边。。泪水已不听使唤
的从面颊掉落在妹那冰冷的小手。爸始终没有开口但妹似乎从
掉落的泪水中感觉到了是爸的泪珠!
[妹] “。。是爸吗?”
[爸] “。。哦。。是啊!爸赶回来看‘蜜糖’了。你没事了,
放心好好休息,爸不走了!永远都不走了。。”
妹从小很喜欢喝蜜糖,把蜜糖当白开水喝。那时爸常叫她‘honey'
就这样,从此我们便一直叫她Honey。爸不知怎么的,今天怪怪的?
一直在哭。。。于是我把他拉到一旁对他说。。
[D] “爸,过来。。。不要在哭了,会影响Honey的情绪的!”
[爸]“尽量。。尽量。。我也不想但看到她躺在病床,我却什么都帮
不上。。嗨。。。”
[D] “爸。。。我知道你难过因为你自责,认为不在我们的身边才会
发生此事。。。”
[妹] “爸。。你在哪里?。。爸。。”
这时妹突然在找爸。。。
[爸] “我在这!什么事?。。什么事?”
[妹] “爸。。对不起,我没有好好照顾自己害你得放下工作赶回来。。
心里好难过。。”
Honey伤心的哭了起来,爸哭了。。我也哭了。。
虽然好象大家都在难过的哭泣但这一刻彼此是心连心的。。。
to be con't........1650pm 101106
I LUV BE
*************DAILY TALE*****************
091106 15 20pm
I should blog again! I'm back again!
Hong n Jean told tat maybe my post 2 long liao so I did
some changes le! My story from chap 1-30 'll be rite
below..jus scroll now! My long post in e morning gone liao!
so sad..sigh..damn scare sia! Hope my blog has recovered
le! bo w/o blogging,life is meaningless man! I should squeeze
damn hard 2 recall back wat I've blogged earlier...
ytd was watching tis PSS,so funny n hao xiao man! Luv it!
2nite gonna watch it also! I really peifu their courage ler..
such "hao ting" voice also damn 2 go up n sing!
OMG! it 's raining heavily..another emo day! Ooop..lost link!
paisei, link back! ok,I was laughing n laughing so loud until
I lost my voice ler! then kena my kor scolded me "siao"!
He said I v que de! I v que de meh? He also got laugh ma...
He laugh can then I can't la...so unfair! dun care..I carry on
laughing like mad..hahahahahaha!!! My life 'll extend ler..
cos so happy ma! lol!!
I like e 3 guys..but onli 2 of them manage 2 get in..so wasted!
My fr told me tat they're Peter Chen de tu di! no wonder their
voice not bad ler..then most imp look also ok la..better than
others lor! They also got chu album b4 ler..dunno my fr said de!
Then there was tis Wu Kang n Xia Hui de son lor, he also manage
2 get in "kelong" la! I dun like his voice lor! then I think I saw his
sis ler,tat cha boh at 1st wanna replace Dean in tat drama de!
wowlao thunder so loud sia..xia si wo!! okok , where was I?
Oh..ya tat cha boh...bu mei la n mei you xing ge lor! Heng,Dean
is acting liao bo kan dao ta also mei wei kou!LOL!!! she is tat
kind after e 1st glance u won't wanna c again de lor! Then I
think I saw YenLing also..lOL!! onli flash for 4secs sia! dunno is
it her ..with blck spec ,taking photo 4 e contestant !
The cha boh not v tu chu lor! I dun even remem their looks' now!
LOL! I v mean hor..expectation so high..kenasai be!
ask u 2 listen 2 their song, u onli look at their face..complain tis
not handsome n tat bu mei...VVV mean la! scolding myself! lol!
Now is 310pm..by now Hong should ve taken her result! dunno
got 3.3 ma? should ve la! but even dun ve..NO..please dun be
sad hor! there's always chances 4 u 2 meet up with them de
cos long way 4 Dean 2 go ma! if really NO,jus wk harder 4 e
coming yr lor! ok?! btw she is gtg camping for 3days!
wow! 3days cannot chat with her liao..so sian..so use 2 it le..lol!!!
OK,last nite wanna zzz then after chatting with jieying ..I went out
of e rm nia..e phone rang ler! I ran so fast 2 pick up e phone cos
was 1am liao! Bloodly sucker call at tis hr! mus be siao liao!
hai wo 4got bout my ankle then now bai gen jialat liao!
mus c doctor liao!convo with tat sucker...
be{u siao ar! call so late..u dun wan 2 zz,pp wan 2 zz ler!}
s{sorry..cos nvr hear ur voice for 2 days then cannot zzz..
y u nvr ans my call past 2 days? avoiding me?}
be{ya!}
s{dun litat la..we go 4 a show can? watch tat "colic" ?}
He damn smart,still remem I like horror show!
be{ dun wan..}
s{ y ? then 4 a drink can? }
be{ no..I v tired ..wan 2 zz liao}
s{ dun litat la..not even 15mins ler..I wanna listen 2 ur voice can?}
be{wo zhen de hen lei!}
s{ ok lor..be,miss u ler}
I nvr ans n kup liao! He nvr call me "be" de but most of my frs noe
at home they're calling me "BE" so sucker noe also but was so
surprise tat he sudd ..my hair all stand up man! Now I think onli
forum n family m call me "be" ,I like pp calling me as "BE" not
definitely not him! so sian...nitemare start again! aiyo, dunno when
then can come 2 an end! so pek chek! ta ma de hai wo xin qing bu
hao!>.< lor ="]]">.LOG IN>HOLD SHIFT>F5 ! I TRIED FOR 3X JIU OK LIAO!LOL!!! SO HAPPY FEEL SENDING TESTI 2 MYSELF! LOL!!!!OK LAST NITE BLOGGER DUN LET ME POST MY ENTRIES!NOW I SHOULD TRY AGAIN!OH YA,LAST NITE HE NVR CALL!!! YAY! WO CHEN GONG LE!2DAY BUZ DAY TOO! LATER GTG OUT THEN NITE WEDDING DINNER!SO BY E X IF CAN COME ON9 'LL BE AFTER 12AM LIAO!OK I SHOULD TRY 2 DL "GUAN HUAN FANG SHI" AGAIN COS SANDY,SO NICE SIA!!! SHE TYPE OUT THE WEB SITE BLAH BLAH ON HER BLOG!!!THEN I JUS CLICK N COPY N PASTE NIA..DUN EVEN NID TO SEARCH 4 THESONG!!! C SO NICE OF HER!!! I SHOULD NOT CALL HER SOTONG BABY LIAO!!!SHOULD HER SUPER GUAI SOTONG BABY INSTEAD!!!LOLOLOL!!!!OK I GO TRY NOW...........BTW JEAN,I TYPE IN BIG CAP COS I'M HIGH NOW..TESTI BACK MA!!!LOL!!!NVR SAY UR BAD WORDS LA..DUN XIA DAO AGAIN HOR!!!HAHAHA!!!
0710AM 291006
I LUV BE
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 11/09/2006 12:51:00 PM
This is hong invading behew's blog.
neh neh neh... Behew is cooking dinner now. xP
This is so random. Behew, i help you fix your blog le horh. =]
okay byebye. -.-"
***VIEW DAILY TALE AFTER THE STORIES ENTRY****
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十一集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**Dr Han(Sky)** Sky
在这时又出现了!说也奇怪。。每当我遇到麻烦时,他总会出现在我眼前!
[Sky] “Honey,别担心。。只是扫描吧了。。Dean会在外头等你的!
而且很快的,十五分钟就搞定了!”
[妹] “ermm。。。真的吗?”
[D] “医生干嘛要骗你啦!傻妞!”
幸好Honey肯听Sky的话,不然可惨了!护士把Honey连人带床一起推了出去。。Sky对我笑了笑说,。。。
[H] “ 你待会还是到处走走吧!过了一个小时才回来。。。没那么快的!
。。还有,是谁说医生不会说谎话的?哈哈。。”
[D] “哦。。原来你骗Honey的!哈哈。。谢谢你!”
[H] “好了,我得赶到扫描室去了。。待会才跟你聊!”
[D] “ok。。你快去吧,麻烦你看着我妹。。谢了!”
Sky从我身旁走过,我在他身上闻到了一股熟悉的味道。。不知在哪闻过?。。。于是我也跟在后面一起陪Honey到扫描室去。我边走边握着她冰冷的小手,在这时我发现Sky的视线一直没离开过我。我假装没看到继续往前走,到了二楼的扫描室,他们把Honey推了进去。我突然想起该是时候打电话通知爸爸了,可是却在裤袋里找不到手机!我赶紧跑回病房,希望手机是绕在那。。。到了病房,往这找找、那找找。。还是找不到!我的心好象热锅上的蚂蚁,着急得要命!这时我突然想起怎么连冷衣也不见了?
[D] “护士小姐,请问有没有看到我的冷衣和手机?”
[护] “哦!可能是你放在病床上吧!他们把床推到扫描室了。。”
幸亏护士小姐提醒了我,我只好到外头用公共电话通知爸爸Honey已经醒了过来。爸爸听了非常高兴,说马上就赶过来。。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十二集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**Dr Han(Sky)**小爱**
[扫描室外]
过后我又回到扫描室外。。。我不知不觉的在扫描室外的沙发上睡着了。。
也许是这几天真的太累了,竟然连坐着也能睡!也不知睡了多久。。
突然感觉到有人在拍我的肩膀。我张开眼睛一看,原来是Sky。。
[H] “Dean。。。我们已经把Honey推回病房了。你很累吗? 我就快放工了,
不如待会我送你回去休息好吗?”
[D] “喔。。扫描报告出来了吗?Honey的淤血清除了吗?脑部没事。。。?”
[H] “wow,你一下子问我那么多。。我怎么回答你?哈哈! ok,
报告是出来了但必须和另一个脑科医生再确定才能知道Honey 的淤血有没有清除。至于脑部应该没什么问题。。你怎么没回答我的问题呢?”
[D] “huh?。。哦,是有点累。我爸爸就快到了,我看等他来再说吧。。”
[H] “拿着。。这么重要的东西,你怎么可以乱放!”
[D] “噢!我的手机!你在哪拾到的?谢谢你!”
[H] “在Honey的病床!哈哈,看来你非得请我吃饭不可了!还有这冷衣。。”
[D] “这冷衣。。。”
[H] “是我的!。。。昨晚看你睡着了,怕你着凉。。。就。。就借你lor。。”
Sky的脸突然红了起来!我们互相望着对方,一时之间不知该说些什么。。。
时间好象在这一刻突然停了下来。。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十三集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
。。。我们也不知过了多久才回过神来。。我马上开口说道。。
[D] “。。我还是回病房看Honey。。”
[H] “ok。。待会见。。”我边走边看着冷衣,心里有种莫名的感觉。。。。
[爸] “Dean,怎样你妹真的醒了吗?快带我进去看!”
爸在这时赶到了,他显得好紧张啊!爸的心情我绝对能理解, 他一直都在国外发生了这种事。。他只能责备自己没把我们照顾好, 没尽到做父亲的责任。而我们呢?我们从没关心过爸爸, 一声问候的电话都不曾打过。。只有在缺钱时就会找他!真可悲啊! 朋友常埋怨他们的父亲不给他们自由,管着管那的。。 我们释者问自己又何曾有为他们着想过,关心过他们呢?假如说他们自私, 起码他们是为了我们好。。换了我们,又可曾为他们做过什么呢? 我和Honey就太自由了,要都没人管!其实,天下父母心都是为孩子们想 太多才不敢放开手。抓得太紧也不是,放得太松也不对!真的很难搞! 就拿我们来说吧,太过自由也未必很快乐。。。反而有时还想有个人来 管一管自己!毕竟随着年龄的增长,我变得比较成熟也对事物有了不同 的看法,我渐渐地明白到大人的用意。。其实很简单,只有两个字。。 就是‘保护’!他们不懂得如何和我们勾通所以用了他们认为对的方式来 把我们锁在他们的身边。目的是什么呢?难道是要我们永远留在他们的身边吗?不。。不是,他们怕我们受到伤害、怕我们跌倒,可是却选择了我们 不喜欢的手法!他们以为做孩子的听父母的,是天经地义的事。 但他们却忘了孩子也需要有自己的空间,自己的世界。。。不过不管是父母太严还是孩子太极端,做父母的不管遇到多叛逆的孩子,他们还是得继续教育孩子,因为他们相信没有教不好的孩子。。只有不会教的父母!总之这是人生必经之路!只要顺着走,必定赢得他们的谅解。。不是不肯放开手,只是时机未到吧了!爸爸从不开口说对或错,从不说爱我们。。但从那眼神已经似乎的告诉了我们。。。他是多么的在乎我们的!
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十四集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
嗨,不知怎么突然有这么大的感触!也许是看到爸焦虑的眼神,
疲惫的身体吧!这时爸走到Honey的身边。。泪水已不听使唤
的从面颊掉落在妹那冰冷的小手。爸始终没有开口但妹似乎从
掉落的泪水中感觉到了是爸的泪珠!
[妹] “。。是爸吗?”
[爸] “。。哦。。是啊!爸赶回来看‘蜜糖’了。你没事了,
放心好好休息,爸不走了!永远都不走了。。”
妹从小很喜欢喝蜜糖,把蜜糖当白开水喝。那时爸
常叫她‘honey'就这样,从此我们便一直叫她Honey。
爸不知怎么的,今天怪怪的?一直在哭。。。
于是我把他拉到一旁对他说。。
[D] “爸,过来。。。不要在哭了,会影响Honey的情绪的!”
[爸]“尽量。。尽量。。我也不想但看到她躺在病床,我却什么都帮
不上。。嗨。。。”
[D] “爸。。。我知道你难过因为你自责,认为不在我们的身边才会
发生此事。。。”
[妹] “爸。。你在哪里?。。爸。。”
这时妹突然在找爸。。。
[爸] “我在这!什么事?。。什么事?”
[妹] “爸。。对不起,我没有好好照顾自己害你得放下工作赶回来。。
心里好难过。。”
Honey伤心的哭了起来,爸哭了。。我也哭了。。
虽然好象大家都在难过的哭泣但这一刻彼此是心连心的。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十五集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**Dr Han(Sky)**小爱**
现在的场面就象粤语惨片里头的情节,大家抱在一团哭得唏哩哗啦
十分凄惨似的!由其是爸爸,他哭相最难看!泪水和鼻涕搅拌在一起,
非常恶心!就连隔壁病床的auntie和护士小姐们都感动到哭了。。。
[D] “好了,别哭了。。好多人在看我们啊!爸,我们应该高兴才对。。
妹已经没事了。”
[爸]“Honey,你姐说得对。。你刚复原要把身子调养好,就别在哭了!”
[D] “Honey要听话,大家都希望你快快好起来!”
[妹]“姐,你放心。。有你和爸在我身边,我一定康复得很快的。”
[爱]“哇!好感人哦!”
[D] “小爱,你什么时候来的?怎么我们没看到呢?”
[爱]“哈哈。。才刚到不久。Honey。。你气色不错嘛!”
[妹]“谢谢你。。小爱姐!害你常往医院跑,真过意不去。。”
[爱]“别傻了,跟我还这么客气干嘛?我顺便可以把笔记交给Dean吗!
。。Dean,你打算什么时候回来上课?”
[爸]“我看你明天可以回去上课了,反正有爸在吗。。别旷课太久,
待会跟不上就糟糕了!”
[D] “好吧,我明天就回去上课!小爱就交给爸了!”
[爱]“。。表哥!”
这时Sky走了过来。。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十六集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**Dr Han(Sky)**小爱**
[H] “Hello,这么热闹啊!。。Honey,你觉得哪里不舒服吗?”
[妹]“没有。。可是。。我的眼睛怎么还是看不见?会不会是瞎了?”
[H] “不会的,你放心!慢慢就会恢复的。。今天可以吃一些稀饭。
再过几天就可以回家了!”
[爸]“太好了!谢谢你,Dr Han。”
听到妹的病情终于好转了,心也跟着踏实多了。!
从妹醒来之后,一直都没提到Max!其实我们都很
担心,不知是不想提呢还是记不起了?爸叫我问
Honey还记得当天发生了什么事吗。。但我又怕
万一她记得,岂不是又提起了伤心事吗?!我看
还是等Honey的眼睛好了再说吧!这个他妈的Max
真是没良心,才骂了他几句真的没再来看妹了!
太过分了,他也不想想是谁害Honey躺在病床的!
我越想越气,真不明白当初为何会爱上他?难道人
真的会变吗?难道世间上真的没有天常地久吗?
经过这一连串的事,对他 我算是彻底的失望了。。。
如今我只希望,所有关于他 的一切及他 对我和Honey
所付出的情、都将和雨、和泪一起蒸发掉!最好不
要再来介入我们的世界,不要再来伤害Honey了。。。
[H] “哈罗!在想什么?。。我都说Honey没事了吗!”
[D] “。。哦。。没什么。我要谢谢你把Honey从死神边缘
给救回!”
[H] “这我可没帮上什么忙。一个人的生死早已注定,是
Honey的生命力强。。。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十七集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
[爱] “表哥说得对!一个人能活到几岁早在我们出世前已安排好了,
所以Honey还是得回来当你妹啦!哈。。”
[H] “我就快换班了,顺便载你回好吗?”
[爱] “好啊!Dean,表哥说送你回。。。我们 走吧。。”
[爸] “Dean啊,该回去休息了。你整晚在这,回去休息吧!”
我犹豫了一下,点了点头。。但我心里实在不想在欠Sky任何
人情债了。我跟他非亲非故又谈不上是朋友,干嘛他要对我那么
好?除非。。。嗨,不要胡思乱想了,可能是我敏感吧!
哎哟!怎么我的脸皮这么厚,好象全世界的男人都暗恋我似的!
更何况人家是大医生,怎么可能爱上无知少女呢。。。。
[妹]“姐。。姐。。”
[D] “。。huh?什么。。对不起,姐没听到。怎么啦?”
[妹]“姐,待会你回家帮我把床上的那只‘小猪猪’带来好吗?”
我一时不知该如何回应似好。。因为那只猪猪是Max送的!
难道Honey还想着那王八?这该怎么办呢?
[D] “哎呀!你过几天就回家了,带来又带去多麻烦呀!”
[妹]“姐,求求你!求求你。。”
[爸]“Dean啊!妹叫你拿,你就帮她拿!”
这个呆头爸,气死我了。。。。。。
~~~***爱与恨***~~~ ~~~第三十八集~~~
~~~人物介绍~~~**Dean**Honey(妹)**小爱**Dr Han(Sky)**
[D]“好啦!我拿就是了!。。小爱,我们走吧!Sky不是叫我们十分钟后到停车场等他吗!。。走吧!”
我边拉着小爱边对她说。。。。。
[D] “惨了!那只猪是Max送给Honey的。她叫我带来
不就证明了心里还想着那个王八!”
[爱]“刚才你怎么不问她呢?”
[D] “现在哪能问!她才刚苏醒过来,我不想在这个时候刺激她!”
[爱]“如果Honey要见他怎么办?”
[D] “不知道?烦死了。。。”
[爱]“表哥来了。。我们上车吧!”
这时小爱很自然的打开了前座的车门,坐了进去。。
而我当然是坐在后座啦!起初车里只有小爱一直在讲个不停,后来Sky也加入了。。。
[H] “Dean,你会饿吗?不然我们去吃点东西吧!”
[D] “。。不必。。不饿。。我不饿。小爱,你呢?”
我实在不好意思赶紧拖小爱下水。。
[爱]“表哥问你又不是问我!。。不饿啦!”
小爱的语气酸溜溜的,一脸的不爽。。。。。
[H] “问你干嘛?姨妈每晚都有煮你的饭,不用问也知道你得回家吃啦!”
小爱这时才露出笑容。。。。
[爱]“哈。。哈。。果然知我默落表哥也!。。哈。。”
突然我觉得自己很extra!。。。
to be con't........13 54am 201106
I LUV BE
*************DAILY TALE*****************
221106 09 40am
ok..get tis toopid quiz fr my cheri Hong!
well..fine..sabo me hor, nvm I'll do it de!
actually saw tis when I was blog hopping last nite..
At 1st thought it was a convers sia.. then realize it's
a quiz man!I was thinking ..heng man ..lucky I'm
not sabo ....na li zhi dao... tis morni..reading my
cheri's blog ..saw tat bo liao quiz..oh no ! sabo me
summore! ya..I'm cbleh lucky 2 be sabo by u ...!
Type Your Reactions:
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
- tat's me lor!
I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
-(if it's one that i don't like): but I rather u din realise it!
-(if it's a guy i like)..not too late..happy sia! wanna hug him! haha!
LEAVE HIM ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
-(if it's a guy i don't like)..no! my heart is still with him!
-(if it's a guy i like) of cos no la! how can change so fast de?!!!
COME ON. SMILE. YOURE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT
- *smiles*
PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
- LOL!!! brain rusty liao!
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU
-(if it's a guy i don't like)...there're always a lot out ther!
-(if it's a guy i like)..oh really ar? thanks...me too!soooo happy n touch!
WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
-cos M come before T lor..lol!
I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
-(if it's a guy i don't like)..NO!
-(if it's a guy i like)..depend!
YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
-(if it's a guy i don't like)..oh really ar..thanks
-(if it's a guy i like)thanks .....u too!soooooooooooo happy n touch lor! feel like hugging him lor!
I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
-(if it's a guy i don't like) huh?..really ar... dun la!
-(if it's a guy i like)..haha!..damn happy la!HUG HUG HUG! lol!
I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
-(if it's a guy i don't like)..huh? dun la..
-(if it's a guy i like)..dun jia jia la! really ma? haha!(damn shuang! lol!)
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HER
-(if it's a guy i don't like) I'm jus trying 2 console u..dun mistaken la!
-(if it's a guy i like)...oh..ok! (damn SAD)
WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
-I'll jia jia ..huh?
CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
- ?
MAY I ESCORT YOU?
- depend who la?
YOU STILL LOVE HIM TILL NOW?
-NO! NO 1!!!
YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED
-(if it's a guy i don't like)..huh? dun la..
-(if it's a guy i like)..lol..bu yao jia jia la...
WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
- 4 wat sia?!
dun worry la..I'm not asking any1 2 do it!!! so jieying should
be damn happy sia! lol! I'm not so mean like my cheri de!
I'm gtg 2 whack her 1000000X until her barugu come out!
tata...
221106 10 20am
I LUV BE
211106 0811am
haiz...still sick...cough badly,lung wanna cough out liao!nose kena blocked till v jialat sia! last nite mus sit 2 zzz!my body aching now! zzz till 4am,cannot tahan sitting position liao then bo bian jiu laid down lor..can't be bother bout it cos too sleepy liao!
I had a dream!!! think is almost dawn liao ba?! my mom always tell me e dream b4 u wake up de is vv zhun ! dunno la..so whenever I had a dream tat is at tat X,I'll try 2 figure it out..c got any connection ma lor...
In my dream...I was lost ...
我在漆黑黑的山洞里。。一个人赤着脚好象在找出口。。。
山洞里什么都没有,只有三个小洞。。好象是出口但我又
犹豫不决,不知道该往哪个小洞走?好紧张、好害怕似的!
我没记错的话,我选择了中间的小洞。。。然后就醒了过来!
真是的!也不让我继续梦,看结果会是怎样的?我是被惊吓
醒的!我的衣都湿透了,可见在梦里的我是有多紧张啊!
五点。。无法在入眠了!呆坐着。。回想梦里的情景,想找
出它到底在意识着什么?我想了好久,始终找不到答案!
或许是在暗示我,眼前有三条路选吧?!不过,它是在指什么事呢?是那混蛋的事吗?还是即将发生的事呢?想着,想着。。我又睡着了。。醒来时已是六点半了。
无法续梦!算了,不想了。。就当着是我病了,胡思乱想做的吧!
突然间好想忏悔!忏悔所做过的不该做的事!我不是基督教徒但
外公那全都是,就是没帮妈洗礼因为外公说女人要嫁鸡随鸡,所以
婚后要跟爸的信仰,就这样我们跟了爸的信仰。。佛教徒,但对我
而言什么神都是一样的!因为都是要我们做对而弃错的事!我从小
常被拉到教堂去!记得那时到外公家时,我和哥常躲到床底下,怕
被拉到教堂去。而哥最毒了!因为床太小,俩个人躲一定会被发现
所以哥常一脚把我踢出来!我最倒霉了,常被外公拉着一起去。。。
才五、六岁,不太明白他们在念什么经?只记得常有ribena喝。。哈!
做手工、听故事和唱歌。。。直到七岁才比较明白其中的道理。
尤其是信仰圣母玛丽亚(请原谅,写错的话)常常会有忏悔这项仪式!
忏悔
今天我就要借这个机会,在博客上忏悔!
忏悔以往的过错、种种的不对。。。从没改过的和没承认过的错!
就从我小时候和记得的开始吧。。。。
小时候爱讲骗话又不承认。。。长大后常被朋友骗得团团转。。活该!
五岁和哥偷阿嬷的香烟来抽,到现在没向妈提起过。。。知错了!
小三时,在楼下的杂货店里偷了两粒糖果,还好没被发现。。对不起,老板!
常在被后跟把打哥的小报告。。。。。。。。哥,对不起!
小学常捉弄同学,开老师的玩笑。。。。。。。不好意思!
小学为了不想上课,骗妈妈肚子痛。。。。。sorry!
忘了几岁,骗姑姑的钱去买糖果吃。。。。。对不起,姑姑!
中学更严重!跷课!骗老师和妈。。。。。。抱歉!
中二时,在朋友家偷看XXX的VCD。。。。。。SORRY!
小学和中学时欺骗最多男生的感情。。。。。实在不好意思!
所以现在不敢谈感情。。怕报应!
还有中学的那两位女校友,害她们两个为我变成仇人。。Sorry!
从中四开始很恨爸。。。。。。。。。。。。原谅我,爸!
在做工时,常拿mc。。。。。。。。。。。。老板,对不起!
在被后骂老板。。。。。。。。。。。。。。对不起!
偶尔骂uncle。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。sorry!
骂粗话、骂天、骂地。。。。当然还有很多但忘了。。。
我知道错了!请原谅我的过错!
无法改得完美但尽力而为!接受我所有的忏悔吧!
211106 1110am
I LUV BE
191106 2121pm
Omg!!! damn sick now..fever 39.5,running nose,cough...
haiz...summore jus came back fr IMM!later then tok bout tat
I begin wat happen tis morni 1st....
I called up 2 make appointment cos doc Ho vvv lat ku de(popular)! so my no. was 20! imagine I called imm at 8 30am n I can get Qno.20 man! he nid 2 wait damn long de!my mom n I always c him when we fall sick de! He is vv gd lor!
then I sudd feel so cold ler..n keep sneezing lor..think can con't ha chew like 10x non-stop ler! I reached there at 10am n
he onli c'ing no.12sia! shit! I waited for 1hrs+ man! I went in
telling him all my sickness then he asked me 2 sit closer...
then took temp..tat x was 39 lor! then he sudd looked in2 my
eyes n said..Oh,u've beautiful brown eyes like my wife!"
I was like ..huh? oh..ya! I sick till a bit head gong gong liao..
so a bit retarded ..cannot act fast lor ! he con't say,"who ever
marry u mus be a lucky guy!" ..I dunno wat toking him ler?
brown eyes +marry+ lucky=??? got link de meh!??? dunno
isit I'm sick ,I hear wrongly liao? he looked in2 my eyes for
more than 10secs w/o saying anything ler then I quickly turn
away n jia jia asked him 2 give me some gastric pills too!
I tok always look in2 pp's eyes so I noe he is looking too!
but think he got no other meaning de la cos I c'ing v long liao
we tok like fr litat de! but tis is e 1st X he behave litat lor..
I said thanks u n walked out n he smile n said..take care ..take care!
Then I took e med jiu hui jia eat lor..v sleepy jiu zzz at 12+pm ..
v fast jiu wake up liao..I can't zzz too long de! I'm not pig sia!
wake up liao..wanna eat some porridge then my my 'kind' bro lor
dragged me 2 IMM cos his dvd spoiled liao,asked me 2
acc him JUS TO BUY TAT TOOPID DVD!!! my health
is cheaper than tat DVD man! ta ma de! dun wanna 2 go
de but he keeps 'dolong' me 2 acc him n said fever nia,
take cab go then buy le jiu come home imm ! he damn
bo dan de..so I'm damn soft heart de ..acc him lor!
so crowded ler! IMm so crowded man! my head so gong la!!!
We went 2 Best then v fast jiu buy sony de Dvd lor..after tat,
we walked pass singtel then I was looking at e price lor..my bro said
go in la..then I checked e nokia latest model de price was like $1300+
I wanna poke out man! so exp!then I saw tat sony ericsson w810i de
hp price fr $500+ drop dao $268 liao..xin yang yang lor..then my bro
said walk walk c other shop de price lor! we went 2 M1, finally decided
2 buy lor! =]] white de! actually wanna buy black de but not nice ler..
like v orlulu lor! $268+$22.60(sim card),so cat! simcard also
charge! then I was chatting with my cheri hong n she asked
me y buy sony ericsson de?gd ma? cos 1 of my fr told me
tat wanna listen 2 song hor..ericsson is e best sound effect lor!
then after trying liao ...find tat e sound n pic v gd n sharp lor
so decided 2 get tat brand !then I always with singtel de but
now change 2 M1 liao..pa pa la..hong said pp always say
others no gd de! I also hear b4 lor but nvm la ..try lor!
after tat..went 2 giant..get some foodstuff n my fav Oreo cookies.
lol!! now can't eat la..mus wait till recover lor! then shop here n
there, take dinner..jiu hui jia lor! wowpiang rain sia! lin abit yu la..
reached home was 8pm+ liao!!! so tired..quickly took med!! then
went 0n9 check mail n blog ! omg!! tis gl flooded me so jialat man!
wanna box her liao! n tis naomi also ler..flooded me but with long
tag sia! lol! I was chatting with her too n she asked me wat is "tat"
thing call(magnifying)..then I told n asked y? yuan lai is 4 flooding
me lor!!! lol!!! I told her..I like pp 2 tag me so I dun mind wat pp
tagged there! I'll replied even jus a'hi' lor...ok yahor..my cheri replied
all e tag liao..ya vv guai n not laz liao! lol! reply then we noe tat we're
not toking 2 e wall ma..lol..
anyway was chatting with my cheri hong..she went 2 IMM too but is
in e morni n I'm in e afternoon sia! funny la..last 2wks ago, I went 2
Vivocity hor..she also ler..haha..same day but diff X..LOL!!!
ok la..got lots 2 blog but really wanna fall zzz liao cos taken med ma!
so sleepy..wanna go zzz liao ! although sick but happy ler cos buy
new hhp ma! haha! btw I adjust phone 2 no ringer tone so
tat I can ve a gd rest lor...take care BE! get well soon,BE! nite.....
191106 2353pm
I LUV BE
Oh ya,I saw juz de post..tis wk got dean! so I rush down
2 e mama's shop..bought tat iweekly lor..then quickly scan n
post in e forum! ..bout tat drama“莹火虫的梦”! DEan is
acting as in 客串!tat 监制,尤红, added 两场戏4 Dean 2 act
so tat all e fans can c her in e drama!but tat toopid 监制竟然
要Dean演第三者!还有终于知道谁是思佳了!原来是那个‘童星’
她从小就有参与很多儿童的电视剧,等等。。。她属于比较中性
派的,人也长得很黑!看过她演的戏,还不错但很多Dean的fans
不能接受她演Dean的角色!更何况要她演在那个男的家穿着男方
的衣和短裤。。住了一晚!真不敢想播出后的反应!?希望大家
把注意力放在演技而非是角色上!她在戏里叫作小微!
祝心莹的演出成功!
把话题转回到我身上。。。
昨晚好累,好想睡。。于是提早off9。
走到客厅,看到桌上有一堆信。。。便扯开来看。。。
都是一些电单、等等。。。我被一封没有贴上邮票的信吸引住了!
信上只写了‘Karen’,很熟悉的字体。。立刻想起了一个人!
对!。。就是‘sucker ben’!这两天不听他的电话,他就出
pattern!信是以中文写的。。他的华文很烂的!我本来不打算
扯开那封信的但又想知道内容,所以最后还是读了那封信!
果然真的写得很烂!只有这句是“To my beloved Karen...”
看得懂,其余的不知道在写什么鬼?!?。。。。。例如。。。
“Karen,你是我的最爱。。。不要[句决]我。”
“我时常在夜里想[道]你就会很[痛哭]。。”
“回[一一]前,你对我太好了,是我没有[真喜]你。”
“你不[借]我电话我很[痛哭]。。”
“请你给我们[一吃]机会我一定会真心真[一]爱你到老到死。。”
“不要不跟我讲话,我求[救]你听我的电话。。。”
“我每天都睡不下吃不下[作公]没有心。。。”
“你[在]不听我就天天[学心]给你[倒在娄]下等你。。”
“永[运]爱你的川。。”
Omg! I suppose 2 be damn mad de but keep laughing
as I read along lor! His chin really damn lan de ! dun
underst y he wanna write in chin ? He nvr take his chin
during his O n I remem he hate chin!
Haiz..all e way came down 2 put tat letter in my mail box,
if is some1 tat I luv de,sure damn touch de but....
sian ar..dunno wat 2 do now?! can't zzz after reading e
letter! 头脑空空的,就是睡不着。。。
一直在想这样的日子要拖到什么时候?
要怎样解决才不会伤他太深呢?
又要怎样才能让他死心呢?
?????????????????????
我的头就快爆炸了!
请上帝指引我吧!
请阿弥陀佛帮帮我吧!
请爸告诉我吧!
141106 08 06am
I LUV BE
131106 12 55pm
My uncle called in e morning..he said he is gtg 2 book e hotel rm liao..
At 1st..I was like huh?? then he said told my mom ytd liao..but my mom
nvr mention tis morning ler! maybe she 4get ba?! Uncle said wanna
bring little cousin 2 Genting then my mom said on e way can visit gu ma 1st!
ok..so gtg 2 KL then Genting lor.. date confirm liao ..is 25th of Nov ,
sat then back on 28th! sian ar...4days cannot use comp liao! so not use 2 it!! haiz...
131106 12 55pm
I LUV BE
131106 0659am
ytd went 2 Vivocity again! haiz..sian..my'tat friend' lor,asked
me 2 accompany her get some stuff 4 her 'so call' wedding
day!then meet her at 2pm ..started e shopping lor! she looking
for a pair of shoes..with 2inches de! crazy la her! siao de...I told
her better not bo fall down jiu die liao.nvr think of her stomach
onli ai mei...then she like damn happy ler..I got no mood la!
I still wondering how 2 act on 181106 ??!! haiz....
my leg so suan n pain ...she preg liao still can walk so long man,
really peifu her! my ankle getting worst,I guess! after tat she said
v hungry then we eat at e food court.wow so many pp there thou is
almost 4pm..dunno all those pp eating dinner or lunch man?!
lucky 2 find a seat then I bought sotong hokkien mee..my fav!
but tat auntie wanna laugh when I told her.."auntie, bu yao sotong
he xia..hai you bu yao la jiao.."then she like..huh?? I noe she sure
thinking tat mus well dun eat! but I really like e taste of sotong mee
lor maybe cos of e lime ba! I put 3 ler..haha..I like suan suan de n
I also like vinegar ler! wowlao lor mee hor..I can put lots sia then
my uncle always say I'm chi cu da huang lor! lol!
My fr bought e claypot laksa..omg! can u guess how much?
hear liao wanna faint!!! $6.90!!!! then nvr stated price overthere,
so sha ren fang huo ! then also not v big portion ma..2prawn nia..
so exp!
After tat con't shopping!!! OMG!!! so tired..she bought so many
stuff still bu gan yuan hui jia ler! so think we shop till 6pm ..she
said hungry then went Swensen's lor...eat agian! da du zi is litat
de..eat non-stop de! I ordered chicken lor..n my fav summit ,
cookie ice-cream! she ordered fishermans catch ..then I wanna
pay e bill but she said yao qing wo chi lor! after tat shop awhile
jiu go home lor..I reached home around 8 pm then watched TV
watched tat bao xiao xin ren huang lor..abit bo liao la but final ma!
tat boyish look de girl won lor!
then dunno y no mood la..tok 2 jieying awhile jiu off9 liao..she asked
me y so early? lol! tired + no mood lor! btw hong go 4 her camp liao!
so shuang..haha!my leg getting worst liao but dun wanna c doctor ler!
now chatting with ah siao! veron la! flooded my blog like siao litat!!!
ok liao..go do some wk 1st! tata..
131106 930am
I LUV BE
121106 2240PM
I DUNNO WAT HAPPEN TO MY BLOG AGAIN ! AFTER I POST TIS
SAD SHORT POST...OLD DE GONE AGAIN! ..SIGH...
DUN WANNA TYPE AGAIN N WON'T BOTHER 2 LOOK 4 E OLD
POST LIAO! JUS LET IT BE ...AS WAT IT SUPPOSE TO BE....
HAIZ....MAYBE BLOGGER CARES BOUT MY FEELING SO...
BLOGGER IS FEELING DOWN TOO...LIKE ME...C ALL MY EX-
POST MESS UP AGAIN..DUN WANNA CARE LIAO...
DUN EVEN GOT THE MOOD TO CARE BOUT MY BLOG LIAO..
SIGH......FEELING DAMN HURT...SAD..SIGH!!!
DON'T ASK ME WHY!!! DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING BOUT IT!
JUS WANNA EXPRESS MY FEELING IN MY REALLY CLOSE
DEAR..BLOG! DUN ASK WHY...I DUNNO EITHER..
SAD DAY.......DAMN... liao
121106 22 53 AM
" day ="]]">.< then when I was walking 2 my rm,I heard music coming from my kor's rm! I went in n asked ...y u not in bed yet? we speak hokkien de! then he said sui bu zhe! I told him...要找到你爱又爱你的人不容易, 要惜缘!then he nvr ans ler...I faster go out b4 he 发神经 !He cannot accept too many comment de so mus tell him those 一针见血的话then can de! wow, he was listening 2 a damn old song by 费玉清!I 4got e song title liao but v touching de! 我不会欣赏他but e 歌词v meaningful lor!Last x he used 2 listen when he break off with his 初恋情人! e song v bei lor....I can remem abit nia then hear liao wanna cry de esp u hear it during nite X ..smt like tis....
"夜色已深,大地一片沉静。。。
我的人儿呀,你在哪里,
寒风中回忆我俩的过去,
你的言语深深印在我的脑海里,
想要和你相偎依, 可是身边没有你,
在我心中想念的永远只有一个你,
在这寒冷的夜里, 你可曾记得我。。。
寒风请告诉我如今你在哪里。。
" Tat's all I can remem lor..bei ma? I think v bei lor! sigh...
早知如此,何必当初呢!
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YA!!!! I SHAN'T BE BLOGGING! WANNA BANG WALL LIAOMY LONG POST GONE AGAIN!! WTF! I BLOGGED BOUT SOMANY THINGS...PSS,TAT SUCKER,MY KOR....ALL GONE MAN!REALLY CAN'T STAND TIS BLOG LIAO!TELL ME WAT AM I SUPPOSE 2 DO LA! DAMN!
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SMT HAPPEN 2 MY BLOG...I CAN'T POST ! DUNNO Y? STILL TRYING 2 FIGURE IT OUT..SIGH.. MAYBE CAN'T BLOG ANYMORE LIAO..SIAN.. 'LL TRY 2 POST STORIES IN FANFIC AGAIN.. 'LL INFORM ALL OF U DE! TAKE CARE IF NVR C MY BLOG FROM 2MORROW ONWARDS! TIS QUIZ 'S SABO BY VERON...
1)what song are you listening to now? LOL! A shoulder to cry on lor..
2)Who are your bestest besties? Piang ar! So many ler..all e pp I noe lor =]]
3)What kind of dogs do you like? All kind of dogs..hao gou huai gou zhi yao shi gou !LOL!
4)Whose your partner? Wat partner? No la!
5)What do you like to do in the holidays? Huh?everyday also holidays ler..haha..travel all over e world lor, go seaside kan ri chu then kan ri luo , stay in a farm for few wks lor…so many ler!
6)How you feel about your life now? Orh ..onli 1 word can describe….”PENG”
7)Who you hated the most? No la..I so pu sa xin chang,nvr hate pp de..hehes!
8)What you want to be when you grow up? Now grow up liao lor ! cannot be liao la..
9)Are you happy today? YES, at e moment !
10)What thing(s) you cannot live without? So many ler..my bolster, comp, phone, air,water,food,house…lol!
11)Who do you like? So many..all e pp I noe lor!
12)How long can you stay infront of the television? Huh? Stay infront? LOL! Depends la..
13)Do you like music? Depends la..luv it esp when sad n emo…
14)Do you miss the days when you were in kindergarten? Of cos! I miss everything in e past!
15)Do you get fed up easily? NO..not at all! Pp bully me onli..rite hong?
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16)What is the thing you are good at? Huh? So many sia..Sweet tok..counseling..being lame..
17)Do you like people who call you names? Anything..happy jiu hao!
18)Are you easily jealous? LOL!!! VVVVVVVVVVVVVV
19)Do you like your parents? Fei hua!
20)Do you like babies? Yes!
21)Have you ever wanted to kiss a boy? LOL! Yup..andy lau ,aaron…so many LOL!
22)Do you love your friends? YES, of cos!
23)Name some of your best friend(s) so many! A-Z..haha
24)What emoticon do you like to put? Hehe..e crazy panda tat stolen from jean! Lol!
25)Do you have any wish(es) now? Erm…a lot sia!!!
26)who do you like most? MOTHER
27)when you are late for an important day in school what will you do? No more sch la! Btw I’ll cry n cry …
28)Are you single? YES
29)Do you love to chat? Vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvery! LOL!
30) Do you ever think of having a boyfriend? Tell me la..who nvr think b4 de..I won’t believe de..veron ,I dun believe u la..lol!.
5 ppl to do this quiz: Hong,jieying,gl,1st , sandy
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ytd nvr update blog again..cos my things all kena stuck!4got 2 tok bout e iweekly..went downstair 2 buy in e morni,actually nvr buy in e past,jus started buying so often aftere css thing..my mom was curious y nowadays I always buy iweekly.lol..told her wanna read e story of 'Goong'..serious la!n of cos hope 2 c Dean's news too!so was heng la...really gotabit on Dean lor!bout 'zhong xing' la..nth much!
ya..ytd morni checked e caller ID,Ben did call! Tis morni I checked again..ya,he called again! so 2nite mus ans liao bohe come 2 my house jiu die liao! hope he won't call la..thenI jiu bu hui bei ta fan si liao!my leg like getting worst ler..bai ka liao! ankle like sprain dao!but nvr run nor fall,dunno wat happen? yun said maybe I sleepwalking!no la,I nvr! unlike my bro!He always sleepwalk when he was young!so scary de..I saw 3x! once he took a chair n put it near 2 e cupboardthen stand on it..keep pointing at e cupboard! lol!!! e 2nd x,he jus walkone round in e living rm then went back 2 zzz! e 3rd X..also e same..walking round e house lor..then he nvr zzzwalk till now liao! my momsaid u can't wake him up while he is zzzwalking de cos e soul won't goback 2 their body then they'll not wake up liao..lol..dunno hear from which 3gu6po lor!back 2 my bai ka,almost off link la..haha!!
ok 2nite4get 2 apply oil liao! shit!then I like can hear "crack" sound from my ankle ler! Later after blogging mus go apply oil liao bo really becomebai ka jiu die le!
lastnite I heard from my mom ..kor you gen gfr chao jia le!Haiz..so pity his gfr la! my kor v wu li qu nao de!so old liao still act like small kids!my mom told me he dun let her do O.T lor!!!u say siao ma? crazy la..O.T also dun allow..u so lihai ask her not2 wk la! dun wanna jie hun still yao guan ren jia..tok so much also no gd!He v stubborn de!everything also yao guan dressing,go ,friends,working...everything dou guan jiu dui la!lucky he got gfrbo lian wo dou guan ar!Last X got so many guys call hor,he scaredI kena cheat..said y I so qiao..give so many guys our house no.!!!then no guys call liao become lots of girl call,scared I become Les..LOL!!! damn jialat la..he v mafan de!He xin qing bu hao jiu on those rock song damn loud lor! loud till my ears really can't stand ler! cos 4 me,I don't listen 2 kuai ge de..I luv man ge esp bei de ge..lol!
*感 动*
也 许 是 感 性 吧 ! 所 以 很 喜 欢 那 股 被 感 动 的 感 觉 !我 很 珍 惜 每 一 次 的 感 动。我 爱 被 感 动 。 。 我 喜 欢 。 。 感 动 就 好 比 心 中 的 那 扇 门 被轻 轻 的 推 开 了, 让 那 阳 光 温 柔 了 你 的 心 房 。 享 受 感 动 的 人 才 会 懂得 如 何 让 人 感 动 !你 知 道 要 让一 个 人 感 动 并 不 是 件 很 难 的 事 吗 ! ?感 动 会 让 人 突 然 快 乐 起 来 。 。 会 让 人 感 到 这 世 界 是 充 满 温 情 的 !我 时 常 对 自 己 说 只 要 能 力 范 围 做 得 到 ,我 一 定 要 把 这 份 感 动 感 染给 周 围 的 人 ,起 码 在 这 压 力 的 生 活 里 能 感 到 些 些 的 温 暖! 别 小 看 一 句 简 单 的 问 候 、 一 句 祝 福 、 一 句 安 慰 和 一 句 鼓 励 的 话 ,它 却 能 不 知 不 觉 的 点 燃 您 的 心 灵 !请 不 要 忘 了 有 空 时 就 给 你 周 围 的 人 增 添 一 点 感 动 吧!
*自 由*
请 问 有 谁 能 告 诉 我 自 由 的 定 义 是 什 么 ? 我 翻 开 字 典 查 询 了 它 的 意 思 。 自 由 在 法 律 规 定 的 范 围 内 ,随 自 己 意 志 活 动 不 受 限 制 的 权 力 。 这 是 字 典 给 的 答 案 ! 但 在 现 实 生 活 中 往 往 是 比 较 复 杂 又 难 已 解 释 又 没 有 定 义 的 。 。
baby 的 自 由 大 概 是 哭 吧 ! 因 为 每 当 他 们 感 觉 不 爽 时 唯 一 发 泄 的 就 是 哭 ! 除 了 哭 还 是 哭 。 。 这 是 他 们 的 专 利 权 也 就 是 说 不 受 限 制 , 不 会 被 骂 , 是 他 们 的 自 由 。 。 。
小 孩 的 自 由 又 是 什 么 ? 天 天 玩 、 天 天 看 电 视 、不 用 做 功 课 、 不 用 读 书 , 随 时 随 地 糖 果 都 能 往 嘴 里 塞 吧 !
年 轻 一 族 呢 ? 不 用 上 学 、随 时 随 地 想 出 去 就 出 去、想 上 网 就 上 网 、 想 做 甚 么 就做甚 么 。 。最 好 没 人 管 ! 上 班 一 族 的 。 。 最 好 老 板 天 天 出 国 , 天 天 不 在 公 司 里 、 能 在 上 班 时 做 自 己 的 事 、 要 几 点 到 就 几 点 到 !
谈 恋 爱 的 人 。 。 最 好 你 给 我 私 人 空 间 , 最 好 各 自 有 各 自 的 朋 友 。
中 年 人 把 自 由 当 成 到 处 旅 行 、找 三 两 个 朋 友 到 pub喝 喝 酒, 聊 聊 天 。 。
为 人 父 母 的 自 由 又 是 什 么 ? 就 是 占 有 孩 子 的 自 由 当 成 自 己 的 自 由! 他 们 不 需 要 自 由 因 为 他 们 的 自 由 已 经 被 孩 子 绑 死 了 !
阿 公 阿 嬷 要 的 自 由 又 是 什 么 ? 我 不 清 楚 。 。 因 为 都 不 在 了 。 。 也 许 有 些 认 为 陪 着 孙 子 就 是 自 由 ,也 许 有 些 认 为 两 老 相 伴 走 到 天 涯 海 角 , 便 是 自 由 ! 更 或 许 有 些 却 认 为 要 等 死 后 才 得 到 真 正 的 自 由 !
Oh,忘 了 小 猫 小 狗 的 自 由 !它 们 的 自 由 才 是 真 正 的 自 由 !因 为 它 们 听 不 懂 人 话 就 算 懂 也 不 会 回 应 、 更 何 况 根 本 是在 两 个 不 同 的世 界 里 。 。 或 许 它 们 为 一 要 的 是 不 要 成 为 人 类的 美 食 与 宠 物 吧 !
你 瞧 , 自 由 对 每 个 人 而 言 都 不 一致!就 拿 我 来 说 吧 ,我 也 不 知 道 要 怎 样才 算 是 自 由 ! ? 真 的 ,我 总 是 觉 得 人 要 一 了(liao)百 了(liao)才 会 得 到 所 谓 的 真 正 自 由 !因 为 只 要 一 天 活 在 这 世 上 总 有 一 些 事 情 会 绑 住 或 阻 碍 着 你 。 。 这 样 哪 会 有 自 由 呢 ? ! 自 由 只 嘴 巴 说 说,自 己 骗 自 己 吧 了。 。 似 想 想 就 算 给 了 你 自 由 又 怎 样 ?你 就 会 快 乐 吗 ?你 会 满 足 吗 ? 自 由 的 范 围 太 大 了 。 。
从 现 在 开 始 , 问 一 问 自 己 。 。 你 要 的 是 怎 样 的 自 由 ? 得 到 后 又 会 用 什 么 心 情 去 面 对 ? 得 到 后 就 会 别 无 所 求 吗 ? 得 到 后 就 会 很 快 乐 幸 福 吗 ? 人 是 很 自 私 的 ! 常 常 为 了 要 追 求 自 己 的 目 的 时 ,在 不 知 不 觉中 失 去 了 很 多 东 西 甚 至 辜 负 了 他 人 的 一 番 好 意 。 。 我 想 知 足 常 乐 是 最 重 要 的 ! 满 足 现 状 , 并 不 是 叫 你 停 住 往 上 的 脚 步 , 只 是 要 提 醒 自 己 不 要 一 直 埋 怨 比 谁 惨,比谁 苦 。 。没 有 了 自 找 的 烦 恼 、压 力 和 欲 望 。 。快 乐 、幸 福 和 自 由 也 会 紧 跟 着 来 了! 不 知 道 我 在 哈 啦 什 么 ? 似 懂非 懂 。 。 长 篇 大 论 , 狗 屁 不 通 ! 再 见!
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