Tuesday, January 30, 2007
@&^?xyz ...ah gua gua!
omg! last nite is e 1st X I saw tat ah gua gua "Leo" in let it shine...omg! really T+H!!! so fair like a piece of paper man! can't stand e way he tok lor,so ah gua !!! omg ! he kiss DEAN on her cheek somemore!!! omg! guess DEAN nid 2 wash her cheek with "dettol" or "xiao du yao shui" man! DEan is so cute..haha..I keep laughing when I saw her appearing then I was standing in front of e tv, my mom keeps shouting cos I was blocking her view lor..lolx! DEAN ROCKS can!!!
She act dao so zi ran lor..haha! but sian la..no more liao..haiz..waited so long ...then now so fast jiu over le! Time passes so fast lor...sigh...if I'm not wrong, css gtg 2 be 1yr liao?! oh ya, I think tat guy gd at acting lor..dunno his name ler ,erm like sijia tat guy ! I think he act dao v zi ran lor..better than fatty ah gua! lolx!
cos some X I find tat fatty de face expression damn fake lor..haha!e scriptwriter really damn mean la! those kids 1st X acting nia jiu let them act dao die n paralyse..so ke lian lor! I cried at e last part ok, renfred so ke lian lor! ok.. stop toking bout let it shine le cos no DEAn liao!
last nite kong told me her friend saw DEAn at IMM on Sun lor..tat feilunhai's event! omg! she went there too!
so close yet kan bu dao ta! mei yuan fen lor! oh ya..rainbow told me she went there..so I think wo kan dao de is her lor! haha! si kong kong said I stand on e chair so "xia suay"!!! na li hui la,cos can't take photo 4 my friend ma..haha!
omg! been buz with e toilet since morni ...stomachache n lao sai 5x liao! shit! dunno isit e antibiotics too strong? but bu ke neng lor...already taken for 3days ma..aiyo..siao liao!
last nite was a peaceful beautiful nite =]]
no call from sucker n bung! so zzz damn early lor..around 12 am! haha..told u I'm emo person rite cos I've beautiful mood last nite..thZ! all credit goes 2 U !
Last nite jus when I thought I ran out of reason 2 smile, u came along...I dun think u realize how easy 4 u 2 make me smile. u noe u'll always be e brightest star in my dimly lit sky. I dun noe y u 're so special 2 me? jus dunno y?? u're like e Sun tat bright up my day n I wish I could be ur moon so I can shine on u during ur darkest hour n lonely nite... though it's hard 2 talk 2 u now, even though I really wan 2..doesn't matter at all,
I'll always be there 4 u..no matter is up or down ,I'll be always there 2 share with u..<3
omg! last nite is e 1st X I saw tat ah gua gua "Leo" in let it shine...omg! really T+H!!! so fair like a piece of paper man! can't stand e way he tok lor,so ah gua !!! omg ! he kiss DEAN on her cheek somemore!!! omg! guess DEAN nid 2 wash her cheek with "dettol" or "xiao du yao shui" man! DEan is so cute..haha..I keep laughing when I saw her appearing then I was standing in front of e tv, my mom keeps shouting cos I was blocking her view lor..lolx! DEAN ROCKS can!!!
She act dao so zi ran lor..haha! but sian la..no more liao..haiz..waited so long ...then now so fast jiu over le! Time passes so fast lor...sigh...if I'm not wrong, css gtg 2 be 1yr liao?! oh ya, I think tat guy gd at acting lor..dunno his name ler ,erm like sijia tat guy ! I think he act dao v zi ran lor..better than fatty ah gua! lolx!
cos some X I find tat fatty de face expression damn fake lor..haha!e scriptwriter really damn mean la! those kids 1st X acting nia jiu let them act dao die n paralyse..so ke lian lor! I cried at e last part ok, renfred so ke lian lor! ok.. stop toking bout let it shine le cos no DEAn liao!
last nite kong told me her friend saw DEAn at IMM on Sun lor..tat feilunhai's event! omg! she went there too!
so close yet kan bu dao ta! mei yuan fen lor! oh ya..rainbow told me she went there..so I think wo kan dao de is her lor! haha! si kong kong said I stand on e chair so "xia suay"!!! na li hui la,cos can't take photo 4 my friend ma..haha!
omg! been buz with e toilet since morni ...stomachache n lao sai 5x liao! shit! dunno isit e antibiotics too strong? but bu ke neng lor...already taken for 3days ma..aiyo..siao liao!
last nite was a peaceful beautiful nite =]]
no call from sucker n bung! so zzz damn early lor..around 12 am! haha..told u I'm emo person rite cos I've beautiful mood last nite..thZ! all credit goes 2 U !
Last nite jus when I thought I ran out of reason 2 smile, u came along...I dun think u realize how easy 4 u 2 make me smile. u noe u'll always be e brightest star in my dimly lit sky. I dun noe y u 're so special 2 me? jus dunno y?? u're like e Sun tat bright up my day n I wish I could be ur moon so I can shine on u during ur darkest hour n lonely nite... though it's hard 2 talk 2 u now, even though I really wan 2..doesn't matter at all,
I'll always be there 4 u..no matter is up or down ,I'll be always there 2 share with u..<3
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/30/2007 07:18:00 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
DEEPEST CONDOLENCE
I would like 2 express my deepest condolence 2
Xu weilun's family...
Weilun heartbeat stopped at afternoon 17 09 n
was confirmed 2 ve passed away at 19 37! so sad!
she is onli 28yrs old nia..n is so pretty n talented! I not her fans n seldom watch drama acted by her too but I feel sad too!! really dun underst y life is so short 4 some pp..haiz...n esp
those talent n hao ren lor...those cruel n bad guys always damn "chang ming"! my friend called me last nite when I was still high'ing bout feilunhai lor! life is so sucks..tis secs happy ..nxt secs sad !!!haiz....
I would like 2 express my deepest condolence 2
Xu weilun's family...
Weilun heartbeat stopped at afternoon 17 09 n
was confirmed 2 ve passed away at 19 37! so sad!
she is onli 28yrs old nia..n is so pretty n talented! I not her fans n seldom watch drama acted by her too but I feel sad too!! really dun underst y life is so short 4 some pp..haiz...n esp
those talent n hao ren lor...those cruel n bad guys always damn "chang ming"! my friend called me last nite when I was still high'ing bout feilunhai lor! life is so sucks..tis secs happy ..nxt secs sad !!!haiz....
Feilunhai..
Joan asked me 2 acc her 2 IMM,at 1st I thought is 4
cny's stuff..then she said"wan 2 C Wuzun.."
I was like .."dun wan la,sure lots of pp lor!"
then she said"p/s la...nxt x I acc u C ur DEAN lor.."
lolx! immediately I agreed!!! haha! so we meet at JE MRT at
3 30pm then took e shuttle bus 2 IMM. OMG! so damn packed can!!! e Q was damn damn damn long sia! Joan nvr buy their CD so heng lor..no nid 2 Q 4 e autograph sess..she damn funny can cos e events start at 6pm ma so still got lots of x lor,I thought we can go shop shop 1st but she said...
"we go look 4 a gd spot 1st.."
lolx! bo bian lor...jiu go looking around 4 gd spot lor..then sudd I saw Bryan wong n Mo xiaoling..lolx! Bryan quite tall or..ok la..dun like him lor..ah gua ah gua de..haha..then my friend so funny..she said" kan dao Bryan is appetizer 1st.." lolx! no lor..later vomit can! then we went 2 2nd storey,also v pack then went down again near e stage also pack!!! we saw e security guard keep shouting at e fans n pp lor! damn him la! so fierce..all xiao mei mei ma..so fierce 4 wat sia!!! then at last we decided 2 sit at e makan stall cos from there still able 2 catch a gd view lor..I dunno wat's e name of tat "kopitiam" nxt 2 e $10 jap hair salon(QB?)
then so damn early nia..I think half e stall de customer there re fans of feihailun lor cos all cbleh young n onli ordered drinks nia..haha..really damn packed can!e boss was damn kns! she said mus order "food" then can sit in her stall lor...drinks cannot! KNS!my friend bo bian jiu bought fishball noodles lor n is 4 show nia..lolx! nvr touch e noodles at all..haha..waste $!!! then got 3 girls came standing beside us..cos it's a damn small round coffee table n occupy by 2 of us nia..there's still 2 chair so I asked them 2 get 1 more chair n if they dun mind jiu sit with us lor. so they sit with us..haha..3 of them from dunno wat sch I 4gotten liao..in yishun de..sec5 tis yr so we chatted a bit lor..lolx! then waited 4 so long .. 933 DJ ,host of e event asked e fans some qs on feilunhai then jiu start liao...
omg! all e fans qi siao la!!! shouted so loud n I can't take pic 4 my friend at all lor! so I dun care la..stand on e chair cos I saw some also stand then nvr get scolding from e stall de boss ma so I copy them lor..lolx! somemore ytd I qi siao wore damn short skirt, overall jean skirt ok!lolx! I so worry "zou guang"..
but no X 2 care liao la..n my tis friend hor damn jia lat throw me there n dunno where she goes lor... I alone standing on e chair using her cam taking photo..all e fans damn high lor..WuZun so shuai !!! Xiuyi(dongcheng) pattern zhui duo!!!
so cute ler..! lolx! then I think I saw RAINBOW(huiyi) !!! haha! I nvr call her la cos she with her friend then walk damn fast can!lolx! then 2 girls n 1 tomboy(dunno is bung ma?) asked me 2 send them e photo ler..they gave me their hotmail ..haha! I send last nite le..C I so fast rite..once my friend send me ,wo jiu send them liao!!! ok link back...then they sang 2 or 3 songs (I nvr pay attention cos too buz taking photo n I onli aim on Wuzun n dong cheng nia..haha) then jiu autog sess liao! I kena stuck there ..cos everywhere block..I can't go over 2 BK there 2 meet my friend lor so I asked a guy (selling tempura de) how 2 get out of there ler...haha..he so kind lor..he show me e way lor! then we stay a while jiu went home at 7pm lor! my friend
sudd so high ler,she went 2 e CD's shop wanna buy e cd !!! but heng all sold out bo I sure die de cos e Q was so damn long ..q dao outside IMM ,near e taxi stand there ler! then we took taxi home !!! e end!lolx! tis e 1st X I went 2 tis kinda event lor , so
"mountain tortoise " haha!
reached home kena scolded !!!cos my mom thought I also shout ma..she said" ur throat burst liao still go tis kind of event" lolx! I told her I nvr shout la!Onli Dean then I'll shout lor..haha! I noticed I ve been using damn lots of "lor"..lolx!
Joan asked me 2 acc her 2 IMM,at 1st I thought is 4
cny's stuff..then she said"wan 2 C Wuzun.."
I was like .."dun wan la,sure lots of pp lor!"
then she said"p/s la...nxt x I acc u C ur DEAN lor.."
lolx! immediately I agreed!!! haha! so we meet at JE MRT at
3 30pm then took e shuttle bus 2 IMM. OMG! so damn packed can!!! e Q was damn damn damn long sia! Joan nvr buy their CD so heng lor..no nid 2 Q 4 e autograph sess..she damn funny can cos e events start at 6pm ma so still got lots of x lor,I thought we can go shop shop 1st but she said...
"we go look 4 a gd spot 1st.."
lolx! bo bian lor...jiu go looking around 4 gd spot lor..then sudd I saw Bryan wong n Mo xiaoling..lolx! Bryan quite tall or..ok la..dun like him lor..ah gua ah gua de..haha..then my friend so funny..she said" kan dao Bryan is appetizer 1st.." lolx! no lor..later vomit can! then we went 2 2nd storey,also v pack then went down again near e stage also pack!!! we saw e security guard keep shouting at e fans n pp lor! damn him la! so fierce..all xiao mei mei ma..so fierce 4 wat sia!!! then at last we decided 2 sit at e makan stall cos from there still able 2 catch a gd view lor..I dunno wat's e name of tat "kopitiam" nxt 2 e $10 jap hair salon(QB?)
then so damn early nia..I think half e stall de customer there re fans of feihailun lor cos all cbleh young n onli ordered drinks nia..haha..really damn packed can!e boss was damn kns! she said mus order "food" then can sit in her stall lor...drinks cannot! KNS!my friend bo bian jiu bought fishball noodles lor n is 4 show nia..lolx! nvr touch e noodles at all..haha..waste $!!! then got 3 girls came standing beside us..cos it's a damn small round coffee table n occupy by 2 of us nia..there's still 2 chair so I asked them 2 get 1 more chair n if they dun mind jiu sit with us lor. so they sit with us..haha..3 of them from dunno wat sch I 4gotten liao..in yishun de..sec5 tis yr so we chatted a bit lor..lolx! then waited 4 so long .. 933 DJ ,host of e event asked e fans some qs on feilunhai then jiu start liao...
omg! all e fans qi siao la!!! shouted so loud n I can't take pic 4 my friend at all lor! so I dun care la..stand on e chair cos I saw some also stand then nvr get scolding from e stall de boss ma so I copy them lor..lolx! somemore ytd I qi siao wore damn short skirt, overall jean skirt ok!lolx! I so worry "zou guang"..
but no X 2 care liao la..n my tis friend hor damn jia lat throw me there n dunno where she goes lor... I alone standing on e chair using her cam taking photo..all e fans damn high lor..WuZun so shuai !!! Xiuyi(dongcheng) pattern zhui duo!!!
so cute ler..! lolx! then I think I saw RAINBOW(huiyi) !!! haha! I nvr call her la cos she with her friend then walk damn fast can!lolx! then 2 girls n 1 tomboy(dunno is bung ma?) asked me 2 send them e photo ler..they gave me their hotmail ..haha! I send last nite le..C I so fast rite..once my friend send me ,wo jiu send them liao!!! ok link back...then they sang 2 or 3 songs (I nvr pay attention cos too buz taking photo n I onli aim on Wuzun n dong cheng nia..haha) then jiu autog sess liao! I kena stuck there ..cos everywhere block..I can't go over 2 BK there 2 meet my friend lor so I asked a guy (selling tempura de) how 2 get out of there ler...haha..he so kind lor..he show me e way lor! then we stay a while jiu went home at 7pm lor! my friend
sudd so high ler,she went 2 e CD's shop wanna buy e cd !!! but heng all sold out bo I sure die de cos e Q was so damn long ..q dao outside IMM ,near e taxi stand there ler! then we took taxi home !!! e end!lolx! tis e 1st X I went 2 tis kinda event lor , so
"mountain tortoise " haha!
reached home kena scolded !!!cos my mom thought I also shout ma..she said" ur throat burst liao still go tis kind of event" lolx! I told her I nvr shout la!Onli Dean then I'll shout lor..haha! I noticed I ve been using damn lots of "lor"..lolx!
sad nite again...
went on9...disappointed again...haiz...
so use 2 it ..but now...sigh...
I scare tis kinda of feeling..damn bad can!
but 'll try 2 control it ...really miss lots of thing..
without u ..e nite is cold!
someX I jus wonder y u can walk in2 my heart cos it's
always been closing so tight n yet u can sneak in2 it...
everyX when u tok 2 me,I jus feel so special n warmth inside n I notice it was u, tat put e clouds above me, it was u tat made e tears fall down, it was u who broke my heart in pieces... it was u, who made my blue eyes blue! If u onli knew my feelings 4 u, if u only knew how much I care 4 u. ..I guess u'll nvr noe unless u feel e same way too! SomeX we nid 2 be hurt in order 2 grow. We must lose in order 2 gain. Some lessons re learned best through pain..n I wanna thank u 4 breaking my heart...u've only made me stronger each X!I din expect much from u ...but at least a words from u is more than enough...jus dun disappear cos e onli true painful gd byes re e 1 tat re nvr said n nvr ... e onli things in life we regret re e things we wish we would had said, but nvr had e guts 2 say it nvr leave our feelings untold cos u nvr noe when it could be too late ..follow ur heart, it 'll guide u in e right direction. There re things we dun wan 2 happen but ve 2 accept, things we dun wan 2 noe but ve 2 learn n pp whom we can't live without but ve 2 let go....
so sad isn't it? doesn't matter..life'll still move on...
time can heal n reveal...
stay strong !
went on9...disappointed again...haiz...
so use 2 it ..but now...sigh...
I scare tis kinda of feeling..damn bad can!
but 'll try 2 control it ...really miss lots of thing..
without u ..e nite is cold!
someX I jus wonder y u can walk in2 my heart cos it's
always been closing so tight n yet u can sneak in2 it...
everyX when u tok 2 me,I jus feel so special n warmth inside n I notice it was u, tat put e clouds above me, it was u tat made e tears fall down, it was u who broke my heart in pieces... it was u, who made my blue eyes blue! If u onli knew my feelings 4 u, if u only knew how much I care 4 u. ..I guess u'll nvr noe unless u feel e same way too! SomeX we nid 2 be hurt in order 2 grow. We must lose in order 2 gain. Some lessons re learned best through pain..n I wanna thank u 4 breaking my heart...u've only made me stronger each X!I din expect much from u ...but at least a words from u is more than enough...jus dun disappear cos e onli true painful gd byes re e 1 tat re nvr said n nvr ... e onli things in life we regret re e things we wish we would had said, but nvr had e guts 2 say it nvr leave our feelings untold cos u nvr noe when it could be too late ..follow ur heart, it 'll guide u in e right direction. There re things we dun wan 2 happen but ve 2 accept, things we dun wan 2 noe but ve 2 learn n pp whom we can't live without but ve 2 let go....
so sad isn't it? doesn't matter..life'll still move on...
time can heal n reveal...
stay strong !
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/29/2007 07:15:00 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
throat really burst!!!
went 2 c "tat doc" at 11am but waited 4 one hrs plus lor! damn pissed ..is 4ever waiting so long de lor ,feel
like wasting my X lor!!! finally my turn was bout 1pm
liao!!! I knocked n went in ..he was like quite surprise cos a wk plus I jus brought my mom here nia then now
come again lor! so he said...
"ar..wat happen?"
me"oh..I lost my voice..throat pain.."
doc"I told u 2 take care of urself lor.."
me"haha..then 你 就 没 生 意 了 .."
doc"erm... 我 想 见 你 不 过 也 不 想 在 这 种 情 况 下 见
到 你"
me"...haha.."
then he checked my mouth n throat ...he said my throat damn
badly inflected lor..so mus take v strong antibiotics!omg! suay lor!doc said" u mus tok less n drink more water.."
then he sudd turn n look at my arm..upper part of my arm, somewhere near muscle there..n said..
" 为 甚 么 这 么 不 小 心 ？ "
I was like huh? wat? then I look at my arm..orh..there's a "or qi"(bruise)on it but 我 还 没 来 得 急 回 答 时 ,he stand up n walk so close 2 me n "sayang" my "or qi"!!! I was so damn paiseh can! sort of rubbing my blueblack but not rub is more like sayang lor..lolx! I gong foe around 5secs then faster asked
him bout his wed's trip! He told me e country he wanna go hor,is on war now so e airport closed n they ve 2 change meeting place liao! I 4get wat name of tat country liao..think is like muslim country lai de!
me" so heng..if u went last wk then now kena trap there le.."
doc"yalor,u re rite! 我 就 看 不 到 你 了 .."
me"haha.. so u re giving me antibiotics onli?"
doc"oh..n some tablets 4 ur throat...oh,ur skin v dry hor.."
here goes his hand again ...touch my hand tis X!
me" oh...maybe recently sunburn lor..haha"
doc"I give u these..use it like cleanse ...sample..free 4 u"
me"oh ..thanks..bye"
doc"u mus take care of urself ..ok..回 来 再 见 你 .."
妈 的 ! there goes his hand again! X(
touch my hand ..摸 up n down like sayang litat ...I faster walked away 2 e door n said bye again...lolx! kena 摸 3X ler!!!
then once I opened e door..all e pp outside like give me a damn black n pek chek's look litat!!! I think I was inside 4 almost 20mins lor...haha tat's my 看 病 过 程 ！All tis happened on me..I'm a v sensitive person so maybe I'm jus acting sensitive but really if some1 tell me his doc tok n act litat hor..I won't believe lor! but it's true n I nvr bullshit lor!maybe he is trying 2 be close 2 patient nia lor!after tat I went home n tell my mom bout it.My mom damn funny lor,she said" aiyo!变 态 啊 !" lolx!
Then I meet Joan at Seiyu..kena my mom scold cos she said I sick still go out lor! I'm not sick la..jus throat inflection nia!
ok..then Joan n I shop around in Seiyu..damn lots of pp lor! while we'll at e Levis's store hor..I saw a "b" damn look like DEAN!!! she wearing a cap then I 一 直 看 一 直 看 ..C till she turn around lor..ok is not DEAN but look damn 像 lor!!! also v shuai lor..thought I so heng saw DEAN,chey!
end up I nvr buy anything..JOan bought a skirt! then wanna take dinner but damn lots of pp everywhere so we decided 2 各 自 回 家 吃 lor!
I reached home around 7plus then cooked noodles cos my mom thought I'll ve my meal outside lor! then jiu on9 at 9pm...took med at 11pm then was blogging n chatting lor but damn sleepy n so many windows coming in so I think I replied v slow cos I was blogging ma..
To yun" sorry lor..I'm not purposely de cos u noe I not gd at multi-task ma!!! nvr wanna u wait 4ever la..lol! I noe how u feel lor cos I dun like pp let me wait so long on msn too! pasiseh! I public apologize liao!"
haha...then silly blogger dun let me post so I edit abit of wat I blogged lor cos while I was trying hor tis bung called again lor!!! AT 1am somemore!!!! Y all these pp no common sense de huh? pp dun nid 2 zzz meh? shit! I ans then I told her my throat damn pain can't tok,doc asked me 2 rest! then she asked 4 my hp no.again,said wanna sms me!!! sucks! I quite pek chek n said "my phone sot liao..can't hear u ..bye bye.."
then I kup n hang my phone up! I noe I'm rude but dunno how 2 reject her again n again..I damn scare pp keep asking again n again lor cos e 1st n 2nd X I noe how 2 reject u but e 3rd X..I'll 心 软 lor..haiz...
throat so 辛 苦 liao still let me so pek chek..sian ar!!! wanna go zzz le but was 2am plus le...nites..
oh ya I 4get 2 blog bout something..haha!
I jus enroll Taekwondo ler! dun laugh! I noe u're laughing..not funny la..hehe! my friend lor said v gd 4 health n self defence lor..then we went down 2 e CC,e instructor said no age range but I told him our bone so stiff lor..he said doesn't matter de! actually Taekwondo is my childhood's 梦 想 ,hope is not too late 2 实 现 它 ! lol! nxt sat 'll be my 1st lesson..looking 4wards lor..haha..kk..nites n muacksss...
~u can close ur eyes 2 things u dun wan 2 see, but u can’t close ur heart 2 things u dun wan 2 feel~
went 2 c "tat doc" at 11am but waited 4 one hrs plus lor! damn pissed ..is 4ever waiting so long de lor ,feel
like wasting my X lor!!! finally my turn was bout 1pm
liao!!! I knocked n went in ..he was like quite surprise cos a wk plus I jus brought my mom here nia then now
come again lor! so he said...
"ar..wat happen?"
me"oh..I lost my voice..throat pain.."
doc"I told u 2 take care of urself lor.."
me"haha..then 你 就 没 生 意 了 .."
doc"erm... 我 想 见 你 不 过 也 不 想 在 这 种 情 况 下 见
到 你"
me"...haha.."
then he checked my mouth n throat ...he said my throat damn
badly inflected lor..so mus take v strong antibiotics!omg! suay lor!doc said" u mus tok less n drink more water.."
then he sudd turn n look at my arm..upper part of my arm, somewhere near muscle there..n said..
" 为 甚 么 这 么 不 小 心 ？ "
I was like huh? wat? then I look at my arm..orh..there's a "or qi"(bruise)on it but 我 还 没 来 得 急 回 答 时 ,he stand up n walk so close 2 me n "sayang" my "or qi"!!! I was so damn paiseh can! sort of rubbing my blueblack but not rub is more like sayang lor..lolx! I gong foe around 5secs then faster asked
him bout his wed's trip! He told me e country he wanna go hor,is on war now so e airport closed n they ve 2 change meeting place liao! I 4get wat name of tat country liao..think is like muslim country lai de!
me" so heng..if u went last wk then now kena trap there le.."
doc"yalor,u re rite! 我 就 看 不 到 你 了 .."
me"haha.. so u re giving me antibiotics onli?"
doc"oh..n some tablets 4 ur throat...oh,ur skin v dry hor.."
here goes his hand again ...touch my hand tis X!
me" oh...maybe recently sunburn lor..haha"
doc"I give u these..use it like cleanse ...sample..free 4 u"
me"oh ..thanks..bye"
doc"u mus take care of urself ..ok..回 来 再 见 你 .."
妈 的 ! there goes his hand again! X(
touch my hand ..摸 up n down like sayang litat ...I faster walked away 2 e door n said bye again...lolx! kena 摸 3X ler!!!
then once I opened e door..all e pp outside like give me a damn black n pek chek's look litat!!! I think I was inside 4 almost 20mins lor...haha tat's my 看 病 过 程 ！All tis happened on me..I'm a v sensitive person so maybe I'm jus acting sensitive but really if some1 tell me his doc tok n act litat hor..I won't believe lor! but it's true n I nvr bullshit lor!maybe he is trying 2 be close 2 patient nia lor!after tat I went home n tell my mom bout it.My mom damn funny lor,she said" aiyo!变 态 啊 !" lolx!
Then I meet Joan at Seiyu..kena my mom scold cos she said I sick still go out lor! I'm not sick la..jus throat inflection nia!
ok..then Joan n I shop around in Seiyu..damn lots of pp lor! while we'll at e Levis's store hor..I saw a "b" damn look like DEAN!!! she wearing a cap then I 一 直 看 一 直 看 ..C till she turn around lor..ok is not DEAN but look damn 像 lor!!! also v shuai lor..thought I so heng saw DEAN,chey!
end up I nvr buy anything..JOan bought a skirt! then wanna take dinner but damn lots of pp everywhere so we decided 2 各 自 回 家 吃 lor!
I reached home around 7plus then cooked noodles cos my mom thought I'll ve my meal outside lor! then jiu on9 at 9pm...took med at 11pm then was blogging n chatting lor but damn sleepy n so many windows coming in so I think I replied v slow cos I was blogging ma..
To yun" sorry lor..I'm not purposely de cos u noe I not gd at multi-task ma!!! nvr wanna u wait 4ever la..lol! I noe how u feel lor cos I dun like pp let me wait so long on msn too! pasiseh! I public apologize liao!"
haha...then silly blogger dun let me post so I edit abit of wat I blogged lor cos while I was trying hor tis bung called again lor!!! AT 1am somemore!!!! Y all these pp no common sense de huh? pp dun nid 2 zzz meh? shit! I ans then I told her my throat damn pain can't tok,doc asked me 2 rest! then she asked 4 my hp no.again,said wanna sms me!!! sucks! I quite pek chek n said "my phone sot liao..can't hear u ..bye bye.."
then I kup n hang my phone up! I noe I'm rude but dunno how 2 reject her again n again..I damn scare pp keep asking again n again lor cos e 1st n 2nd X I noe how 2 reject u but e 3rd X..I'll 心 软 lor..haiz...
throat so 辛 苦 liao still let me so pek chek..sian ar!!! wanna go zzz le but was 2am plus le...nites..
oh ya I 4get 2 blog bout something..haha!
I jus enroll Taekwondo ler! dun laugh! I noe u're laughing..not funny la..hehe! my friend lor said v gd 4 health n self defence lor..then we went down 2 e CC,e instructor said no age range but I told him our bone so stiff lor..he said doesn't matter de! actually Taekwondo is my childhood's 梦 想 ,hope is not too late 2 实 现 它 ! lol! nxt sat 'll be my 1st lesson..looking 4wards lor..haha..kk..nites n muacksss...
~u can close ur eyes 2 things u dun wan 2 see, but u can’t close ur heart 2 things u dun wan 2 feel~
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/27/2007 10:18:00 PM
missed let it shine...
omg! I missed e jing cai ep of let it shine!!! suay!
last nite mitang was telling me bout e ending's part of let it shine is damn disgusting lor, so wasted..nvr watch n dun say I like 2 watch tis kinda of show hor ! cos I wanna c how tat orlulu act ma...e toopid scriptwriter wrote tis kinda storylines..
siao de! mus be her ears itchy wanna hear complain liao!
my mom also keeps saying y got such teacher de n blah blah..
DEAN nvr act is smart lor..bo now all e image gone man!
I dun think Dean 'll wear tat toopid dress ,die die also won't wear de lor...lolx! now tat sijia become DEAN's ti si gui! lolx!
she is so ke lian lor..wear tat toopid dress n still kena kiss by tat ah gua no.2! oh ya,mitang said ah gua no.2 damn ugly ler!I dunno onli glance once nia..mon mus watch liao..haiz..so wasted lor..
so suay
now I noe y pp say.."fan shang jia fan" liao! shit! all those bad
things keep looking 4 BE lor!!! I missed let it shine cos I went
2 HV! I went 2 HV cos 2 meet tat "bung" S.Lan! yes,tat day I blog bout her de..she really call me up lor! She still ve my house no. n called me at 6plus . I was so damn surprise !!!
then she said she at HV,damn fan wanna tok 2 some1 but no1
2 turn 2 so asked me can come out ma..at 1st I told her I'm buz de then she said dao like wanna commit suicide litat so bo bian jiu went down ...meet her in BK!
I thought wat prob man! shit! she said wanna break up with tat passive but passive dun let her go chey! I thought wat
da jian shi hai wo mei de kan let it shine! I told her jus tell tat passive lor then she said tat siao cha bor 'll die w/o her! then I told her litat I also can't help u liao..dunno how 2..tis is between 2 of them de da ji!!! then she haiz haiz haiz, I also haiz haiz haiz.. I haiz cos recently so fan lor not cos of her then she thought I worry bout her ler! she said paiseh 2 ask me out
then so long nvr c me jiu tell me all these unhappy stuff but she really no1 turn 2 since she is at HV so she xiang dao lor!
actually when I reached home hor,I sudd xiang dao how come she sudd ve my house no. when she is at HV huh? ok link back...then she said dun tok bout her da ji liao..tok bout me!
so she asked me wat I wking as n ve bfr ma? then I told her lor..we chatted dao 8pm then I told her I wanna go home liao.She asked 4 my hp.no! normally I dun give de cos it's under uncle's name ,he pay so I dun really like 2 use my hp unless pp call in lor ,free incoming call ma! onli my friend ve my hp.no nia not even a single 1 from forum de tho so many
asked 4 it! paiseh lor,hope u all underst! =]]
ok..I nvr give la cos can get me from house no.liao ma!!!
then jiu went home lor..on9 chatted with honey,yiyi n
jieying..then I off9 at 11plus hor,ta ma de tat bung called me ler! I so pek chek cos my throat A gao ma then jus now tok 2 her made my throat so dry liao then now call again..somemore I got no more med liao!!! then I told her I v xin ku cannot tok ..wth..she said" u dun tok jus listen 2 wat I say lor"
sucks! at 1st I bo bian jiu listen lor..then ta ma de she asked me" hoi,ni shui zhao ar?"
I said "mei you la,ni jiao wo ting jiu hao ma"
then she laughed n laughed ..ok I looked at e X is bout 1230am liao so I bluff her I jus taken med wanna zzz le then she said ,
"ming tian bai liu,ni zhe yang zao shui meh?"
I ans"wo chi yao ler...hen lei "
she" ming tian qu kan xi yao ma?"
I ans"huh?...bu yao..mei you kong "
then she" ok..wo zai da gei ni..bye bye..gdnite!"
then I hang liao! shit! tis kind of pp hor..I really dun unst lor
got gfr liao still ask pp out! I damn hate 2X'er de!!!
at 1st I thought is tat sucker but caller no.display not his no.lor so I pick up ma! then now dunno y sucker nvr call hor..tis bung replace him liao la!!! then cbleh suay de all is meet dao at HV de lor! I dun wan go HV liao!!! later dunno you bump in who liao! hope she call me jus 4 let out nia!
Be ..ni hen ke lian ler!!! all e suay things keep following u lor!
things 4ever turn out litat de....always opposite de!haiz.....
all I wan is jus u nia...y isit so difficult huh? y sudd so many pai chu lai huh? fan ler!!! pek chek lor!
aiyo..mus really go take med liao cos tat doc gtg oversea on MOn if I'm not wrong!!! tat bung hai my throat like gtg 2 burst liao!!! >.<
omg! I missed e jing cai ep of let it shine!!! suay!
last nite mitang was telling me bout e ending's part of let it shine is damn disgusting lor, so wasted..nvr watch n dun say I like 2 watch tis kinda of show hor ! cos I wanna c how tat orlulu act ma...e toopid scriptwriter wrote tis kinda storylines..
siao de! mus be her ears itchy wanna hear complain liao!
my mom also keeps saying y got such teacher de n blah blah..
DEAN nvr act is smart lor..bo now all e image gone man!
I dun think Dean 'll wear tat toopid dress ,die die also won't wear de lor...lolx! now tat sijia become DEAN's ti si gui! lolx!
she is so ke lian lor..wear tat toopid dress n still kena kiss by tat ah gua no.2! oh ya,mitang said ah gua no.2 damn ugly ler!I dunno onli glance once nia..mon mus watch liao..haiz..so wasted lor..
so suay
now I noe y pp say.."fan shang jia fan" liao! shit! all those bad
things keep looking 4 BE lor!!! I missed let it shine cos I went
2 HV! I went 2 HV cos 2 meet tat "bung" S.Lan! yes,tat day I blog bout her de..she really call me up lor! She still ve my house no. n called me at 6plus . I was so damn surprise !!!
then she said she at HV,damn fan wanna tok 2 some1 but no1
2 turn 2 so asked me can come out ma..at 1st I told her I'm buz de then she said dao like wanna commit suicide litat so bo bian jiu went down ...meet her in BK!
I thought wat prob man! shit! she said wanna break up with tat passive but passive dun let her go chey! I thought wat
da jian shi hai wo mei de kan let it shine! I told her jus tell tat passive lor then she said tat siao cha bor 'll die w/o her! then I told her litat I also can't help u liao..dunno how 2..tis is between 2 of them de da ji!!! then she haiz haiz haiz, I also haiz haiz haiz.. I haiz cos recently so fan lor not cos of her then she thought I worry bout her ler! she said paiseh 2 ask me out
then so long nvr c me jiu tell me all these unhappy stuff but she really no1 turn 2 since she is at HV so she xiang dao lor!
actually when I reached home hor,I sudd xiang dao how come she sudd ve my house no. when she is at HV huh? ok link back...then she said dun tok bout her da ji liao..tok bout me!
so she asked me wat I wking as n ve bfr ma? then I told her lor..we chatted dao 8pm then I told her I wanna go home liao.She asked 4 my hp.no! normally I dun give de cos it's under uncle's name ,he pay so I dun really like 2 use my hp unless pp call in lor ,free incoming call ma! onli my friend ve my hp.no nia not even a single 1 from forum de tho so many
asked 4 it! paiseh lor,hope u all underst! =]]
ok..I nvr give la cos can get me from house no.liao ma!!!
then jiu went home lor..on9 chatted with honey,yiyi n
jieying..then I off9 at 11plus hor,ta ma de tat bung called me ler! I so pek chek cos my throat A gao ma then jus now tok 2 her made my throat so dry liao then now call again..somemore I got no more med liao!!! then I told her I v xin ku cannot tok ..wth..she said" u dun tok jus listen 2 wat I say lor"
sucks! at 1st I bo bian jiu listen lor..then ta ma de she asked me" hoi,ni shui zhao ar?"
I said "mei you la,ni jiao wo ting jiu hao ma"
then she laughed n laughed ..ok I looked at e X is bout 1230am liao so I bluff her I jus taken med wanna zzz le then she said ,
"ming tian bai liu,ni zhe yang zao shui meh?"
I ans"wo chi yao ler...hen lei "
she" ming tian qu kan xi yao ma?"
I ans"huh?...bu yao..mei you kong "
then she" ok..wo zai da gei ni..bye bye..gdnite!"
then I hang liao! shit! tis kind of pp hor..I really dun unst lor
got gfr liao still ask pp out! I damn hate 2X'er de!!!
at 1st I thought is tat sucker but caller no.display not his no.lor so I pick up ma! then now dunno y sucker nvr call hor..tis bung replace him liao la!!! then cbleh suay de all is meet dao at HV de lor! I dun wan go HV liao!!! later dunno you bump in who liao! hope she call me jus 4 let out nia!
Be ..ni hen ke lian ler!!! all e suay things keep following u lor!
things 4ever turn out litat de....always opposite de!haiz.....
all I wan is jus u nia...y isit so difficult huh? y sudd so many pai chu lai huh? fan ler!!! pek chek lor!
aiyo..mus really go take med liao cos tat doc gtg oversea on MOn if I'm not wrong!!! tat bung hai my throat like gtg 2 burst liao!!! >.<
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/27/2007 07:31:00 AM
Friday, January 26, 2007
???
tis is crazy..is insane..is e 4th X I come here 2 blog!
omg!omg!OMG!
u mus be tired coz u hv been running through my mind, u gotta be a thief coz u ve stolen my heart n I mus ve been a bad shooter coz I keep missing u.somex I keep thinking maybe I should jus quit MSN..
should I??? I'm not sure either...
so I mus consider it from now on...ya..maybe I should...
but tat my last move...
it'll hurt most..
tis is crazy..is insane..is e 4th X I come here 2 blog!
omg!omg!OMG!
u mus be tired coz u hv been running through my mind, u gotta be a thief coz u ve stolen my heart n I mus ve been a bad shooter coz I keep missing u.somex I keep thinking maybe I should jus quit MSN..
should I??? I'm not sure either...
so I mus consider it from now on...ya..maybe I should...
but tat my last move...
it'll hurt most..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/26/2007 06:20:00 PM
jus a let out...
omg! tis is e 3rd X I come here 2 blog!
y ? dunno ..jus feel like toking 2 my blog ...sigh..
I feel like I'm trapped inside this body. I wanna scream,scream damn hard!Its e worst feeling when u realize tat 2 ur everything, u're nothing!I'm not supposed 2 care, I'm not supposed 2 wonder where u re n what 2 do, but I jus can't help myself..I over analyze every word u say 2 me,repeat them over n over in my head,my heart..ther's never many, always just a few but they mean so much 2 me, but nothing 2 u.
I know u'll never understand but if u did ...u'll onli be confused so I'm glad u dun underst me...n y does tis ve 2 affect on me?
n y does all tis hurting me so much? Sometimes I wonder how tis happened 2 me...maybe 1 day I'll change my p0int 0f view 0n us ..maybe ...I dunno how I would be able 2 get out of tat hole tat I'd digged but I'll try..Its hard 2 wait around 4 something tat u noe won't ever happen,but it's even harder 2 give up especially when its everything tat u ever wanted!
maybe I fell 2 fast 4 something I never should ve fallen 4 at all....I’m gtg 2 smile n make u think I’m happy, I’m gtg 2 laugh, so u don’t see me sad,I'll be myself..n I'll stay strong ...
n 2 pp reading my blog...I'm fine..jus a let out of e miserable
feelings in my heart,my mind...so dun worry bout me!
yea..after letting all out..it's really feel damn gd ..at least tis moment now!
n dun try 2 console me..
n dun try 2 ask me...
n I'll not tok bout it...
n I may jus close e window if u happen 2 ask ...
sorry...but p/s try 2 underst ...tat's me..
omg! tis is e 3rd X I come here 2 blog!
y ? dunno ..jus feel like toking 2 my blog ...sigh..
I feel like I'm trapped inside this body. I wanna scream,scream damn hard!Its e worst feeling when u realize tat 2 ur everything, u're nothing!I'm not supposed 2 care, I'm not supposed 2 wonder where u re n what 2 do, but I jus can't help myself..I over analyze every word u say 2 me,repeat them over n over in my head,my heart..ther's never many, always just a few but they mean so much 2 me, but nothing 2 u.
I know u'll never understand but if u did ...u'll onli be confused so I'm glad u dun underst me...n y does tis ve 2 affect on me?
n y does all tis hurting me so much? Sometimes I wonder how tis happened 2 me...maybe 1 day I'll change my p0int 0f view 0n us ..maybe ...I dunno how I would be able 2 get out of tat hole tat I'd digged but I'll try..Its hard 2 wait around 4 something tat u noe won't ever happen,but it's even harder 2 give up especially when its everything tat u ever wanted!
maybe I fell 2 fast 4 something I never should ve fallen 4 at all....I’m gtg 2 smile n make u think I’m happy, I’m gtg 2 laugh, so u don’t see me sad,I'll be myself..n I'll stay strong ...
n 2 pp reading my blog...I'm fine..jus a let out of e miserable
feelings in my heart,my mind...so dun worry bout me!
yea..after letting all out..it's really feel damn gd ..at least tis moment now!
n dun try 2 console me..
n dun try 2 ask me...
n I'll not tok bout it...
n I may jus close e window if u happen 2 ask ...
sorry...but p/s try 2 underst ...tat's me..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/26/2007 01:41:00 PM
Kena scolded
oh went jogging at 9am..shit ! jog halfway nia jiu started 2 rain!
so kena caught in e rain! damn! aiyo..lin dao yu liao,die !
dunno 'll get fever ma ? haiz...later mus bath early liao!
once step in my house nia ,my phone rang n kena scolded from my uncle ! He wan me 2 fax some invoice 2 clients but couldn't get me lor..my fault la..I nvr inform him lor,I thought I'll be back damn fast ma...haiz... sian 7 zao 8 zao bei ma le!!!
2day sure damn suay lor...lin dao yu then kena scold..so many suay thing happen la! wanna fa xie so come here 2 blog lor!
hai shi my blog dui wo zui hao! :P
oh went jogging at 9am..shit ! jog halfway nia jiu started 2 rain!
so kena caught in e rain! damn! aiyo..lin dao yu liao,die !
dunno 'll get fever ma ? haiz...later mus bath early liao!
once step in my house nia ,my phone rang n kena scolded from my uncle ! He wan me 2 fax some invoice 2 clients but couldn't get me lor..my fault la..I nvr inform him lor,I thought I'll be back damn fast ma...haiz... sian 7 zao 8 zao bei ma le!!!
2day sure damn suay lor...lin dao yu then kena scold..so many suay thing happen la! wanna fa xie so come here 2 blog lor!
hai shi my blog dui wo zui hao! :P
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/26/2007 12:06:00 PM
toopid antibiotics..
tis doc de antibiotics eat liao no effect de lor..sigh..waste my $!
mus go 2"tat doc" again liao cos jus now taken e last 2 tablets .
sian la,mus wait damn long de lor..haiz..c how la,maybe not gtg 2 c doc liao ..hehe
erm...nth much ytd,except I met my ex schmate at HV lor!
so surprise 2 C her...S.Lan(bung,last X zhui wo de).
She still can recognize me,I was quite surprise lor cos my hairstyle totally diff now! LastX I look quite boylish lor,hair
damn short..shorter than my bro! tat X my bro de damn long..
lolx! was like opp,my mom always say,"our house got 1 ah meng n 1 tomboy!" haha! I still remem whenever special occ comes, I went 2 my relative's house hor..all my auntie ,cousins, nephew ...whoever la, always ask my mom,"Karen got bfr ma?" damn funny lor,tat X was onli sec sch ler..dunno y they so anxious lor..ok,tok rubbish again...link back!
ok, I saw S.Lan in e Cold.S.,she was with a passive! At 1st I din
realise until I was nxt 2 her..she asked,"re u Karen?"
I was like..huh? omg! then I recognize lor ,actually her look nvr change except 4 her hairstyle lor! then she nvr intro e passive ler,I miao le yi yan...bu mei de lor..haha..I v bad hor!
then she asked me did I contact with another "bung", her fr
la..last X zhui wo at e same X de. so funny lor, not my classmate ler,is hers lor..she nvr keep in touch gen he kuang wo lor!We chatted bout 15mins lor,e passive like damn pek chek litat then I so paiseh jiu said bye bye lor! She asked 4 my
contact no. n I told her my no. nvr change..haha..I lihai rite!
if is friend hor...my house no. sure still ve de ma unless she lost or throw her contact no. la..my house de no. nvr change at all ma..so if my sec schmates call up anyx sure zao de dao wo lor!
then she said,"oh..ok" then I smile 2 tat passive n said "bye"..
wowlao, she so mean ler ...nvr bye n nvr smile at all man! shit ! I so paiseh,nvr give my fr face lor...If I was her sure say "hello" de! siao cha bor lor..face so black,thought I wan ur bung ar? song ge wo dou bu yao lor ..not shuai de..haha! She looks damn like cha bor la, no matter how she styles or wear ,also
looks like girl lor! v decent look,dunno y is les lor? tis kind of
thing v difficult 2 underst de la..so long liao she is still litat,I think maybe 4ever she'll be "bung" liao lor! I still remem last yr, I jus throw away e bear tat she given it 2 me when I was in sec2 lor! haha..a v big bear like my pooh pooh..she bought 4 me as a birthday present n e worst part was ...brought it 2 my class with a bouquet of flower !!! her e other friend did tat too!
also a doll n flower n cards...tat day I kena tease by all e boy in my class!!! was a sad birthday!!! BUt later on ..I was touched too cos they'll v nice lor! I also v peifu them got such courage 2 do tat ,not all gan do tat in sch lor! but I got pissed with her 1 day!!! cos when I met her in e toilet, she put her hand on my waist then u noe there'll other girls in e toilet ma n her sudd action ..xia dao wo lor! then I jus push her hand away n walked
out of e toilet! she called me after sch,then I told her I treat her as friend nia n asked her bu yao xiang Y lor! then she asked me wat bout her e other fr? 'll I give e other friend chances? oh ya e other 1 is Mui ,she looks like 1 of e DFC's mem..hahaha! dun tell u who..n of cos is not her la! I told S.Lan ..no..I won't acc her friend too! She asked me y? I dunno but I told her tat I'm str8 lor! so she nvr call me from e nxt day onward!
so ytd saw her again ...was like my memories back 2 sec sch again lor..lol! every moment in my past is all sweet momery lor! I dun really care tat u're les or gay lor...tis kind of thing connected with gan qing hor is damn difficult 2 li jie de!
dun ever think tat u won't n u're not! U'll be surprise tat 1 day u fall 4 e same sex lor!remem nth in tis world is impossibe de!!!
watever u thought won't happen...it'll happen 2 u 1day!
anyway jus relax n face it n ba ta chu li hao jiu ok le!
gen zhe gan jie zou ba! =]]
tis doc de antibiotics eat liao no effect de lor..sigh..waste my $!
mus go 2"tat doc" again liao cos jus now taken e last 2 tablets .
sian la,mus wait damn long de lor..haiz..c how la,maybe not gtg 2 c doc liao ..hehe
erm...nth much ytd,except I met my ex schmate at HV lor!
so surprise 2 C her...S.Lan(bung,last X zhui wo de).
She still can recognize me,I was quite surprise lor cos my hairstyle totally diff now! LastX I look quite boylish lor,hair
damn short..shorter than my bro! tat X my bro de damn long..
lolx! was like opp,my mom always say,"our house got 1 ah meng n 1 tomboy!" haha! I still remem whenever special occ comes, I went 2 my relative's house hor..all my auntie ,cousins, nephew ...whoever la, always ask my mom,"Karen got bfr ma?" damn funny lor,tat X was onli sec sch ler..dunno y they so anxious lor..ok,tok rubbish again...link back!
ok, I saw S.Lan in e Cold.S.,she was with a passive! At 1st I din
realise until I was nxt 2 her..she asked,"re u Karen?"
I was like..huh? omg! then I recognize lor ,actually her look nvr change except 4 her hairstyle lor! then she nvr intro e passive ler,I miao le yi yan...bu mei de lor..haha..I v bad hor!
then she asked me did I contact with another "bung", her fr
la..last X zhui wo at e same X de. so funny lor, not my classmate ler,is hers lor..she nvr keep in touch gen he kuang wo lor!We chatted bout 15mins lor,e passive like damn pek chek litat then I so paiseh jiu said bye bye lor! She asked 4 my
contact no. n I told her my no. nvr change..haha..I lihai rite!
if is friend hor...my house no. sure still ve de ma unless she lost or throw her contact no. la..my house de no. nvr change at all ma..so if my sec schmates call up anyx sure zao de dao wo lor!
then she said,"oh..ok" then I smile 2 tat passive n said "bye"..
wowlao, she so mean ler ...nvr bye n nvr smile at all man! shit ! I so paiseh,nvr give my fr face lor...If I was her sure say "hello" de! siao cha bor lor..face so black,thought I wan ur bung ar? song ge wo dou bu yao lor ..not shuai de..haha! She looks damn like cha bor la, no matter how she styles or wear ,also
looks like girl lor! v decent look,dunno y is les lor? tis kind of
thing v difficult 2 underst de la..so long liao she is still litat,I think maybe 4ever she'll be "bung" liao lor! I still remem last yr, I jus throw away e bear tat she given it 2 me when I was in sec2 lor! haha..a v big bear like my pooh pooh..she bought 4 me as a birthday present n e worst part was ...brought it 2 my class with a bouquet of flower !!! her e other friend did tat too!
also a doll n flower n cards...tat day I kena tease by all e boy in my class!!! was a sad birthday!!! BUt later on ..I was touched too cos they'll v nice lor! I also v peifu them got such courage 2 do tat ,not all gan do tat in sch lor! but I got pissed with her 1 day!!! cos when I met her in e toilet, she put her hand on my waist then u noe there'll other girls in e toilet ma n her sudd action ..xia dao wo lor! then I jus push her hand away n walked
out of e toilet! she called me after sch,then I told her I treat her as friend nia n asked her bu yao xiang Y lor! then she asked me wat bout her e other fr? 'll I give e other friend chances? oh ya e other 1 is Mui ,she looks like 1 of e DFC's mem..hahaha! dun tell u who..n of cos is not her la! I told S.Lan ..no..I won't acc her friend too! She asked me y? I dunno but I told her tat I'm str8 lor! so she nvr call me from e nxt day onward!
so ytd saw her again ...was like my memories back 2 sec sch again lor..lol! every moment in my past is all sweet momery lor! I dun really care tat u're les or gay lor...tis kind of thing connected with gan qing hor is damn difficult 2 li jie de!
dun ever think tat u won't n u're not! U'll be surprise tat 1 day u fall 4 e same sex lor!remem nth in tis world is impossibe de!!!
watever u thought won't happen...it'll happen 2 u 1day!
anyway jus relax n face it n ba ta chu li hao jiu ok le!
gen zhe gan jie zou ba! =]]
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/26/2007 07:08:00 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
A Gao...
ya..I'm dumb liao! omg! woke up at 4 55am, my throat like
damn dry litat..then I gurgle salt water again! ytd gurgle 4 dunno how many hundreds X liao lor!but it's really help a lot
lor,at least not so pain bo sure die lor! now like damn diff 2 speak lor..sigh..anyway nvm, 'll soon be fine de =]]
last nite after taking e med was damn tired lor so I off9 quite
early..bout 11 10pm nia! then v fast jiu zzz liao. I had a dream
but dunno wat dream la..can't remem le ...was onli 1am nia lor
then of cos sui bu zhe again lor..haiz..y so funny de,sui bu zhe then jiu mus look at e sky lor..ya..got star lor ...but compare 2
Bintan de sky hor..duno y Bintan de bi jiao mei lor! dunno wat's in my mind la? after a while jiu zzz le then wake up at
4 55am !!siao liao lor,everyday wake up so early dunno 4 wat sia? you bu yong qu sch n wk !!! so sian now got wk 2 do n is
damn lots lor!!! cos 4 days nvr do ma..then take med liao like
so sleepy litat then wanna take a nap you sui bu zhe!!!
crazy la!!! like wat veron said..e best is can change a new brain lor!! dunno wat I'm toking bout..all rubbish la!!! shit!
Oh ya,last nite I watched "let it shine" then cried ler! cried cos
of tat dunno wat "na" lor..so pity lor! then my mom was saying
sth like "where got ke lian ? she huo ga lor" aiyo , my mom so
mean de lor...haha! I damn like 2 cry ler..aiyo,dunno y..so easy
lor..haiz..happy also cry..sad also cry..angry also cry...gan dong also cry..,bu shuang also cry...hen shuang also cry...hahaha...siao liao...crapping ...lolx! then tat orlulu damn funny lor..lolx! I told my mom actually tat role is 4 DEAN de lor then my toopid bro damn kpo lor,he said," lucky is not ,bo so weird ..act dao so cheap litat..hahaha!" haha ni de si ren tou
lor!!! but quite true la..so weird lor..wanna act cool you bu cool la,then like tat renfred somemore act dao like so cheap litat..lol! heng is not dean lor..aiyo dunno wat happen 2 me la
I dun wanna blog liao..dunno wat rubbish I'm crapping lor..
mus be e med ...dun blog liao ...dun wan 2 blog ! dun wan 2 blog liao! I say dun wan liao....................................................
ya..I'm dumb liao! omg! woke up at 4 55am, my throat like
damn dry litat..then I gurgle salt water again! ytd gurgle 4 dunno how many hundreds X liao lor!but it's really help a lot
lor,at least not so pain bo sure die lor! now like damn diff 2 speak lor..sigh..anyway nvm, 'll soon be fine de =]]
last nite after taking e med was damn tired lor so I off9 quite
early..bout 11 10pm nia! then v fast jiu zzz liao. I had a dream
but dunno wat dream la..can't remem le ...was onli 1am nia lor
then of cos sui bu zhe again lor..haiz..y so funny de,sui bu zhe then jiu mus look at e sky lor..ya..got star lor ...but compare 2
Bintan de sky hor..duno y Bintan de bi jiao mei lor! dunno wat's in my mind la? after a while jiu zzz le then wake up at
4 55am !!siao liao lor,everyday wake up so early dunno 4 wat sia? you bu yong qu sch n wk !!! so sian now got wk 2 do n is
damn lots lor!!! cos 4 days nvr do ma..then take med liao like
so sleepy litat then wanna take a nap you sui bu zhe!!!
crazy la!!! like wat veron said..e best is can change a new brain lor!! dunno wat I'm toking bout..all rubbish la!!! shit!
Oh ya,last nite I watched "let it shine" then cried ler! cried cos
of tat dunno wat "na" lor..so pity lor! then my mom was saying
sth like "where got ke lian ? she huo ga lor" aiyo , my mom so
mean de lor...haha! I damn like 2 cry ler..aiyo,dunno y..so easy
lor..haiz..happy also cry..sad also cry..angry also cry...gan dong also cry..,bu shuang also cry...hen shuang also cry...hahaha...siao liao...crapping ...lolx! then tat orlulu damn funny lor..lolx! I told my mom actually tat role is 4 DEAN de lor then my toopid bro damn kpo lor,he said," lucky is not ,bo so weird ..act dao so cheap litat..hahaha!" haha ni de si ren tou
lor!!! but quite true la..so weird lor..wanna act cool you bu cool la,then like tat renfred somemore act dao like so cheap litat..lol! heng is not dean lor..aiyo dunno wat happen 2 me la
I dun wanna blog liao..dunno wat rubbish I'm crapping lor..
mus be e med ...dun blog liao ...dun wan 2 blog ! dun wan 2 blog liao! I say dun wan liao....................................................
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/25/2007 12:09:00 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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HELLO..yea..back!
Hi I’m back =]]
yea..ytd afternoon jiu reahed home liao but went 2 c doctor lor!yea..sick again :( dun scold me not taking care of myself hor cos not my fault la!!! e siao weather..nite was damn cold
cos Mr Jonney's house near seaside then e hai feng damn
solid lor..so even I wore a jacket n covered myself with blanket also no use lor! so now kena running nose liao n e worst part
is my THROAT gonna bi jia liao!! I gurgle with salt water damn lots of X liao..slightly better but mom asked me 2 C doctor lor cos throat inflection sure follow by fever de n I jus
recover from high fever not long ago ma...so bo bian , c doctor last nite! no fever yet but doctor give med jus in case lor..but I told him I still ve fever med so he gave me antibiotics n some
running nose tablets...(did not go 2 tat doc..cos too tired 2 take bus so sui bian kan downstair de lor!) damn tired lor..many things happen but not gtg 2 blog in2 so detail lor ..cos it’ll take me 3days 3 nites to blog by then! Lolx!
Ok..begin with e day b4 I left ..
I sleep at 130am n wake up at 430am!! Damn..can’t zz dunno y? I’m always litat lor..e nite b4 departure sure sui bu zhe de!
So noe wat I do ma? haha..I went jogging! I’m told 2 meet my uncle at TMFT at 8 05am sharp.I guess I still able 2 make it so I decide 2 go jogging 1st n is damn early lor..bout 530am nia.
I always jog after 6am de cos not so dark ma…then was really damn dark n quiet man! I normally jog somewhere near Ghim Moh ..there’s a jogging track n a big"long gao"..lolx!
dunno wat is tat call..damn big “drain” whatever la..then when I saw a couple, ah pek n ah ma there,so I was quite relieve cos scare me alone nia ma..but ah pek n ah ma jog halfway jiu “go s-tan” then I was like..die ,me alone nia! bo bian la..so I
carry on lor..tho there’s lamp poles but still v dark cos e distance of each lamp pole is quite far apart! Then I saw a shadow from my opp direction …dunno how far e distance is
but is quite a distance away. I xia dao ok…cos I can’t c his/her bottom part means can onli kan dao his upper part of e body nia! Wowpiang I was like ..close my eyes then open wide
again ..ok..still there..I was so scared so I decided 2
"go s-tan” !!! when I was about 2 make a u-turn ..he was quite close 2 me ler ..then he was near 2 e lamp pole ..LOLX!
ok…fine, I saw his bottom part liao..hahaha! cos he was
wearing black pants n black shoes…tat y I can’t c lor!! aiyo xia si wo ler..I thought I so heng …saw "mo mo"(ghost) ! LolX!
He looked at me ..then I couldn’t help stop laughing but heng I’m listening 2 songs.. with my ear pieces at least he won’t
think tat I’m sia cha bor lor..! then I nvr “go s-tan” con’t 4 awhile then u –turn back! damn long nvr jog liao so onli jog 2.6km nia! Then faster go home bath n change jiu take cab 2 TMFT liao!
AT TMFT
Day 01
I reached there at 8am! heng ..bo sure kena scold lor but e ferry departed at 9 05am ma..still got an hr lor! so sian…my uncle wanna buy mee hoon 4 me but I dun wan cos
scare later become “Merlion” lor..lolx! later throw all e food out jiu die liao..haha!so bout an hrs jiu reached BBT (Bandar Betan Telani Ferry Terminal) at Bintan liao!Ohya ,Bintan is an hr behind s’pore lor..I nvr adjust my watch la..n I nvr vomit lor..hehe :)
Love at e 1st sight....
when we reached BBT ferry terminal, Mr Jonney was there waiting 4 us lor..he is with his SON ..omg ! fir ST , ur mouth is so accurate lor..is like love at e first sight lor!!! He is damn handsome n cute lor !!! I think Mr Jonney is indon-chinese..
then his wife is jap-kor...cbleh luan la..mixed dao luan7 8 zao! so his son is indon+chin+jap+kor=???? dun care is wat la...damn handsome jiu dui le!!! .. shi shuai de lor..so we
shake hand n introd each other..he said, “I'm Bernie Mac....”!
I onli heard "Bernie" e rest dunno wat Mac blah blah ..dunno y his name cbleh long lor..haha!I was like gong for 3 secs ..lolx! cos remind me of “mitang” so qiao lor! He looks like “Keanu Reeves”!omg! damn shuai n cute.=]] Then I notice he keeps tou kan wo n keeps smiling lor..lolx! He is so cute!!!
Then we begin 2 tok …Mr Jonney drove us 2 his house..so uncle n me stayed there for 3days..I dunno where is tat place la..is a bungalow near Bintan industrial estate! Mr Jonney de house damn big sia ..Bernie show me around ,I think there's bout 6-8 bedrm bah? Onli 2 of them plus another 2 maid!
At Mr Jonney's factory
Then we rest 4 a while jiu went 2 Mr Jonney de factory…
manufacturing and sale of components for electronic......
I dunno anything bout “electronic” n my uncle shouldn’t ve ask me 2 go along de lor! so sian ..c n look at those “metal” lolx! Then my uncle n Mr Jonney tok n discuss..I jus walk here n there cc n look look ,took some photo nia..haha!we stay there till 6pm then Mr Jonney dai wo men qu makan!
Dinner X..Seafood = "Shitfood"
Omg! SEAFOOD!!! Shit! Mr Jonney ordered all those prawns,
crabs,sotong,dunno wat sai la ..all those shelf stuff lor..c liao jiu wanna vomit ! I think I force myself 2 eat 2 prawns ,some crab
meats then e fish I ate e most lor…n somemore is all spicy de hor! He did ask us wat we like 2 eat but of cos I keep quiet la..I eat dao cbleh xin ku lor..omg! I was praying hard tat e following days won't be eating all these stuff again bo I sure die de lor!!! My uncle jiu cbleh enjoy lor!!! sucking his finger somemore!!!
like eat dao damn shuang litat..4get 2 ask him wanna suck my finger ma..lolX! I noe he luv "shitfood" lor! tat nite I ve gastric pain liao n my tongue like damn itchy lor! itchy dao I almost wanna use my toothbrush 2 brush on my tongue man!!! then I keep bitting my tongue ..so pek chek..feel like cutting my tongue out lor ..haha..
oh ya,fir ST reminded me 2 bring med..Yea..heng I remem lor..so I took 1 "actal" after a while jiu feel much better la..
I 4get 2 tok bout after e dinner..then Mr Jonney wanna bring us 2 karaoke ..I noe Bintan lots of “those special “ karaoke de…so I look at my uncle n told him better dun la..I'm tired lor..if he wan then dun count me in lor...then Mr Jonney said 2morrow then go..siao liao! Ok..by e X reached his home was 9pm plus liao..so my uncle chat with him..I went 2 e guestrm
2 zzz! e guestrm at 3rd storey, kan de dao hai..damn nice can!Since kan dao hai means kan dao sky also..so I look up 2 e sky
everynite b4 I zz =]] shi shuang de lor! kan dao dun feel like zzz'ing ...I dunno wat X I fall asleep lor..but in e midnite, I heard some1 opened my door ..wo xia dao lor!!! thought is ghost! Then I saw Bernie!!! I xia dao again!!!I asked him …wat he wan? He said wanna zzz with me!!! Lolx! I was so surprise
n paiseh..cos we onli jin tian cai noe each other ma..I asked him 2 go back 2 his rm..but he dun wan so bo bian…he jiu zzz beside me lor!! at 1st we chat 4 awhile then he jiu fall asleep liao...e nxt morning ..my body ache la cos I dun dare 2 move ma ..so my legs like numb litat lor!
I think I've 2 stop here liao cos ve'ing gastric pain now..can't
type la..then throat damn dry n pain..mus go gurgle salt water
le!!! con't late afternoon bah!! c u..
[con't]
ok..I'm back 2 con't...
my throat is killing me>.< 2nd day rain..
omg! I thought "Rain" went 2 s'pore liao...how come
Bintan keeps raining de huh?lolx!so we nvr go out ..waited 4 e rain 2 stop then Mr Jonney wanna bring us 2 e famous “mana mana beach club” 2 take lunch but
e rain dun wanna go away ...so boring n sian man!
While waiting I play cards n watch DVD with Bernie .He is damn gd at cards lor…lolx!He keeps following wherever I go..he jus stick 2 me like glue lor..haha!
Ok..e rain stopped 4 awhile nia..so Mr Jonney drove us 2 a nearby rest 2 take lunch instead of e “mana mana beach club” so sad !!! bo bian it’s keep raining ma..so I din get a chance 2 go"mana mana beach club"..bu shuang ok!!!
so we took our lunch at a Indonesia rest..ok..e food damn nice lor..except “spicy” la..haha! after tat we jus went 2 a nearby mall ..shop shop nia jiu went back liao…nvr buy anything lor…"bleh gum" lor..hehe!
was really damn bo liao man…doing nth at Mr Jonney’s house so I jus keep looking out of e window…looking at e view of e seaside! Shi mei de lor!
Oh ya ..I saw Mr Jonney’s comp hor…my hand like damn “yang” can..haha but I try 2 control Lor..lolx! then dinner X, eat at home..his maid cook de food damn delicious ! Bernie noe I can't tahan "hot"stuff,he keeps pouring water 4 me..so sweet lor :)
Then kena force 2 toast..wth!red wine! so bo bian jiu drink 3 glasses of red wine lor!taste like shit!!!
then my uncle was telling me he decided not 2 go philippines liao..cos v mafan..e airport in
Bintan only caters to a limited number of flights, none of which are international so we mus either go Jakarta
or S'pore 2 transfer flight lor..I was so damn happy man!!! YAY! means can go home on 23rd liao!!!
but ..my uncle said depends on e weather lor..cos
he v “pa si” de ..he said raining ,wave rocky so if rain doesn’t stop jiu wait for another day lor!..sigh..I pray damn hard man!
so touch...
so I went bed with damn gd mood lor ! then here comes Bernie again!
Lolx! He noe I’m leaving 2morrow …so is like..erm…kinda of sad...can tell from his eyes lor..
He said he’ll feel lonely n ‘ll miss me..sigh…I was so gan dong n wanna cry out lor!!
I’ll miss u too!!! He is so so so sweet lor..he asked me 2 wait then he went out n back ..bout another 15mins X..at 1st I thought he went 2 zzz liao but …actually he went 2 his garden n plucked some flower 4 me!!! I was really damn damn touched!!! U noe I’ve been receiving so many X of flower...but but tis is e most “touching” de lor..my tears nearly drop out,I try 2 control lor. but I hugged him n give him a kiss on his cheek..he smile n look at me..tat nite, he zzz beside me again..
I dunno when he fall asleep…then I looked at him e whole nite n I did not really sleep well lor..between I noe my throat start 2 feel weird liao..mus be those
spicy stuff lor..wanna kill my throat man!! Suck dun underst y mus pp eat chilli?v nice meh? tongue like kena burn litat v shuang meh?
aiyo ! tis trip is like torturing me n damn bo liao lor!!! I dunno y my uncle bring me along lor…?
siao de..all I did was taking some pic of Mr Jonney’s factory de those “metal”,then listen 2 wat both of them toking bout eletronics stuff n blah blah blah!!!
But 4 me…I think zui da de shou huo is …knowing Bernie!!! He is so cute n caring lor …oh ya..I 4got 2 mention his age hor…he is 5yrs old!!! Lolx!
But wat he did..e way he tok..I think some 5X older than him de ren dou zuo bu dao lor! He is v kelian de cos his mama died when he is 3 yrs old then no sibling
Tat’s y kan dao wo damn happy lor..sigh..she bu de ta lor!!!
DREAM...
I look in2 e sky then jiu sui zhe liao lor…then I had a dream…omg! I really dream ler..I thought I can’t cos u nvr look at e sky..lolx! oh,maybe cos “Bernie” is zz beside me..tat’s y lor..u won’t underst wat I’m toking de lor..lolx! anyway was really a damn funny Dream lor!! dun wanna blog bout it cos e dream was like damn long ok!!! e post's already like damn damn long liao ..if I gonna tok bout my dream then tis post 'll
really be super long ..haha..but is so funny even when
I woke up e nxt morni hor,I can't help laughing when I'm taking breakfast lor!!! then my uncle said," wat happen? u crazy ar? zi ji gen zi ji xiao!"
then I jus ans.."bo la.." lolx! tell u when I'm on9 bah!
3rd day
still raining!!
damn T+H lor!!! still raining ! I was so scare,scare
hui bu liao jia lor..ok, I dun care..I pack my stuff n waited in e living rm lor.then I thought take another
pic with Bernie lor..but I realize tat my camera is not there! I was like..die liao,where huh? think damn hard,
trying 2 recall where I put …oh ya, ytd after e lunch, Bernie wanna play at e playground outside e rest..so I asked my uncle 2 keep my camera!!
Omg! I rushed 2 his rm n asked him..”where is my cam huh?”
He said” wat cam? Wo mei you na ma?”
Die liao…I noe he is a big sotong lor,then I said,
"I told u 2 keep ma..then u said ok!"
my uncle trying 2 recall.."got meh? where got?"
oh shit la! I damn pissed la..omg omg omg!!!!!
My canon IXU 55!!! omg! I bought last yr nia n was quite exp tat X..bout $500plus man!!! sucks! die liao! all those pic taken ..GONE! ta ma de! He said mus ve left at tat Indon rest liao..Mr Jonney called tat rest 2 check,pp won't be so toopid 2 admit it la..true enough lor,they said nvr c any camera lor!!!
wat 2 do! I'm not tat kind tat 'll make a fuss over it de lor..so jus jia jia said "nvm"! but I really "MIND" lor!!! aiyo! my uncle said wanna buy me a new 1 then he asked how much? wowpiang he ting dao around $500 + hor..
like kena electric shock litat!!! he shouted," wowlao,
y u buy so exp de? crazy ar?" then he walked away liao ler..ma de , shen me yi shi huh? wanna buy or dun wan huh? shit la! I sure make u pay 4 it de lor!!!
Kiss gdbye...
then Mr Jonney send us 2 e ferry terminal…
omg! Bernie cried!!! Of cos me too!
So sad…I told him I’ll come again n asked him 2 send letter 2 me..then he kiss me gdbye..haha!
So my trip 2 Bintan ended!!! Wat a bo liao trip !
but happy...noe Bernie n c all those mei mei de seaside!
but sad.....my camera gone n sick lor...sigh..
ok..let's all! v long post hor..haha..
get well soon,be =]]
HELLO..yea..back!
Hi I’m back =]]
yea..ytd afternoon jiu reahed home liao but went 2 c doctor lor!yea..sick again :( dun scold me not taking care of myself hor cos not my fault la!!! e siao weather..nite was damn cold
cos Mr Jonney's house near seaside then e hai feng damn
solid lor..so even I wore a jacket n covered myself with blanket also no use lor! so now kena running nose liao n e worst part
is my THROAT gonna bi jia liao!! I gurgle with salt water damn lots of X liao..slightly better but mom asked me 2 C doctor lor cos throat inflection sure follow by fever de n I jus
recover from high fever not long ago ma...so bo bian , c doctor last nite! no fever yet but doctor give med jus in case lor..but I told him I still ve fever med so he gave me antibiotics n some
running nose tablets...(did not go 2 tat doc..cos too tired 2 take bus so sui bian kan downstair de lor!) damn tired lor..many things happen but not gtg 2 blog in2 so detail lor ..cos it’ll take me 3days 3 nites to blog by then! Lolx!
Ok..begin with e day b4 I left ..
I sleep at 130am n wake up at 430am!! Damn..can’t zz dunno y? I’m always litat lor..e nite b4 departure sure sui bu zhe de!
So noe wat I do ma? haha..I went jogging! I’m told 2 meet my uncle at TMFT at 8 05am sharp.I guess I still able 2 make it so I decide 2 go jogging 1st n is damn early lor..bout 530am nia.
I always jog after 6am de cos not so dark ma…then was really damn dark n quiet man! I normally jog somewhere near Ghim Moh ..there’s a jogging track n a big"long gao"..lolx!
dunno wat is tat call..damn big “drain” whatever la..then when I saw a couple, ah pek n ah ma there,so I was quite relieve cos scare me alone nia ma..but ah pek n ah ma jog halfway jiu “go s-tan” then I was like..die ,me alone nia! bo bian la..so I
carry on lor..tho there’s lamp poles but still v dark cos e distance of each lamp pole is quite far apart! Then I saw a shadow from my opp direction …dunno how far e distance is
but is quite a distance away. I xia dao ok…cos I can’t c his/her bottom part means can onli kan dao his upper part of e body nia! Wowpiang I was like ..close my eyes then open wide
again ..ok..still there..I was so scared so I decided 2
"go s-tan” !!! when I was about 2 make a u-turn ..he was quite close 2 me ler ..then he was near 2 e lamp pole ..LOLX!
ok…fine, I saw his bottom part liao..hahaha! cos he was
wearing black pants n black shoes…tat y I can’t c lor!! aiyo xia si wo ler..I thought I so heng …saw "mo mo"(ghost) ! LolX!
He looked at me ..then I couldn’t help stop laughing but heng I’m listening 2 songs.. with my ear pieces at least he won’t
think tat I’m sia cha bor lor..! then I nvr “go s-tan” con’t 4 awhile then u –turn back! damn long nvr jog liao so onli jog 2.6km nia! Then faster go home bath n change jiu take cab 2 TMFT liao!
AT TMFT
Day 01
I reached there at 8am! heng ..bo sure kena scold lor but e ferry departed at 9 05am ma..still got an hr lor! so sian…my uncle wanna buy mee hoon 4 me but I dun wan cos
scare later become “Merlion” lor..lolx! later throw all e food out jiu die liao..haha!so bout an hrs jiu reached BBT (Bandar Betan Telani Ferry Terminal) at Bintan liao!Ohya ,Bintan is an hr behind s’pore lor..I nvr adjust my watch la..n I nvr vomit lor..hehe :)
Love at e 1st sight....
when we reached BBT ferry terminal, Mr Jonney was there waiting 4 us lor..he is with his SON ..omg ! fir ST , ur mouth is so accurate lor..is like love at e first sight lor!!! He is damn handsome n cute lor !!! I think Mr Jonney is indon-chinese..
then his wife is jap-kor...cbleh luan la..mixed dao luan7 8 zao! so his son is indon+chin+jap+kor=???? dun care is wat la...damn handsome jiu dui le!!! .. shi shuai de lor..so we
shake hand n introd each other..he said, “I'm Bernie Mac....”!
I onli heard "Bernie" e rest dunno wat Mac blah blah ..dunno y his name cbleh long lor..haha!I was like gong for 3 secs ..lolx! cos remind me of “mitang” so qiao lor! He looks like “Keanu Reeves”!omg! damn shuai n cute.=]] Then I notice he keeps tou kan wo n keeps smiling lor..lolx! He is so cute!!!
Then we begin 2 tok …Mr Jonney drove us 2 his house..so uncle n me stayed there for 3days..I dunno where is tat place la..is a bungalow near Bintan industrial estate! Mr Jonney de house damn big sia ..Bernie show me around ,I think there's bout 6-8 bedrm bah? Onli 2 of them plus another 2 maid!
At Mr Jonney's factory
Then we rest 4 a while jiu went 2 Mr Jonney de factory…
manufacturing and sale of components for electronic......
I dunno anything bout “electronic” n my uncle shouldn’t ve ask me 2 go along de lor! so sian ..c n look at those “metal” lolx! Then my uncle n Mr Jonney tok n discuss..I jus walk here n there cc n look look ,took some photo nia..haha!we stay there till 6pm then Mr Jonney dai wo men qu makan!
Dinner X..Seafood = "Shitfood"
Omg! SEAFOOD!!! Shit! Mr Jonney ordered all those prawns,
crabs,sotong,dunno wat sai la ..all those shelf stuff lor..c liao jiu wanna vomit ! I think I force myself 2 eat 2 prawns ,some crab
meats then e fish I ate e most lor…n somemore is all spicy de hor! He did ask us wat we like 2 eat but of cos I keep quiet la..I eat dao cbleh xin ku lor..omg! I was praying hard tat e following days won't be eating all these stuff again bo I sure die de lor!!! My uncle jiu cbleh enjoy lor!!! sucking his finger somemore!!!
like eat dao damn shuang litat..4get 2 ask him wanna suck my finger ma..lolX! I noe he luv "shitfood" lor! tat nite I ve gastric pain liao n my tongue like damn itchy lor! itchy dao I almost wanna use my toothbrush 2 brush on my tongue man!!! then I keep bitting my tongue ..so pek chek..feel like cutting my tongue out lor ..haha..
oh ya,fir ST reminded me 2 bring med..Yea..heng I remem lor..so I took 1 "actal" after a while jiu feel much better la..
I 4get 2 tok bout after e dinner..then Mr Jonney wanna bring us 2 karaoke ..I noe Bintan lots of “those special “ karaoke de…so I look at my uncle n told him better dun la..I'm tired lor..if he wan then dun count me in lor...then Mr Jonney said 2morrow then go..siao liao! Ok..by e X reached his home was 9pm plus liao..so my uncle chat with him..I went 2 e guestrm
2 zzz! e guestrm at 3rd storey, kan de dao hai..damn nice can!Since kan dao hai means kan dao sky also..so I look up 2 e sky
everynite b4 I zz =]] shi shuang de lor! kan dao dun feel like zzz'ing ...I dunno wat X I fall asleep lor..but in e midnite, I heard some1 opened my door ..wo xia dao lor!!! thought is ghost! Then I saw Bernie!!! I xia dao again!!!I asked him …wat he wan? He said wanna zzz with me!!! Lolx! I was so surprise
n paiseh..cos we onli jin tian cai noe each other ma..I asked him 2 go back 2 his rm..but he dun wan so bo bian…he jiu zzz beside me lor!! at 1st we chat 4 awhile then he jiu fall asleep liao...e nxt morning ..my body ache la cos I dun dare 2 move ma ..so my legs like numb litat lor!
I think I've 2 stop here liao cos ve'ing gastric pain now..can't
type la..then throat damn dry n pain..mus go gurgle salt water
le!!! con't late afternoon bah!! c u..
[con't]
ok..I'm back 2 con't...
my throat is killing me>.< 2nd day rain..
omg! I thought "Rain" went 2 s'pore liao...how come
Bintan keeps raining de huh?lolx!so we nvr go out ..waited 4 e rain 2 stop then Mr Jonney wanna bring us 2 e famous “mana mana beach club” 2 take lunch but
e rain dun wanna go away ...so boring n sian man!
While waiting I play cards n watch DVD with Bernie .He is damn gd at cards lor…lolx!He keeps following wherever I go..he jus stick 2 me like glue lor..haha!
Ok..e rain stopped 4 awhile nia..so Mr Jonney drove us 2 a nearby rest 2 take lunch instead of e “mana mana beach club” so sad !!! bo bian it’s keep raining ma..so I din get a chance 2 go"mana mana beach club"..bu shuang ok!!!
so we took our lunch at a Indonesia rest..ok..e food damn nice lor..except “spicy” la..haha! after tat we jus went 2 a nearby mall ..shop shop nia jiu went back liao…nvr buy anything lor…"bleh gum" lor..hehe!
was really damn bo liao man…doing nth at Mr Jonney’s house so I jus keep looking out of e window…looking at e view of e seaside! Shi mei de lor!
Oh ya ..I saw Mr Jonney’s comp hor…my hand like damn “yang” can..haha but I try 2 control Lor..lolx! then dinner X, eat at home..his maid cook de food damn delicious ! Bernie noe I can't tahan "hot"stuff,he keeps pouring water 4 me..so sweet lor :)
Then kena force 2 toast..wth!red wine! so bo bian jiu drink 3 glasses of red wine lor!taste like shit!!!
then my uncle was telling me he decided not 2 go philippines liao..cos v mafan..e airport in
Bintan only caters to a limited number of flights, none of which are international so we mus either go Jakarta
or S'pore 2 transfer flight lor..I was so damn happy man!!! YAY! means can go home on 23rd liao!!!
but ..my uncle said depends on e weather lor..cos
he v “pa si” de ..he said raining ,wave rocky so if rain doesn’t stop jiu wait for another day lor!..sigh..I pray damn hard man!
so touch...
so I went bed with damn gd mood lor ! then here comes Bernie again!
Lolx! He noe I’m leaving 2morrow …so is like..erm…kinda of sad...can tell from his eyes lor..
He said he’ll feel lonely n ‘ll miss me..sigh…I was so gan dong n wanna cry out lor!!
I’ll miss u too!!! He is so so so sweet lor..he asked me 2 wait then he went out n back ..bout another 15mins X..at 1st I thought he went 2 zzz liao but …actually he went 2 his garden n plucked some flower 4 me!!! I was really damn damn touched!!! U noe I’ve been receiving so many X of flower...but but tis is e most “touching” de lor..my tears nearly drop out,I try 2 control lor. but I hugged him n give him a kiss on his cheek..he smile n look at me..tat nite, he zzz beside me again..
I dunno when he fall asleep…then I looked at him e whole nite n I did not really sleep well lor..between I noe my throat start 2 feel weird liao..mus be those
spicy stuff lor..wanna kill my throat man!! Suck dun underst y mus pp eat chilli?v nice meh? tongue like kena burn litat v shuang meh?
aiyo ! tis trip is like torturing me n damn bo liao lor!!! I dunno y my uncle bring me along lor…?
siao de..all I did was taking some pic of Mr Jonney’s factory de those “metal”,then listen 2 wat both of them toking bout eletronics stuff n blah blah blah!!!
But 4 me…I think zui da de shou huo is …knowing Bernie!!! He is so cute n caring lor …oh ya..I 4got 2 mention his age hor…he is 5yrs old!!! Lolx!
But wat he did..e way he tok..I think some 5X older than him de ren dou zuo bu dao lor! He is v kelian de cos his mama died when he is 3 yrs old then no sibling
Tat’s y kan dao wo damn happy lor..sigh..she bu de ta lor!!!
DREAM...
I look in2 e sky then jiu sui zhe liao lor…then I had a dream…omg! I really dream ler..I thought I can’t cos u nvr look at e sky..lolx! oh,maybe cos “Bernie” is zz beside me..tat’s y lor..u won’t underst wat I’m toking de lor..lolx! anyway was really a damn funny Dream lor!! dun wanna blog bout it cos e dream was like damn long ok!!! e post's already like damn damn long liao ..if I gonna tok bout my dream then tis post 'll
really be super long ..haha..but is so funny even when
I woke up e nxt morni hor,I can't help laughing when I'm taking breakfast lor!!! then my uncle said," wat happen? u crazy ar? zi ji gen zi ji xiao!"
then I jus ans.."bo la.." lolx! tell u when I'm on9 bah!
3rd day
still raining!!
damn T+H lor!!! still raining ! I was so scare,scare
hui bu liao jia lor..ok, I dun care..I pack my stuff n waited in e living rm lor.then I thought take another
pic with Bernie lor..but I realize tat my camera is not there! I was like..die liao,where huh? think damn hard,
trying 2 recall where I put …oh ya, ytd after e lunch, Bernie wanna play at e playground outside e rest..so I asked my uncle 2 keep my camera!!
Omg! I rushed 2 his rm n asked him..”where is my cam huh?”
He said” wat cam? Wo mei you na ma?”
Die liao…I noe he is a big sotong lor,then I said,
"I told u 2 keep ma..then u said ok!"
my uncle trying 2 recall.."got meh? where got?"
oh shit la! I damn pissed la..omg omg omg!!!!!
My canon IXU 55!!! omg! I bought last yr nia n was quite exp tat X..bout $500plus man!!! sucks! die liao! all those pic taken ..GONE! ta ma de! He said mus ve left at tat Indon rest liao..Mr Jonney called tat rest 2 check,pp won't be so toopid 2 admit it la..true enough lor,they said nvr c any camera lor!!!
wat 2 do! I'm not tat kind tat 'll make a fuss over it de lor..so jus jia jia said "nvm"! but I really "MIND" lor!!! aiyo! my uncle said wanna buy me a new 1 then he asked how much? wowpiang he ting dao around $500 + hor..
like kena electric shock litat!!! he shouted," wowlao,
y u buy so exp de? crazy ar?" then he walked away liao ler..ma de , shen me yi shi huh? wanna buy or dun wan huh? shit la! I sure make u pay 4 it de lor!!!
Kiss gdbye...
then Mr Jonney send us 2 e ferry terminal…
omg! Bernie cried!!! Of cos me too!
So sad…I told him I’ll come again n asked him 2 send letter 2 me..then he kiss me gdbye..haha!
So my trip 2 Bintan ended!!! Wat a bo liao trip !
but happy...noe Bernie n c all those mei mei de seaside!
but sad.....my camera gone n sick lor...sigh..
ok..let's all! v long post hor..haha..
get well soon,be =]]
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/24/2007 08:00:00 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Really last post liao...
lolx! I thought I said ,"last post..." haha! tat's me lor!!!
ya,I come 2 hug n kiss my blog again...
can't zzz...was packing my stuff lor..
haiz...2nite was a sad nite...
thanks 2 those tat came specially 2 chat with me ...
once again ...take care n c u gals soon =]]
Missing u could turn from pain to pleasure,
if I knew u were missing me too.
I can't..cos u nvr look up 2 e sky...
so remem 2 look up n I'll c u 2nite in my dream..
I think we dream so we don't ve 2 be apart so long.
If we're in each other's dreams so we'll be able 2 meet
everynite..
<3
lolx! I thought I said ,"last post..." haha! tat's me lor!!!
ya,I come 2 hug n kiss my blog again...
can't zzz...was packing my stuff lor..
haiz...2nite was a sad nite...
thanks 2 those tat came specially 2 chat with me ...
once again ...take care n c u gals soon =]]
Missing u could turn from pain to pleasure,
if I knew u were missing me too.
I can't..cos u nvr look up 2 e sky...
so remem 2 look up n I'll c u 2nite in my dream..
I think we dream so we don't ve 2 be apart so long.
If we're in each other's dreams so we'll be able 2 meet
everynite..
<3
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/21/2007 12:43:00 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
LAST POST B4 I GO 2 INDONESIA
ok..tis shall be my last post ,ya..leaving 2morrow morni!
dunno 'll be coming on9 ma,so jus wanna say....Take care,gals...n 'll miss all of u lor!!! so sad..sigh..no comp,no
msn,no blog,no mitang...sigh...wanna die liao..really ler!jus dunno y tis is not e 1st x leaving but really feeling damn bad..dun feel like gtg n is so damn long lor!!! I 'll miss u badly..really vvv badly...haizzzzzzzzzz
oh ya while I was blogging ,xiaojie look 4 me! he still can't enter my blog,so weird lor?! he said even he use his friend pc or laptop also can't! lolx! my blog really dun like guys!!
Hi..Hello blogger, u les ar?? hahaha!!! actually jus wanna tell xiaojie 2 be strong n stay happy!
of cos u can always look 4 me when u're down lor.but dun always look back la..I dunno y pp luv 2 look back 2 e past of cos including me too!?
I mean can't turn back e clock so y not jus cherish e secs,mins,hrs...rite now! can look back but mus noe how 2 come back,dun stuck in e past..
I myself always look back but I noe when 2 come back...so dun worry bout me..I'll be always fine =]]
last ...tata n c u in 3 or 7days X?!
if u think tat I'm away from u, look at e sky tis night -
u'll see my eyes,
they are looking u and
they will tell u that I miss u!
ok..tis shall be my last post ,ya..leaving 2morrow morni!
dunno 'll be coming on9 ma,so jus wanna say....Take care,gals...n 'll miss all of u lor!!! so sad..sigh..no comp,no
msn,no blog,no mitang...sigh...wanna die liao..really ler!jus dunno y tis is not e 1st x leaving but really feeling damn bad..dun feel like gtg n is so damn long lor!!! I 'll miss u badly..really vvv badly...haizzzzzzzzzz
oh ya while I was blogging ,xiaojie look 4 me! he still can't enter my blog,so weird lor?! he said even he use his friend pc or laptop also can't! lolx! my blog really dun like guys!!
Hi..Hello blogger, u les ar?? hahaha!!! actually jus wanna tell xiaojie 2 be strong n stay happy!
of cos u can always look 4 me when u're down lor.but dun always look back la..I dunno y pp luv 2 look back 2 e past of cos including me too!?
I mean can't turn back e clock so y not jus cherish e secs,mins,hrs...rite now! can look back but mus noe how 2 come back,dun stuck in e past..
I myself always look back but I noe when 2 come back...so dun worry bout me..I'll be always fine =]]
last ...tata n c u in 3 or 7days X?!
if u think tat I'm away from u, look at e sky tis night -
u'll see my eyes,
they are looking u and
they will tell u that I miss u!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/20/2007 07:41:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GUANLIN
gl,C I so nice ...specially wish u in my blog!
although ve wished u last nite but 2day is actual de ma..n since u said won't be coming on9 2day so I'll
be gtg 2 indon. liao.. here a wish 4 u...
jus.........STAY HAPPY N HEALTHY 4EVER!!! =]]
gl,C I so nice ...specially wish u in my blog!
although ve wished u last nite but 2day is actual de ma..n since u said won't be coming on9 2day so I'll
be gtg 2 indon. liao.. here a wish 4 u...
jus.........STAY HAPPY N HEALTHY 4EVER!!! =]]
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/20/2007 07:22:00 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
D AND D
YAY!Finally n at last...DIYA n DARREN!!!
yes! been watching e guys de PSS but so funny
cos I prefer tat lizard's perf last nite! Maybe all
e 3 songs he chosen re my fav too!beside tat he
really ve a clear n nice vocal lor..is true thou I
dun like him lor! I dunno wat Darren is singing
lor...lolx! but he still score e highest lor! At 1st I was damn scare,scare Darren'll out lor cos Nat got lots of supporter too! In e end was heng lor...DIYA n DARREN really make it!!! But damn funny cos I dun like Nat but when I saw his "gao bie pian duan" ,I cried lor!!! damn xin ruan lor!e last song he sang at e result show was damn fantastic!!!.."ji mo gong lu" if I'm not wrong is sing by Wu sikai ,v nice song!
Both carrie n nat din cry ler but I cried lor! so
toopid la..none of my business ,dunno cry 4 wat sia!!!??? lolx! At e end of e show,I saw Diya chong xia tai n hug carrie!!! both re cbleh gd friends lor!Both of them even become Nat n ah lian 'daddy n mummy' lor..haha..I read from carrie's blog de, they jus playing along,jkjk nia
la..dun mistaken lor! ok...so I decided 2 support DIYA!!! but I think Darren sure win de lor! nvm la...DIYA also winner lor!!! :)
梦 。 。
黎 明 时 分 突 然 从 睡 梦 中 惊 醒 过 来 ！
才 发 现 原 来 只 是 一 场 梦 。 。
在 梦 里 ， 我 回 到 了 以 前 的 河 水 山 旧 家
梦 又 把 我 带 回 到 残 酷 的 回 忆 里 ！ 一 切 熟 悉
的 情 景 再 一 次 赤 裸 裸 的 呈 现 在 我眼 前 。 。
那 一 幕。 。 。 正 是 我人 生 旅 途 中 永 远 挥 不掉
的 经 历 ， 永 远 都 深 深的 印 在我 脑 海 里 ！ 虽 然 已 灰 黄 不 堪 但 又 却 是 那 么 的 深 刻 ！
梦 里 的 爸正 拿 起 烫 斗 朝 电 视 机甩 了 过 去 ！
这 时 ‘ 碰 ’了 一 声 巨 响 ， 玻 璃 碎 片 全 都 洒 满
在 地 上 ！ 我 当 时 很 害 怕 一 直 在 哭 ， 在 哭 ！
妈 赶 紧 拿 着扫把 清 理 地 上 的 碎 片 而 爸 却 落
无 其 事 的 坐 在 那 ！ ！ ！我 就 是 在 这 时被吓
醒 的！
爸 ， 不 是 说 好 了 不 再 提 起 以 前 的 事 吗 ？
为 什 么 您 出 现 在 我 梦 里 竟 是 停 留 在 这 画 面 ？或 许 说 这 就 是 您 留 给 我 最 深 刻 的 印 象 吧 ！
梦 醒 时 分 ，浑 身 都 是 在 冒 冷 汗 。 。头 发 也 湿
透 了 连 枕 头 也 湿 了 ！ 眼 角 还 是 湿 的 。 。 。
究 竟 是 在 梦 里 哭 了还 是 。 。 ？
爸 ， 您 还 好 吗 ？ 为 何 不 让 我 梦 到 现
在 的 您呢？ 以 前 的 事 就 让 它 随 您 去 吧 。 。
不 要 再 留 恋 过 去 ， 不 要 再 留 恋 那 段 令 人
悲 伤 的 往 事 ！
我 以 为 您 已 经 把 它 带 走 了 ！ 但 事 实 告 诉
我 。 。 必 不 是 所 有 的 事 情 说 忘 记 就 能 忘 记
我 把 它 压 抑 在 深 处 ， 您 又 把 它 挖 了 出 来 。
让 我 不 知 所 错 ？ ！
请 您 下 回 不 要 再 带 我 回 到 从 前 。 。
我 只 要 陪 您 在 梦 里 聊 天 ， 看 到 您 就 心 满 意 足 了 。 。 。
我 又 失 眠 了 ！ 不 过 还 好 已 是 四 点 钟 。 。
反 正 睡 不 着 便 坐 在 窗 前 看 星 星 。 。 。 。
夜 很 黑 。 星 星 一 闪 一 闪 的 竟 把 整 片 天 空
给 照 亮 了 许 多 ！
我 喜 欢 夜 晚 的 感 觉 ， 它 让 人 有 种 说 不 出 的
“静 ”！ 但 又 不 会 感 到 害 怕 的 “静 ”！
我 突 然 感 触 良 多 ， 想 了 很 多 很 多 事 。 。 。
也 许 人 随 着 年 龄 的增 长 ， 想 的 东 西 比 较多 也 比 较 深 一 层 吧 ！
我 问 了 自 己 好 些 问 题 但 始 终 没 有 答 案 ?
人 就 是 很 矛 盾 ， 其 实 很 多 事 情 根 本 就 没
答 案 ，根 本 不 必 问 也 无 须 懂 ！
知 道 后 未 必 会 快 乐 。 。 。
不 知 道 反 而 更 好 ！
人生存在世上，未知太多，但是知道又如何？希望得到什麼？事業、財富、 爱 情 ？不怕你笑，沒有大志的我，只希望日 子 过 得 快 乐 就 够 了 ！
讨 厌 的 人 ，请 远 离 我 。 。
我 喜 欢 的 人 请 更 靠 近 我 。 。
其 实 每 天的快樂莫過於掛住你，想著你。
我不知道為何會那麼在乎妳..
也 不 知 几 时 你悄悄地走入了我的世界 。 。
深深地你住進了我的心底。 。 。 。
莫 明 其 妙 的 我 ， 莫 明 其 妙 的 会 想 起 你 ，
尽 管 你 没 觉 察 到 ， 不 管 结 果 如 何 。 。
我 还 是 要 感 谢 你 ， 感 谢 你 偷 偷 的 走 进了 我 的 世 界 里 。 。 虽 然 这 滋 味 不 怎 么 好 受 但 我 告 诉 自 己 。 。 。把 对 一 个 人的 爱 、 思 恋化为祝 福 收 藏 在 心里 悄 悄 的 在 夜 晚 送 到
你 梦 里 。 。
如果有一天...你走进我的心里你一定会哭泣...
因为里面装满了你的点点滴滴...
如果有一天...我走进你的心里我一定会哭泣...
因为在里面我找不到我的身影...
YAY!Finally n at last...DIYA n DARREN!!!
yes! been watching e guys de PSS but so funny
cos I prefer tat lizard's perf last nite! Maybe all
e 3 songs he chosen re my fav too!beside tat he
really ve a clear n nice vocal lor..is true thou I
dun like him lor! I dunno wat Darren is singing
lor...lolx! but he still score e highest lor! At 1st I was damn scare,scare Darren'll out lor cos Nat got lots of supporter too! In e end was heng lor...DIYA n DARREN really make it!!! But damn funny cos I dun like Nat but when I saw his "gao bie pian duan" ,I cried lor!!! damn xin ruan lor!e last song he sang at e result show was damn fantastic!!!.."ji mo gong lu" if I'm not wrong is sing by Wu sikai ,v nice song!
Both carrie n nat din cry ler but I cried lor! so
toopid la..none of my business ,dunno cry 4 wat sia!!!??? lolx! At e end of e show,I saw Diya chong xia tai n hug carrie!!! both re cbleh gd friends lor!Both of them even become Nat n ah lian 'daddy n mummy' lor..haha..I read from carrie's blog de, they jus playing along,jkjk nia
la..dun mistaken lor! ok...so I decided 2 support DIYA!!! but I think Darren sure win de lor! nvm la...DIYA also winner lor!!! :)
梦 。 。
黎 明 时 分 突 然 从 睡 梦 中 惊 醒 过 来 ！
才 发 现 原 来 只 是 一 场 梦 。 。
在 梦 里 ， 我 回 到 了 以 前 的 河 水 山 旧 家
梦 又 把 我 带 回 到 残 酷 的 回 忆 里 ！ 一 切 熟 悉
的 情 景 再 一 次 赤 裸 裸 的 呈 现 在 我眼 前 。 。
那 一 幕。 。 。 正 是 我人 生 旅 途 中 永 远 挥 不掉
的 经 历 ， 永 远 都 深 深的 印 在我 脑 海 里 ！ 虽 然 已 灰 黄 不 堪 但 又 却 是 那 么 的 深 刻 ！
梦 里 的 爸正 拿 起 烫 斗 朝 电 视 机甩 了 过 去 ！
这 时 ‘ 碰 ’了 一 声 巨 响 ， 玻 璃 碎 片 全 都 洒 满
在 地 上 ！ 我 当 时 很 害 怕 一 直 在 哭 ， 在 哭 ！
妈 赶 紧 拿 着扫把 清 理 地 上 的 碎 片 而 爸 却 落
无 其 事 的 坐 在 那 ！ ！ ！我 就 是 在 这 时被吓
醒 的！
爸 ， 不 是 说 好 了 不 再 提 起 以 前 的 事 吗 ？
为 什 么 您 出 现 在 我 梦 里 竟 是 停 留 在 这 画 面 ？或 许 说 这 就 是 您 留 给 我 最 深 刻 的 印 象 吧 ！
梦 醒 时 分 ，浑 身 都 是 在 冒 冷 汗 。 。头 发 也 湿
透 了 连 枕 头 也 湿 了 ！ 眼 角 还 是 湿 的 。 。 。
究 竟 是 在 梦 里 哭 了还 是 。 。 ？
爸 ， 您 还 好 吗 ？ 为 何 不 让 我 梦 到 现
在 的 您呢？ 以 前 的 事 就 让 它 随 您 去 吧 。 。
不 要 再 留 恋 过 去 ， 不 要 再 留 恋 那 段 令 人
悲 伤 的 往 事 ！
我 以 为 您 已 经 把 它 带 走 了 ！ 但 事 实 告 诉
我 。 。 必 不 是 所 有 的 事 情 说 忘 记 就 能 忘 记
我 把 它 压 抑 在 深 处 ， 您 又 把 它 挖 了 出 来 。
让 我 不 知 所 错 ？ ！
请 您 下 回 不 要 再 带 我 回 到 从 前 。 。
我 只 要 陪 您 在 梦 里 聊 天 ， 看 到 您 就 心 满 意 足 了 。 。 。
我 又 失 眠 了 ！ 不 过 还 好 已 是 四 点 钟 。 。
反 正 睡 不 着 便 坐 在 窗 前 看 星 星 。 。 。 。
夜 很 黑 。 星 星 一 闪 一 闪 的 竟 把 整 片 天 空
给 照 亮 了 许 多 ！
我 喜 欢 夜 晚 的 感 觉 ， 它 让 人 有 种 说 不 出 的
“静 ”！ 但 又 不 会 感 到 害 怕 的 “静 ”！
我 突 然 感 触 良 多 ， 想 了 很 多 很 多 事 。 。 。
也 许 人 随 着 年 龄 的增 长 ， 想 的 东 西 比 较多 也 比 较 深 一 层 吧 ！
我 问 了 自 己 好 些 问 题 但 始 终 没 有 答 案 ?
人 就 是 很 矛 盾 ， 其 实 很 多 事 情 根 本 就 没
答 案 ，根 本 不 必 问 也 无 须 懂 ！
知 道 后 未 必 会 快 乐 。 。 。
不 知 道 反 而 更 好 ！
人生存在世上，未知太多，但是知道又如何？希望得到什麼？事業、財富、 爱 情 ？不怕你笑，沒有大志的我，只希望日 子 过 得 快 乐 就 够 了 ！
讨 厌 的 人 ，请 远 离 我 。 。
我 喜 欢 的 人 请 更 靠 近 我 。 。
其 实 每 天的快樂莫過於掛住你，想著你。
我不知道為何會那麼在乎妳..
也 不 知 几 时 你悄悄地走入了我的世界 。 。
深深地你住進了我的心底。 。 。 。
莫 明 其 妙 的 我 ， 莫 明 其 妙 的 会 想 起 你 ，
尽 管 你 没 觉 察 到 ， 不 管 结 果 如 何 。 。
我 还 是 要 感 谢 你 ， 感 谢 你 偷 偷 的 走 进了 我 的 世 界 里 。 。 虽 然 这 滋 味 不 怎 么 好 受 但 我 告 诉 自 己 。 。 。把 对 一 个 人的 爱 、 思 恋化为祝 福 收 藏 在 心里 悄 悄 的 在 夜 晚 送 到
你 梦 里 。 。
如果有一天...你走进我的心里你一定会哭泣...
因为里面装满了你的点点滴滴...
如果有一天...我走进你的心里我一定会哭泣...
因为在里面我找不到我的身影...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/19/2007 07:09:00 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Let It Shine
ermmm...no comment! not really vv nice but I still
laugh throughout e show!my mom luv watching it
too! :) zy looks fat! some1 comments in shin min news
again,asked him 2 jian fei ..haha! renfred act dao bu
zhi ran lor..dai dai de(gong gong)..teresa also guai guai lor...e head like damn big n long then e body like slim
down liao!khim also fat lor,I think damn match with
zy ler..haha! orlulu is gd at acting lor but she really act
dao damn cu lu lor,they call her"nan ren po"in LIS!
I keep imagine she is DEAN ler cos actually tat suppose 2 be DEAN's role ma!...sigh....then juzagal post in e
forum,she said e theme song sang by them(zy,teresa,renfred n DEAN) at least still got DEAN's voice lor :) I dun really like tat Felicia lor..anyway still
'll be watching e show cos of ep 10!!! haha!
PSS
I switch over 2 ch U at 7 40pm bah cos of LIS!! but I din miss
it la..ytd was a bit disappointed cos I think Diya's perf is not v
gd lor!:( I think she onli score 37.5 after breaking even 4 tat 3
songs! carrie got 39.? something which is higher than Diya!
maybe I nvr hear those song b4 so dunno wat's Diya singing lor!or maybe my mood affected me..??anyway think Diya's
sure 'll be e winner lor cos she got more supporter n S'pore
lack of "zhong xing"singer lor! like DEAN?!but of cos Dean still e BEST!ok..2nite guys de,so sian damn scare lizard win lor!
He got really lots of supporter la X( Hope both D 'll win lor!
Away from 21-27/01???
my uncle jus inform me again... he said maybe 'll travel 2 Philippine from there!!! wth! die liao 3days become 6days liao!!! somemore not confirm yet!!! how am I suppose 2 pack my bag huh?? If really go Philippine from Indonesia hor..dunno 29th able 2 reach home ma???!!! aiyo die liao..sure die de,so many damn days
no comp,cannot blog ,cannot msn..!!! sure qi siao lor!
driving me crazy la..seem like everything driving me crazy lor!
wat 2 do?life jiu shi so SUCKs but still nid 2 carry on moving!!! move dao die !!! dunno wat's e reason 4 coming 2 tis world man!live 4??? live 4 ur love ones? live 4 ur aims n dreams?
then in end u end in e rectangular box lor!(coffin)
then in e end watever whoever also cannot bring along with u 2 another world lor!! so sad! I'm crapping la..bo liao rubbish!!
oh ya ,my mom'll finish her med by 2day! so far so gd! but I
still damn worry can!! I'm still veing gastric ..damn pain lor!
haiz..so suay ..all e bad things keep looking 4 BE!! X(
last nite my bro came home n of cos I din ve a words with him
la!! He looks damn fierce ok!as if wo qian ta de lor..give me tat
sickening look!!! I won't give in de! Last X whenever I had a
quarrel with him ,mom or friends(seldom with frS) I'm always
e 1 2 tok 1st lor...damn mei zhi qi lor!My xin damn ruan lor...
oh shit! gastric is killing me!!!
kk..link back..wo jiu shi xin tai ruan,xin tai ruan...
ba suo you de shi zi ji kang...lolX..song lyrics la!!! nth much 2
blog le...mus go complete my wk liao bo kena scold again!
oh ya,mitang 'll be back by 2morrow bah??!! so many days nvr
chat with her la..missya! she back then I go again..is always litat de..haizzz..........should stop here..tata..
A sad thing bout life is when u meet some1 tat means a lot to u, onli 2 find out in e end, tat it wasn’t bound 2 be n u jus ve 2 let go.I noe my heart tells me 2 leave but my feet wont move!Ther's a saying "if u love something let it go. if it comes back to u its yours n if it doesnt, it never was"...well I think I'm so scared 2 let u go cos I noe u won't come back!..I fear that someday, X 'll keep us apart and u might forget me...But be4 it happens, I hope tat u've felt u 're always on my mind!
Maybe.. jus maybe, tis is all just a dream n I'll wake up soon ?
missing u...
ermmm...no comment! not really vv nice but I still
laugh throughout e show!my mom luv watching it
too! :) zy looks fat! some1 comments in shin min news
again,asked him 2 jian fei ..haha! renfred act dao bu
zhi ran lor..dai dai de(gong gong)..teresa also guai guai lor...e head like damn big n long then e body like slim
down liao!khim also fat lor,I think damn match with
zy ler..haha! orlulu is gd at acting lor but she really act
dao damn cu lu lor,they call her"nan ren po"in LIS!
I keep imagine she is DEAN ler cos actually tat suppose 2 be DEAN's role ma!...sigh....then juzagal post in e
forum,she said e theme song sang by them(zy,teresa,renfred n DEAN) at least still got DEAN's voice lor :) I dun really like tat Felicia lor..anyway still
'll be watching e show cos of ep 10!!! haha!
PSS
I switch over 2 ch U at 7 40pm bah cos of LIS!! but I din miss
it la..ytd was a bit disappointed cos I think Diya's perf is not v
gd lor!:( I think she onli score 37.5 after breaking even 4 tat 3
songs! carrie got 39.? something which is higher than Diya!
maybe I nvr hear those song b4 so dunno wat's Diya singing lor!or maybe my mood affected me..??anyway think Diya's
sure 'll be e winner lor cos she got more supporter n S'pore
lack of "zhong xing"singer lor! like DEAN?!but of cos Dean still e BEST!ok..2nite guys de,so sian damn scare lizard win lor!
He got really lots of supporter la X( Hope both D 'll win lor!
Away from 21-27/01???
my uncle jus inform me again... he said maybe 'll travel 2 Philippine from there!!! wth! die liao 3days become 6days liao!!! somemore not confirm yet!!! how am I suppose 2 pack my bag huh?? If really go Philippine from Indonesia hor..dunno 29th able 2 reach home ma???!!! aiyo die liao..sure die de,so many damn days
no comp,cannot blog ,cannot msn..!!! sure qi siao lor!
driving me crazy la..seem like everything driving me crazy lor!
wat 2 do?life jiu shi so SUCKs but still nid 2 carry on moving!!! move dao die !!! dunno wat's e reason 4 coming 2 tis world man!live 4??? live 4 ur love ones? live 4 ur aims n dreams?
then in end u end in e rectangular box lor!(coffin)
then in e end watever whoever also cannot bring along with u 2 another world lor!! so sad! I'm crapping la..bo liao rubbish!!
oh ya ,my mom'll finish her med by 2day! so far so gd! but I
still damn worry can!! I'm still veing gastric ..damn pain lor!
haiz..so suay ..all e bad things keep looking 4 BE!! X(
last nite my bro came home n of cos I din ve a words with him
la!! He looks damn fierce ok!as if wo qian ta de lor..give me tat
sickening look!!! I won't give in de! Last X whenever I had a
quarrel with him ,mom or friends(seldom with frS) I'm always
e 1 2 tok 1st lor...damn mei zhi qi lor!My xin damn ruan lor...
oh shit! gastric is killing me!!!
kk..link back..wo jiu shi xin tai ruan,xin tai ruan...
ba suo you de shi zi ji kang...lolX..song lyrics la!!! nth much 2
blog le...mus go complete my wk liao bo kena scold again!
oh ya,mitang 'll be back by 2morrow bah??!! so many days nvr
chat with her la..missya! she back then I go again..is always litat de..haizzz..........should stop here..tata..
A sad thing bout life is when u meet some1 tat means a lot to u, onli 2 find out in e end, tat it wasn’t bound 2 be n u jus ve 2 let go.I noe my heart tells me 2 leave but my feet wont move!Ther's a saying "if u love something let it go. if it comes back to u its yours n if it doesnt, it never was"...well I think I'm so scared 2 let u go cos I noe u won't come back!..I fear that someday, X 'll keep us apart and u might forget me...But be4 it happens, I hope tat u've felt u 're always on my mind!
Maybe.. jus maybe, tis is all just a dream n I'll wake up soon ?
missing u...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/18/2007 07:18:00 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
火 星 撞 地 球
笨 蛋 ！ 王 八 蛋 ！ 臭 哥 哥 。 。 。 。XYZABC。 。
昨 晚 跟 他大吵。 。 有 如 火 星 撞 地 球 般 。 。 。 。
至 今 屋 里 还 充 满 着 火 药 味！
无 法忍 受 哥 的 自 作 主 张 ， 没 经 过 我 的 同 意竟 然
把 wo 的 手 机 号 码 给 了 ‘他 ’！ ！ ！ ！ ！
对 ！ 就 是 他 。 。 那 个 SUCKER！ ！
我 完 蛋 了 ！ 妈 的 ！气 死 人 了 ！ ！ ！ ！ ！
昨 晚 手 机突 然 响 起 于 是 我 便 象 往 常 一 样 。。 接 听 后 发 现 怎 么 会 是 ‘他 ’ ？ ？ 起 初 我 还 以 为 我 在 拿 着 的 是 家 里 的 电 话 ， 后 来 才 发 现 我 拿 着 的 是 手 机 ！ ！ 我 好 惊 讶 ！我 问 他 怎 么 会 有 我 手 机 的 号 码 ？
他 竟 然 说 是 我 哥 给 的 ！！ 他 说 星 期 天 中 午 打 电 话
到 家 里 找 不 到 我 ， 我 哥 接 的 。 。 他 便 问 我 哥 我 的
手 机 号 码 ， 没 想 到哥 真 的 给 他 ！ ！ ！ ！ 刚 好 是 带 妈 看 医 生 的 那 天 ！
我 听 了 很 生 气 ， 我 告 诉 他 这 手 机 是 我 舅 舅 付 帐 的！ 最 好 不 要 打 来 找 我 ！ 他 说 不 会 打 ， 我 便 问 他
干 嘛 现 在 又 会 打 呢 ？ 他 说 试 看 看 是 不 是 真 的是
我 手 机 号 码 ！ 我 警 告 他 不 要 再 打 这 号 码 ， 我 就 快 要 发 疯 了 ！ 我 好 想 马 上 冲 进 哥 的 房 间 把 他痛 骂 一 顿 ！ 但 SUCKER SUCKS不 停 ！ 又 开 始 讲 废 话 。 。
他 问 我 看 “ nite at e museum" 了 吗 ？ 我 说 跟 bfr 看 了 。
他 不 信 还 问是 真 的 吗 ！ 我 很 很 生 气 的 回 答 。 。 。 。 ”y u still dun get it huh?? I thought I told u like damn lots
of thousand X ..I really ve bfr n can u please stop calling me! please give me some peace can!?"
他 说 是 不 是 觉 得 他 很 烦 。 。 我 没 给 他 留 面 子 ， 我 说 是 很 烦 ！ 我 一 气 之 下 说 竟 然 他 不 相 信 ， 我 改 天
带 bfr给 他 看 ！ 便 骗 他说 手 机 没 电 了 。 。 。就 赶 紧
收 线 了 ！
那 时 已 是 十 二 点 多 了 ！ 我 冲 进 哥 的 房 间 ， 很 好 ，
还 没 睡 ！ 我 象 吃 了 炸 药 似 的 。 。 。机 关 枪 乱 射 ！
我 问 他 为 甚 么 没 经 过 我 的 同 意 乱 把 我 的 手 机 号 码 给 ‘他 ’！ ？他 竟 然 还 跟 我 凶 ！
wth man! I was so pissed n mad! he still dare 2 scold me back!! as if I'm e 1 wrong litat! sucks !
he said " how I noe who u 1 2 give n who e 1 u dun wanna give? nxt x ask ur friends dun call! tis is e best way lor! u think I'm so free 2 ans all ur call ar?"
I seldom dare 2 shout at him de but was really pissed lor..so
I said," yalor, all my fault lor! I'm in e wrong lor..u re great!
u re smart! I should thank u isit? u nvr ask my permission n
now as if I'm in e wrong man! last X u won't give pp my hp no.
de, y now u anyhow give? n I dun like tat guy u noe ma!! somemore is a guy lor! nxt x u better dun give 2 any1 w/o my permission!"
he shouted damn loud," how I noe u like or dun?? u always got
so many guys call at e midnite, I nvr scold u n yet u make noise
at me now! u thought u can fly now isit..then u go marry la..
stop flirting around la! u always giving so much prob since u're young!"
wtf man! I sooooooooooo angry u noe! wat prob with him huh?
"oh ya..wat prob I been giving huh? u dun accuse me ok!"
he said," u ask urself lor! always got so many guys call u up n every X ended with no r/s !dunno wat's in ur mind? how many X u nid me 2 tell u..dun like then dun give pp's hope! then dun anyhow give no. 2 pp la! u 4ever litat de..even till now, so old liao still behave like a kids!"
I really can't stand him anymore lor...then my mom bei wo men chao xing le!she ran in2 my bro's rm n asked wat happen?! both of us nvr ans....
I bu fu qi n shouted again," wow..u anyhow say hor! I nvr
anyhow give pp lor...n how can I stop pp from calling me?!
u teach me la..I'm not like u ..u dunnid friends at all!!!
n hello..u jus give my no. 2 tat fucker,not me ok!"
my mom damn scare sia..she keeps pulling my bro aside,
she scare my bro 'll slap me or beat me up lor cos he damn
bad temper de!!! I dun care anymore.. he is always e 1 tat nvr give in de!!! he shouted damn loud u noe..I think upstair de neighb also can hear man!!! my mom pull out of his rm..he still
come out n shouted at me man.." fine! fine! Dun ever let me
ans ur friends call!! whoever call,I'll fuck whoever off! jus wait n c!!!"
wowlao !!! u c la..tis kind of bro..haizz ...I wanna shout back de
but my mom pull me back 2 my rm n asked me 2 shut up!
I told her is damn unfair rite?!!! did I do anything wrong?
am I e 1 who did wrong 1st? y ? I dun understand things
always turn up litat!!! is being unfair 2 me!!! I cried like hell!
Fuck! jus get out of my sight! damn! I couldn't zzz e whole nite! I ve been yrs nvr quarrel with him liao! he is 4ever kenasai de! like he is yi jia zhi zhu lor..every1 mus listen 2 him include my mom! I'm old enough ok!!! u urself nvr set a gd example n y mus I listen 2 u man!
I'm in really bad mood !!! sorry if I dao-ed any1 of u!!!
shit ! all cos of tat fucker!!! stupid idiots! if u dare 2 call my hp again ..I sure tear u in2 pieces !!!!
sucks day!!!
笨 蛋 ！ 王 八 蛋 ！ 臭 哥 哥 。 。 。 。XYZABC。 。
昨 晚 跟 他大吵。 。 有 如 火 星 撞 地 球 般 。 。 。 。
至 今 屋 里 还 充 满 着 火 药 味！
无 法忍 受 哥 的 自 作 主 张 ， 没 经 过 我 的 同 意竟 然
把 wo 的 手 机 号 码 给 了 ‘他 ’！ ！ ！ ！ ！
对 ！ 就 是 他 。 。 那 个 SUCKER！ ！
我 完 蛋 了 ！ 妈 的 ！气 死 人 了 ！ ！ ！ ！ ！
昨 晚 手 机突 然 响 起 于 是 我 便 象 往 常 一 样 。。 接 听 后 发 现 怎 么 会 是 ‘他 ’ ？ ？ 起 初 我 还 以 为 我 在 拿 着 的 是 家 里 的 电 话 ， 后 来 才 发 现 我 拿 着 的 是 手 机 ！ ！ 我 好 惊 讶 ！我 问 他 怎 么 会 有 我 手 机 的 号 码 ？
他 竟 然 说 是 我 哥 给 的 ！！ 他 说 星 期 天 中 午 打 电 话
到 家 里 找 不 到 我 ， 我 哥 接 的 。 。 他 便 问 我 哥 我 的
手 机 号 码 ， 没 想 到哥 真 的 给 他 ！ ！ ！ ！ 刚 好 是 带 妈 看 医 生 的 那 天 ！
我 听 了 很 生 气 ， 我 告 诉 他 这 手 机 是 我 舅 舅 付 帐 的！ 最 好 不 要 打 来 找 我 ！ 他 说 不 会 打 ， 我 便 问 他
干 嘛 现 在 又 会 打 呢 ？ 他 说 试 看 看 是 不 是 真 的是
我 手 机 号 码 ！ 我 警 告 他 不 要 再 打 这 号 码 ， 我 就 快 要 发 疯 了 ！ 我 好 想 马 上 冲 进 哥 的 房 间 把 他痛 骂 一 顿 ！ 但 SUCKER SUCKS不 停 ！ 又 开 始 讲 废 话 。 。
他 问 我 看 “ nite at e museum" 了 吗 ？ 我 说 跟 bfr 看 了 。
他 不 信 还 问是 真 的 吗 ！ 我 很 很 生 气 的 回 答 。 。 。 。 ”y u still dun get it huh?? I thought I told u like damn lots
of thousand X ..I really ve bfr n can u please stop calling me! please give me some peace can!?"
他 说 是 不 是 觉 得 他 很 烦 。 。 我 没 给 他 留 面 子 ， 我 说 是 很 烦 ！ 我 一 气 之 下 说 竟 然 他 不 相 信 ， 我 改 天
带 bfr给 他 看 ！ 便 骗 他说 手 机 没 电 了 。 。 。就 赶 紧
收 线 了 ！
那 时 已 是 十 二 点 多 了 ！ 我 冲 进 哥 的 房 间 ， 很 好 ，
还 没 睡 ！ 我 象 吃 了 炸 药 似 的 。 。 。机 关 枪 乱 射 ！
我 问 他 为 甚 么 没 经 过 我 的 同 意 乱 把 我 的 手 机 号 码 给 ‘他 ’！ ？他 竟 然 还 跟 我 凶 ！
wth man! I was so pissed n mad! he still dare 2 scold me back!! as if I'm e 1 wrong litat! sucks !
he said " how I noe who u 1 2 give n who e 1 u dun wanna give? nxt x ask ur friends dun call! tis is e best way lor! u think I'm so free 2 ans all ur call ar?"
I seldom dare 2 shout at him de but was really pissed lor..so
I said," yalor, all my fault lor! I'm in e wrong lor..u re great!
u re smart! I should thank u isit? u nvr ask my permission n
now as if I'm in e wrong man! last X u won't give pp my hp no.
de, y now u anyhow give? n I dun like tat guy u noe ma!! somemore is a guy lor! nxt x u better dun give 2 any1 w/o my permission!"
he shouted damn loud," how I noe u like or dun?? u always got
so many guys call at e midnite, I nvr scold u n yet u make noise
at me now! u thought u can fly now isit..then u go marry la..
stop flirting around la! u always giving so much prob since u're young!"
wtf man! I sooooooooooo angry u noe! wat prob with him huh?
"oh ya..wat prob I been giving huh? u dun accuse me ok!"
he said," u ask urself lor! always got so many guys call u up n every X ended with no r/s !dunno wat's in ur mind? how many X u nid me 2 tell u..dun like then dun give pp's hope! then dun anyhow give no. 2 pp la! u 4ever litat de..even till now, so old liao still behave like a kids!"
I really can't stand him anymore lor...then my mom bei wo men chao xing le!she ran in2 my bro's rm n asked wat happen?! both of us nvr ans....
I bu fu qi n shouted again," wow..u anyhow say hor! I nvr
anyhow give pp lor...n how can I stop pp from calling me?!
u teach me la..I'm not like u ..u dunnid friends at all!!!
n hello..u jus give my no. 2 tat fucker,not me ok!"
my mom damn scare sia..she keeps pulling my bro aside,
she scare my bro 'll slap me or beat me up lor cos he damn
bad temper de!!! I dun care anymore.. he is always e 1 tat nvr give in de!!! he shouted damn loud u noe..I think upstair de neighb also can hear man!!! my mom pull out of his rm..he still
come out n shouted at me man.." fine! fine! Dun ever let me
ans ur friends call!! whoever call,I'll fuck whoever off! jus wait n c!!!"
wowlao !!! u c la..tis kind of bro..haizz ...I wanna shout back de
but my mom pull me back 2 my rm n asked me 2 shut up!
I told her is damn unfair rite?!!! did I do anything wrong?
am I e 1 who did wrong 1st? y ? I dun understand things
always turn up litat!!! is being unfair 2 me!!! I cried like hell!
Fuck! jus get out of my sight! damn! I couldn't zzz e whole nite! I ve been yrs nvr quarrel with him liao! he is 4ever kenasai de! like he is yi jia zhi zhu lor..every1 mus listen 2 him include my mom! I'm old enough ok!!! u urself nvr set a gd example n y mus I listen 2 u man!
I'm in really bad mood !!! sorry if I dao-ed any1 of u!!!
shit ! all cos of tat fucker!!! stupid idiots! if u dare 2 call my hp again ..I sure tear u in2 pieces !!!!
sucks day!!!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/17/2007 06:56:00 AM
Monday, January 15, 2007
so bo liao..do tis toopid test from siao cha bor's blog..haha!
dunno y can't c e points I score lor..siao siao de
my EQ is 153 lor..lolx ..n I'm not dirty liar lor!
YOU ARE 90% EXTROVERT,10% INTROVERT
LOLX! TOTALLY OPP WITH VERON DE ...HAHA!
dunno y can't c e points I score lor..siao siao de
my EQ is 153 lor..lolx ..n I'm not dirty liar lor!
| Your EQ is 153 |
 |
YOU ARE 90% EXTROVERT,10% INTROVERT
LOLX! TOTALLY OPP WITH VERON DE ...HAHA!
| You Are 90% Extrovert, 10% Introvert |
 |
Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/15/2007 10:27:00 PM
no more emo day?.....
oh,seem like sunny day ?!
does it means no more emo day ..? lolx!
I dun think so...emo me still emo...luv blogging cos tis e place
tat I can throw everything out..every piece of shit...every happy
thought..every watever ...here, at my beluv blog!!!
n every each X after blogging, I'll feel much better lor!
so I think I should blog more so tat I'll heal faster??!!
Pp ask wats the matter with me..?
but I jus can't say n dunno wat 2 say...
It'll make my heart get sadder n longer e feelings'll stay...
They jus dunno how hard it is 2 let go..let go sth tat is so use 2 it...cos it hurts more than they noe...
it burns me inside,pp jus dun underst wat I got 2 hide.
I jus dun wanna u 2 noe inside , wat is really inside my heart...
I jus can't believe how much pain it is,jus thinking about 1 thing that I really miss!I hate 2 noe 2 let it go...I hate tat feeling inside me!!!but I can't let tat decision go..I ache for tis pain 2 pass,but wat can I do is 2 blog n blog in my blog ... so tat 2 make sure my emotions dun burst!I dun wan tat feeling inside me,but ther's nowhere to hide...I dun wan any1 else 2 C I didn't let it go somehow tat I always thought I did....
so I 've been asking myself qs with no answers in response. stressful thinking n thinking over n over again !!!wats wrong with me? m I insane or ...?
no I'm not!Sometimes we ve 2 underst tat life is bout asking urself qs n qs again again n again..u'll nvr ve ans for....
as I noe time maybe e ans...It could heal or sicken..?!!
time 'll really proof 2 u 1day...
memory is a way of holding on to e things u luv, e things u re, e things u nvr wan 2 lose!!!
4 everything u ve missed, uve gained something else n 4 everything u gain, u lose something else..lol! ..I'm crapping la!!
u may say tat I'm too emo..jus go ahead ..
I'm really fine after being so emo...trust me, trust myself..
I'll get all tis over...e matter is whether 2 let go or stay???
but m I tough enough 2 let it go????
wat 'll it be if I keep staying on????
I noe let go is a better choice...but my heart jus can't follow my
will...e hardest part of holding on is letting go!! maybe I should jus leave it 2 e time master...let he
lead me ...lead me day by day...
... I do miss u as day goes by...nvr thought tat a tiny u'll affect
me so much!!!
Some pp come into our lives n quickly go. Some stay 4 a while, leave footprints on our hearts .....
oh,seem like sunny day ?!
does it means no more emo day ..? lolx!
I dun think so...emo me still emo...luv blogging cos tis e place
tat I can throw everything out..every piece of shit...every happy
thought..every watever ...here, at my beluv blog!!!
n every each X after blogging, I'll feel much better lor!
so I think I should blog more so tat I'll heal faster??!!
Pp ask wats the matter with me..?
but I jus can't say n dunno wat 2 say...
It'll make my heart get sadder n longer e feelings'll stay...
They jus dunno how hard it is 2 let go..let go sth tat is so use 2 it...cos it hurts more than they noe...
it burns me inside,pp jus dun underst wat I got 2 hide.
I jus dun wanna u 2 noe inside , wat is really inside my heart...
I jus can't believe how much pain it is,jus thinking about 1 thing that I really miss!I hate 2 noe 2 let it go...I hate tat feeling inside me!!!but I can't let tat decision go..I ache for tis pain 2 pass,but wat can I do is 2 blog n blog in my blog ... so tat 2 make sure my emotions dun burst!I dun wan tat feeling inside me,but ther's nowhere to hide...I dun wan any1 else 2 C I didn't let it go somehow tat I always thought I did....
so I 've been asking myself qs with no answers in response. stressful thinking n thinking over n over again !!!wats wrong with me? m I insane or ...?
no I'm not!Sometimes we ve 2 underst tat life is bout asking urself qs n qs again again n again..u'll nvr ve ans for....
as I noe time maybe e ans...It could heal or sicken..?!!
time 'll really proof 2 u 1day...
memory is a way of holding on to e things u luv, e things u re, e things u nvr wan 2 lose!!!
4 everything u ve missed, uve gained something else n 4 everything u gain, u lose something else..lol! ..I'm crapping la!!
u may say tat I'm too emo..jus go ahead ..
I'm really fine after being so emo...trust me, trust myself..
I'll get all tis over...e matter is whether 2 let go or stay???
but m I tough enough 2 let it go????
wat 'll it be if I keep staying on????
I noe let go is a better choice...but my heart jus can't follow my
will...e hardest part of holding on is letting go!! maybe I should jus leave it 2 e time master...let he
lead me ...lead me day by day...
... I do miss u as day goes by...nvr thought tat a tiny u'll affect
me so much!!!
Some pp come into our lives n quickly go. Some stay 4 a while, leave footprints on our hearts .....
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/15/2007 07:09:00 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
mom is sick....
tis morni called up Dr Ho 2 make app 4 mom!
mom been complaining pain when passing urine since thursday..I noe mus be urine infection. I asked her 2 c doctor
but she thought she is doctor lor,she said drink barley water jiu hui hao then so lihai lor...Friday still in pain,I told my bro
he scolded my mom..after scolding by kor then she gan yuan
c doctor lor!!!
so I called damn early 2 make app..at around 8 30am cos
tis doctor damn "lat ku" ( popular) de! ta ma de ! no.22 !!!
so I called again 2 check cos no point 2 go down so early lor
then I call again at 11 am, onli c till no.6 nia!!! wth!!!
damn jiu ok!!! then I call at 12pm again, was at no. 11 liao..
so we decided not 2 call anymore..went down at 12 30pm!
when we reached there..e patient inside was no. 17,fine another 5 more!
I was quite mad cos he can c a patient for half an hr lor...damn jia lat la..waited dao I blehtahan lor!!! so think we waited 4
bout 1hr then was my mom's turn!
we went in n he said hello 2 us as usual. I told him bout wat
happen n he asked my mom 2 collect some urine 4 test..
so my mom went out n I stayed ...then he looked at me n said
"how re u? ok..now is ur turn.."
I was like huh?? wat my turn lor..but I react 2 slow n he already stand up n his hand reached my face ...
then oh...both of his hand touched my face...cos last X my eyes
kena e toopid dunno wat seed (yan zhen?) so he wanna check
4 me ,c is everything ok ma lor..but was like 6mths ago liao lor!at 1st ,I xia dao lor cos he sudd touched my face then I noe my face turn damn red lor as I feel damn hot ma..lolx!
after a while he said," ok..hen hao,mei shi le.oh ya, I'll not be around from 1st feb to 11th feb....kai hui .."
me," oh i c..so 11days meeting?"
doc," 5 days meeting n 6 days tour around.."
me," ur son n wife gtg too?"
doc," no..my wife coming with me."
me," oh so gd ! enjoy lor"
doc," tat y I say...zuo yi shen de lao po shi hao de!"
me," haha.."
I dunno wat 2 say so jus haha lor..then he stared at me n e way he looked is in2 e eyes tat kind 4 around 1min ler..I was so paisei n dunno whether wanna look in2 his eyes ma then he said," u mus take gd care of urself, ok?!"
me," oh..sure,thanks...n yi lu shun feng.."
I was wondering wat took my mom so damn long too pass urine lor ...I wanna go out then my mom jiu come in liao.
so e doctor tested her urine n ...sigh...my mom kena urine infection but think quite serious lor cos doctor is kinda virus
infection so given some antibiotics if finish liao still e same
then scare is kidney,bladder stone or watever stone la...
I damn worry can...haizzzzz...so scare lor..
doc said mus do a check -up lor..if is hor mus oper de!
aiyo...die liao..I can't zzz liao...damn worry can!!!
mus really pray damn damn damn damn damn damn hard lor!
now keep asking her 2 drink more water lor...
tat y got urine mus pass lor..cannot ren de..no gd!
C la..n me also another 1 lor cos lack of water also 'll cos urine
inflection de!!! so from now mus force myself 2 drink more liao ...
mama, ni hui mei shi de! yi ding hui mei shi de!
lao tian ye bao you wo mama ...reng ta kuai kuai hao qi lai..
I'm younger so let me ve all e suffer instead ..can?
if watever u wan ...jus take from me instead of her..
she had enough...mentally n watever lor!!!
I dun wan 2 c her suffer anymore..
please I beg u ..whoever lor!!!
now then I noe...watever so fan bout past few days..
was jus a piece of cake lor...
compare 2 my mom...nth is more imp than her...
<3 u mom!!!
tis morni called up Dr Ho 2 make app 4 mom!
mom been complaining pain when passing urine since thursday..I noe mus be urine infection. I asked her 2 c doctor
but she thought she is doctor lor,she said drink barley water jiu hui hao then so lihai lor...Friday still in pain,I told my bro
he scolded my mom..after scolding by kor then she gan yuan
c doctor lor!!!
so I called damn early 2 make app..at around 8 30am cos
tis doctor damn "lat ku" ( popular) de! ta ma de ! no.22 !!!
so I called again 2 check cos no point 2 go down so early lor
then I call again at 11 am, onli c till no.6 nia!!! wth!!!
damn jiu ok!!! then I call at 12pm again, was at no. 11 liao..
so we decided not 2 call anymore..went down at 12 30pm!
when we reached there..e patient inside was no. 17,fine another 5 more!
I was quite mad cos he can c a patient for half an hr lor...damn jia lat la..waited dao I blehtahan lor!!! so think we waited 4
bout 1hr then was my mom's turn!
we went in n he said hello 2 us as usual. I told him bout wat
happen n he asked my mom 2 collect some urine 4 test..
so my mom went out n I stayed ...then he looked at me n said
"how re u? ok..now is ur turn.."
I was like huh?? wat my turn lor..but I react 2 slow n he already stand up n his hand reached my face ...
then oh...both of his hand touched my face...cos last X my eyes
kena e toopid dunno wat seed (yan zhen?) so he wanna check
4 me ,c is everything ok ma lor..but was like 6mths ago liao lor!at 1st ,I xia dao lor cos he sudd touched my face then I noe my face turn damn red lor as I feel damn hot ma..lolx!
after a while he said," ok..hen hao,mei shi le.oh ya, I'll not be around from 1st feb to 11th feb....kai hui .."
me," oh i c..so 11days meeting?"
doc," 5 days meeting n 6 days tour around.."
me," ur son n wife gtg too?"
doc," no..my wife coming with me."
me," oh so gd ! enjoy lor"
doc," tat y I say...zuo yi shen de lao po shi hao de!"
me," haha.."
I dunno wat 2 say so jus haha lor..then he stared at me n e way he looked is in2 e eyes tat kind 4 around 1min ler..I was so paisei n dunno whether wanna look in2 his eyes ma then he said," u mus take gd care of urself, ok?!"
me," oh..sure,thanks...n yi lu shun feng.."
I was wondering wat took my mom so damn long too pass urine lor ...I wanna go out then my mom jiu come in liao.
so e doctor tested her urine n ...sigh...my mom kena urine infection but think quite serious lor cos doctor is kinda virus
infection so given some antibiotics if finish liao still e same
then scare is kidney,bladder stone or watever stone la...
I damn worry can...haizzzzz...so scare lor..
doc said mus do a check -up lor..if is hor mus oper de!
aiyo...die liao..I can't zzz liao...damn worry can!!!
mus really pray damn damn damn damn damn damn hard lor!
now keep asking her 2 drink more water lor...
tat y got urine mus pass lor..cannot ren de..no gd!
C la..n me also another 1 lor cos lack of water also 'll cos urine
inflection de!!! so from now mus force myself 2 drink more liao ...
mama, ni hui mei shi de! yi ding hui mei shi de!
lao tian ye bao you wo mama ...reng ta kuai kuai hao qi lai..
I'm younger so let me ve all e suffer instead ..can?
if watever u wan ...jus take from me instead of her..
she had enough...mentally n watever lor!!!
I dun wan 2 c her suffer anymore..
please I beg u ..whoever lor!!!
now then I noe...watever so fan bout past few days..
was jus a piece of cake lor...
compare 2 my mom...nth is more imp than her...
<3 u mom!!!
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/14/2007 09:17:00 PM
weather grey
mood grey
u gotta hurt in order 2 know, fall in order 2 grow, lose in order 2 gain, be cos most of lifes lessons re learned be cos of pain.
天灰
如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜 所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/14/2007 11:41:00 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
haiz...
shit! my uncle jus inform me tat.."we'll be gtg 2 indonesia on 21/01 2 c Mr Jonney."
WTH man! so sudden lor..haiz..sian....
wanna SOL!!! ya..confirm liao..
back on 23/01.
oh ya, tat means I'll miss "let it shine" hor?!
anyway...suan le, I not v keen bout tat show too!
jus wanna watch "DEAN" de nia! then e rest nvm lor!
oh ya..I cut my nail liao..so now left 1/4 of nail there..
wanna pull but can't damn pain lor so in e end , use
nail cutter 2 cut it off x(
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
I wish I could just crack my head open take out my brain n surgically remove all the thoughts I've ever had of u
shit! my uncle jus inform me tat.."we'll be gtg 2 indonesia on 21/01 2 c Mr Jonney."
WTH man! so sudden lor..haiz..sian....
wanna SOL!!! ya..confirm liao..
back on 23/01.
oh ya, tat means I'll miss "let it shine" hor?!
anyway...suan le, I not v keen bout tat show too!
jus wanna watch "DEAN" de nia! then e rest nvm lor!
oh ya..I cut my nail liao..so now left 1/4 of nail there..
wanna pull but can't damn pain lor so in e end , use
nail cutter 2 cut it off x(
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
I wish I could just crack my head open take out my brain n surgically remove all the thoughts I've ever had of u
u don't even seem 2 care anymore..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/13/2007 03:39:00 PM
GIVE ME A BREAK!!!
last nite off9 at 11pm.. cos my friend called me then I
thought sure chat hen jiu ma jiu off9 lor! sorry naomi,I thought u off9 go bath ma cos u said "cya"
dinno ur status was away nia so nvr say bye lor!
I chatted with my friend for 40mins jiu went 2 zzz...
but sui bu zhe again so jiu on9 lor! was 12 05 am ba!?
so chat with jieying till 1am then I so sleepy liao jiu
off9 lor.
Oh ya,my nail ven't drop la! later wanna try 2 pull it
out liao! so pain n I scare my toe knock on something
again so I walk like "bai ka" now..haiz..suay!
u noe I thought so tired le then can yi jiao dao tian liang, sui zhi dao....tat sucker gan gan called me at
1 30am lor! wth man!!! thought he won't call me liao ..shit !somemore always call "at tis hr " lor! so pek chek...at 1st I totally mei xiang dao is him lor. I thought dunno isit tat jiu gong got dai ji ma..suay la..ren suay qi lai damn suay lor! sucker damn kpo lor! 1 of his classmate getting marry(boy),he so kpo n asked tat guy 2 invite me ler!!! siao de..I noe tat guy but seldom tok n so many yrs nvr c him b4 le..invite me 4 wat la?! si kpo sucker yao hai wo give ang bao liao! I rather give then go lor!!! u dun think litat I'll go with u lor..I won't de!!! but how 2 pass ang bao huh? if he send me e invitation card hor,I still can send him a cheque but address ??? si ren ben!!! kpo sucker!!! I scolded him 4 being kpo,he said he is not lor.. then I asked him y always call so late..I dun like lor, later wake my mom up jiu die liao!!! he said he bo bian cos every fri n sat mus go 2 his pub then back around 1am liao ..so can onli call me at tat X lor. I was so sleepy then I said I wan 2 zzz le, he keeps toking ler..I so angry then wanna kup hor sudd he said something like .."u really ve bfr meh?" aiyo..all of e sudden..then I was like blur dao liao ma I should ve ans him immediately de but quiet for few secs then said yes lor..I think he won't believe me liao!!! cos he asked damn many toopid quest!!! asked bout wat job? how I noe him? noe him 4 how long n blah blah lor!!!! so kpo n I onli ans 2 quest then e rest nvr ans lor. I bluff him tat I noe my bfr for 7mths liao cos cannot say too long de bo he sure thought I bluff him ma n wat job...I can onli think of graphic designer lor ...then he said nxt x ask me 2 bring my bfr out then ve dinner 2gether! siao de!!! C la..he dun believe me ma..I told him ..my bfr'll kill me cos he is damn jealous type lor then I told him I wan 2 zzz n was already 2 40am liao!!! I was nice lor, tok 1hr plus somemore . He said I always change topic when toking bout my bfr!!! sucks! shit la! I was damn pissed n shouted at him then he guai guai said"sorry,sorry..dun ask ..u go zzz"! ma de ! suay jiu shi suay lor!!! all bad things come 2gether lor..sigh..haiz...
Can give me a break ma??? I so tired lor...u noe I can't zzz after answering his call..zzz around 3 plus then wake up at 6 30am!!!
haiz... y isit always litat..y is it that we love the ones that don't love us n the ones that love us, we don't love...?? y is it tat someone who is e most important 2 u ve to go away so early but someone who is least important nvr goes away??
One of the most important things in life ..is following our hearts but no matter where it leads u.. Fate ll decide where u ll end up..so it's jus up to our hearts to guide us in the easiest way there..so should I jus follow my heart ...?
sucker,u jus dun underst wat luv is ?!?!
luvin U is not a word to say..
luvin U is not a game to play..
luvin U doesnt start in April n end in May..
luvin U is ytd, 2day and everyday..
do u noe tat? MY LUV 4 U IS GONE!!! ENDED long long X ago...ended ! u thought I'm still tat yi quan de karen ma? Yes..I'm but jus tat my heart lead me 2 somewher else...somewher deep in e rainbow...
somewher ..somehow..I dunno ...but at least I noe...not with u anymore! ps ps ps give me peace !!! I'm already so fan ...stop pouring salt 2 my wound!!!
Every nites I lay in bed,I try 2 forget everything...
Everything tat was said.I was doing anything,I tried, I tried.But still every night,I can't,I can't....
I wish tis pain would go away.But y would it?
It just tortured and stayed.
I may sound happy when you talk to me but i just use that t0 c0ver up h0w i really feel...but
jus a mess from u ..'ll light up me e whole nite long..
last nite off9 at 11pm.. cos my friend called me then I
thought sure chat hen jiu ma jiu off9 lor! sorry naomi,I thought u off9 go bath ma cos u said "cya"
dinno ur status was away nia so nvr say bye lor!
I chatted with my friend for 40mins jiu went 2 zzz...
but sui bu zhe again so jiu on9 lor! was 12 05 am ba!?
so chat with jieying till 1am then I so sleepy liao jiu
off9 lor.
Oh ya,my nail ven't drop la! later wanna try 2 pull it
out liao! so pain n I scare my toe knock on something
again so I walk like "bai ka" now..haiz..suay!
u noe I thought so tired le then can yi jiao dao tian liang, sui zhi dao....tat sucker gan gan called me at
1 30am lor! wth man!!! thought he won't call me liao ..shit !somemore always call "at tis hr " lor! so pek chek...at 1st I totally mei xiang dao is him lor. I thought dunno isit tat jiu gong got dai ji ma..suay la..ren suay qi lai damn suay lor! sucker damn kpo lor! 1 of his classmate getting marry(boy),he so kpo n asked tat guy 2 invite me ler!!! siao de..I noe tat guy but seldom tok n so many yrs nvr c him b4 le..invite me 4 wat la?! si kpo sucker yao hai wo give ang bao liao! I rather give then go lor!!! u dun think litat I'll go with u lor..I won't de!!! but how 2 pass ang bao huh? if he send me e invitation card hor,I still can send him a cheque but address ??? si ren ben!!! kpo sucker!!! I scolded him 4 being kpo,he said he is not lor.. then I asked him y always call so late..I dun like lor, later wake my mom up jiu die liao!!! he said he bo bian cos every fri n sat mus go 2 his pub then back around 1am liao ..so can onli call me at tat X lor. I was so sleepy then I said I wan 2 zzz le, he keeps toking ler..I so angry then wanna kup hor sudd he said something like .."u really ve bfr meh?" aiyo..all of e sudden..then I was like blur dao liao ma I should ve ans him immediately de but quiet for few secs then said yes lor..I think he won't believe me liao!!! cos he asked damn many toopid quest!!! asked bout wat job? how I noe him? noe him 4 how long n blah blah lor!!!! so kpo n I onli ans 2 quest then e rest nvr ans lor. I bluff him tat I noe my bfr for 7mths liao cos cannot say too long de bo he sure thought I bluff him ma n wat job...I can onli think of graphic designer lor ...then he said nxt x ask me 2 bring my bfr out then ve dinner 2gether! siao de!!! C la..he dun believe me ma..I told him ..my bfr'll kill me cos he is damn jealous type lor then I told him I wan 2 zzz n was already 2 40am liao!!! I was nice lor, tok 1hr plus somemore . He said I always change topic when toking bout my bfr!!! sucks! shit la! I was damn pissed n shouted at him then he guai guai said"sorry,sorry..dun ask ..u go zzz"! ma de ! suay jiu shi suay lor!!! all bad things come 2gether lor..sigh..haiz...
Can give me a break ma??? I so tired lor...u noe I can't zzz after answering his call..zzz around 3 plus then wake up at 6 30am!!!
haiz... y isit always litat..y is it that we love the ones that don't love us n the ones that love us, we don't love...?? y is it tat someone who is e most important 2 u ve to go away so early but someone who is least important nvr goes away??
One of the most important things in life ..is following our hearts but no matter where it leads u.. Fate ll decide where u ll end up..so it's jus up to our hearts to guide us in the easiest way there..so should I jus follow my heart ...?
sucker,u jus dun underst wat luv is ?!?!
luvin U is not a word to say..
luvin U is not a game to play..
luvin U doesnt start in April n end in May..
luvin U is ytd, 2day and everyday..
do u noe tat? MY LUV 4 U IS GONE!!! ENDED long long X ago...ended ! u thought I'm still tat yi quan de karen ma? Yes..I'm but jus tat my heart lead me 2 somewher else...somewher deep in e rainbow...
somewher ..somehow..I dunno ...but at least I noe...not with u anymore! ps ps ps give me peace !!! I'm already so fan ...stop pouring salt 2 my wound!!!
Every nites I lay in bed,I try 2 forget everything...
Everything tat was said.I was doing anything,I tried, I tried.But still every night,I can't,I can't....
I wish tis pain would go away.But y would it?
It just tortured and stayed.
I may sound happy when you talk to me but i just use that t0 c0ver up h0w i really feel...but
jus a mess from u ..'ll light up me e whole nite long..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/13/2007 07:14:00 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
Rain ,rain...
"rain ,rain go away
come again another day
little children ,little children
little children wan 2 play.."
haha...been raining for few days liao..
yun was asking me ,y e sky keeps raining huh?
I was telling her cos I'm emo so is e sky! lolx!
when I was young, I always thought tat e sky is sad
so it'll rain! jus like human, sky..moon...sun..stars...
all ve feeling...tis wat I think lor even till now ..lolx!
some pp luv raining day but not all ....
as 4 me...erm...luv n hate it too!?
y? dunno...luv e cool weather,luv 2 recall back e past esp on
raining days.maybe e weather is suitable 4 tat?!
hate it cos damn easy 2 get emo on raining day lor..
better stop using e words "emo" liao!!!
ok..enough 4 rubbish..haha..
Trim hair....
thinking 2 trim my hair on Sun lor..
cos vv thick n also qiao lai qiao qu liao! natural curl so
e hair like curl back liao..onli done e soft rebond for 3mths nia!
haiz..oh ya,my tail like getting lesser n lesser hair liao! omg! think maybe due 2 my cousins n friends keep pulling it! pull dao dropped! shit lor..like left "ji tiao" nia! later then post e pic here..
Oh ya, dun try 2 curse me lor!!! I trim nia n won't be trimming
my fringe de so won't turn up 2 be "ku ku bald head " lor..haha!my fringe is over my chin liao..ya..touches my neck liao! unlike some ku ku head de, even another 2 yrs also dunno can catch up mine ma?! lolx! ok la..stop teasing u le bo
later kena whack googal x googal time ,I sure die de..haha!
gonna tok bout PSS liao..
PSS
watching e guys de..nth special lor,expected!
"rusty face" got gd comment but I noe he'll out de!
anyway he can sing lor..his voice is gd but wasted cos of his
"rusty face"..like ah beng.. lolx!
As 4 nat, sick again ! I hope he'll out nxt wk bo I sure faint de
head really damn small then his tongue keep licking his lip,
damn like lizard lor!OUT!OUT!
Darren..oh ya,I dinno I spelled his name wrong until ytd!
lolx! cos I got few friends call "daren" but all not using double
"r" lor! I like tis name ler..cos v similar 2 mine ma.."karen"
hehe!rubbish again..haha!
Darren ...ok lor..think he gonna be tis yr PSS de winner liao!
but I hope is DIYA lor cos last yr was a guy ma then tis yr should let cha bo win lor! but cha bo 'll vote 4 guy lor..not so many guys 'll vote 4 girl de ..so..haiz...
result...
I was chatting with jean,naomi n jieying ....
so I nid 2 run in n out cos my comp in e rm n tv in e living rm lor! but I nvr on e light scare chao dao my mom ma.then my
bro sudd came out from his rm lor..so I quickly off9!
paisei jieying , ven't really chat with u lor n somemore asked
u 2 wait then off9 all of e sudden! I dun wan 2 let my bro noe
I using msn cos he dun like lor! He always say dun underst y
some pp can chat with stranger lor!He is ku ku can!!!
He dong ge pi nia! He won't underst de cos I myself dun underst too!! haha..at 1st I also find it so funny ,howcome pp
can tok 2 each other tat ve nvr meet b4 lor...
but now I myself been thro liao..n addicted somemore..lolx!
I so use 2 all of u... all of u ve become part of my life liao..
haha..I'm not gtg 2 let u go! lolx!omg! I suppose 2 tok bout
result ma..heng no more sch'ing liao bo essay sure out of point de..lolx! link back..
Averil n "rusty face" out!
Averil..I noe u'll out de but e moment e result announce, I can
c "jie tuo" from ur expression! e smile from ur face ...is back!
finally can c e "happy smile" from u tat has been lost 4 so long ago! Averil , all e best 2 u ..in future!!! stay happy n jia you! =]] No encouragement 4 kelvin! lol..so xian shi lor!
he quit his job cos of tis contest so mus look 4 new job liao..ha!
ok..I damn suay lor...after e result hor, I off e tv then e living rm was so damn dark!!! I knock on e edge of my sofa! e worst part is..my left leg de last toe like kena twisted litat!!!
damn pain can!!! I wanted 2 sol de (shout out loud) but can't lor..scare my mom wake up so I bite my lips n run in2 my rm
then I bite my bolster.."AH !AH! AH!" shit damn pain! my tears dropped..I on e light..omg! e nail half drop out liao!!!
die lor..duuno wat 2 do ..bleed a bit lor! so suay !!!
wanna use super glue 2 glue back liao bo litat half hanging dunno zen me ban?! try 2 cut off but can't then later e whole
nail sure drop out de then dunno 'll grow back ma? even 'll I noe take damn long 2 grow lor! I rather it dropped out last nite! haiz...suay! who ask me dun wanna on e light lor! my fault! >.< ..stop here liao..my uncle call le ...mus wk liao...
Everything happens for [a reason]
but e [hard part]
is trying to [figure out] wat tat reason is..
It's like, there's tis feeling. u know it's there, but u just can't describe it in words.One of the hardest things in life is having words in u heart that u can't utter....
When the days get colder, 1ll3iss63os7...
普通朋友歌手:陶喆
等待 我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变
what can i do?
重新再来一遍
just give me chance
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能放手
但你说
i only wanna be your friend
做个朋友
我在 你心中只是
just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i 不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no no no
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能做普通朋友
"rain ,rain go away
come again another day
little children ,little children
little children wan 2 play.."
haha...been raining for few days liao..
yun was asking me ,y e sky keeps raining huh?
I was telling her cos I'm emo so is e sky! lolx!
when I was young, I always thought tat e sky is sad
so it'll rain! jus like human, sky..moon...sun..stars...
all ve feeling...tis wat I think lor even till now ..lolx!
some pp luv raining day but not all ....
as 4 me...erm...luv n hate it too!?
y? dunno...luv e cool weather,luv 2 recall back e past esp on
raining days.maybe e weather is suitable 4 tat?!
hate it cos damn easy 2 get emo on raining day lor..
better stop using e words "emo" liao!!!
ok..enough 4 rubbish..haha..
Trim hair....
thinking 2 trim my hair on Sun lor..
cos vv thick n also qiao lai qiao qu liao! natural curl so
e hair like curl back liao..onli done e soft rebond for 3mths nia!
haiz..oh ya,my tail like getting lesser n lesser hair liao! omg! think maybe due 2 my cousins n friends keep pulling it! pull dao dropped! shit lor..like left "ji tiao" nia! later then post e pic here..
Oh ya, dun try 2 curse me lor!!! I trim nia n won't be trimming
my fringe de so won't turn up 2 be "ku ku bald head " lor..haha!my fringe is over my chin liao..ya..touches my neck liao! unlike some ku ku head de, even another 2 yrs also dunno can catch up mine ma?! lolx! ok la..stop teasing u le bo
later kena whack googal x googal time ,I sure die de..haha!
gonna tok bout PSS liao..
PSS
watching e guys de..nth special lor,expected!
"rusty face" got gd comment but I noe he'll out de!
anyway he can sing lor..his voice is gd but wasted cos of his
"rusty face"..like ah beng.. lolx!
As 4 nat, sick again ! I hope he'll out nxt wk bo I sure faint de
head really damn small then his tongue keep licking his lip,
damn like lizard lor!OUT!OUT!
Darren..oh ya,I dinno I spelled his name wrong until ytd!
lolx! cos I got few friends call "daren" but all not using double
"r" lor! I like tis name ler..cos v similar 2 mine ma.."karen"
hehe!rubbish again..haha!
Darren ...ok lor..think he gonna be tis yr PSS de winner liao!
but I hope is DIYA lor cos last yr was a guy ma then tis yr should let cha bo win lor! but cha bo 'll vote 4 guy lor..not so many guys 'll vote 4 girl de ..so..haiz...
result...
I was chatting with jean,naomi n jieying ....
so I nid 2 run in n out cos my comp in e rm n tv in e living rm lor! but I nvr on e light scare chao dao my mom ma.then my
bro sudd came out from his rm lor..so I quickly off9!
paisei jieying , ven't really chat with u lor n somemore asked
u 2 wait then off9 all of e sudden! I dun wan 2 let my bro noe
I using msn cos he dun like lor! He always say dun underst y
some pp can chat with stranger lor!He is ku ku can!!!
He dong ge pi nia! He won't underst de cos I myself dun underst too!! haha..at 1st I also find it so funny ,howcome pp
can tok 2 each other tat ve nvr meet b4 lor...
but now I myself been thro liao..n addicted somemore..lolx!
I so use 2 all of u... all of u ve become part of my life liao..
haha..I'm not gtg 2 let u go! lolx!omg! I suppose 2 tok bout
result ma..heng no more sch'ing liao bo essay sure out of point de..lolx! link back..
Averil n "rusty face" out!
Averil..I noe u'll out de but e moment e result announce, I can
c "jie tuo" from ur expression! e smile from ur face ...is back!
finally can c e "happy smile" from u tat has been lost 4 so long ago! Averil , all e best 2 u ..in future!!! stay happy n jia you! =]] No encouragement 4 kelvin! lol..so xian shi lor!
he quit his job cos of tis contest so mus look 4 new job liao..ha!
ok..I damn suay lor...after e result hor, I off e tv then e living rm was so damn dark!!! I knock on e edge of my sofa! e worst part is..my left leg de last toe like kena twisted litat!!!
damn pain can!!! I wanted 2 sol de (shout out loud) but can't lor..scare my mom wake up so I bite my lips n run in2 my rm
then I bite my bolster.."AH !AH! AH!" shit damn pain! my tears dropped..I on e light..omg! e nail half drop out liao!!!
die lor..duuno wat 2 do ..bleed a bit lor! so suay !!!
wanna use super glue 2 glue back liao bo litat half hanging dunno zen me ban?! try 2 cut off but can't then later e whole
nail sure drop out de then dunno 'll grow back ma? even 'll I noe take damn long 2 grow lor! I rather it dropped out last nite! haiz...suay! who ask me dun wanna on e light lor! my fault! >.< ..stop here liao..my uncle call le ...mus wk liao...
Everything happens for [a reason]
but e [hard part]
is trying to [figure out] wat tat reason is..
It's like, there's tis feeling. u know it's there, but u just can't describe it in words.One of the hardest things in life is having words in u heart that u can't utter....
When the days get colder, 1ll3iss63os7...
普通朋友歌手:陶喆
等待 我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变
what can i do?
重新再来一遍
just give me chance
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能放手
但你说
i only wanna be your friend
做个朋友
我在 你心中只是
just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i 不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no no no
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能做普通朋友
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/12/2007 06:56:00 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
???
ppl been asking me y I haiz???
I dunno ...dunno???!!!
thought coming here 2 blog at least 's kinda of relieve...
but staring at e comp ...fingers on e keyboard...mind is floating in else where!!!
already 15mins n I'd onli blogged few sentences...
omg! wat happen 2 me huh??? haiz....
wat's on my mind? been asking lately but still can't figure out!? or maybe I noe jus tat dun wanna face e fact??? or...watever...
I'm a emo person..indeed v !!! but getting worst lately..sigh...
jus a song, a word,a message,a scene,an article......can make my mood changes damn fast!!!
esp when e nite has come , I can hear someone whispering at my ears but when I turned around to see , I was alone. Then I realized tat it was my heart telling me ...it was my heart toking 2 me...I knew it..I should ve guess it...
How blue can I get, u could ask my heart....it jus like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart.A million words couldn't say how I feel.. I don't wan u to know, so I try to be strong. but 2nite I resign myself 2 ....n should nobody noes it but me...
perhaps...I should take a break..
ppl reading my blog, dun worry...I'm alrite!
jus give me some x...so tat I can face e reality n back 2 my real life...I'm really fine jus being emo ..n nid 2 sort it out...
ya..sorry if I'm making u emo too...
all I wanna say is...is fate 2 cos pp 2 meet..is fate 2 bring 2 person 2gether... It's true we don't know wat we've got until its gone, but we don't know wat we've been missing until it arrives
so treasure ur luv 1...dun let it slip away then u'll regret 4 e rest of ur life!thinking some1 is easy but missing some1 is a kind of heartache tat nvr goes away...
I should ve a gd nite zz after throwing rubbish out of my brain! 2morrow should be a new day 4 me! tis is me...dun worry cos I'm damn gd at sorting out n facing probs! kk..no sweet dreams 4 me 2 nite cos all I wan is a gd zz nite tat was gone so long ago....nites!
"Distance never separates two hearts that really care,
for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
ppl been asking me y I haiz???
I dunno ...dunno???!!!
thought coming here 2 blog at least 's kinda of relieve...
but staring at e comp ...fingers on e keyboard...mind is floating in else where!!!
already 15mins n I'd onli blogged few sentences...
omg! wat happen 2 me huh??? haiz....
wat's on my mind? been asking lately but still can't figure out!? or maybe I noe jus tat dun wanna face e fact??? or...watever...
I'm a emo person..indeed v !!! but getting worst lately..sigh...
jus a song, a word,a message,a scene,an article......can make my mood changes damn fast!!!
esp when e nite has come , I can hear someone whispering at my ears but when I turned around to see , I was alone. Then I realized tat it was my heart telling me ...it was my heart toking 2 me...I knew it..I should ve guess it...
How blue can I get, u could ask my heart....it jus like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart.A million words couldn't say how I feel.. I don't wan u to know, so I try to be strong. but 2nite I resign myself 2 ....n should nobody noes it but me...
perhaps...I should take a break..
ppl reading my blog, dun worry...I'm alrite!
jus give me some x...so tat I can face e reality n back 2 my real life...I'm really fine jus being emo ..n nid 2 sort it out...
ya..sorry if I'm making u emo too...
all I wanna say is...is fate 2 cos pp 2 meet..is fate 2 bring 2 person 2gether... It's true we don't know wat we've got until its gone, but we don't know wat we've been missing until it arrives
so treasure ur luv 1...dun let it slip away then u'll regret 4 e rest of ur life!thinking some1 is easy but missing some1 is a kind of heartache tat nvr goes away...
I should ve a gd nite zz after throwing rubbish out of my brain! 2morrow should be a new day 4 me! tis is me...dun worry cos I'm damn gd at sorting out n facing probs! kk..no sweet dreams 4 me 2 nite cos all I wan is a gd zz nite tat was gone so long ago....nites!
"Distance never separates two hearts that really care,
for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/10/2007 10:31:00 PM
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Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/10/2007 03:55:00 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
{新不了情 }
心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
原来时还能再度拥抱
爱你的人如何死守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
愿难了情难了
I luv tis song very much!
Every time I go 2 kbox....sure 'll sing tis song de!
I remem there's a movie..title " 新不了情 "
by Liu qingyun n Anita Yuen de..I remem it's vvvv touching!
I watched on tv n dvd for erm...4-5x bah?! Each X 'll cry
dao xiao lor! e movie damn nice can!
then I 4get e song isit from tis movie liao..>.<
but think is lor...cos I fall for tis song..esp e lyrics...hen you yi shi lor!
last nite hong was telling me Diya gtg 2 sing tis song on Wed!
I was so surprise n happy :]]
but not easy 2 sing lor >.<
I still remem 6mths ago, I was searching tis song in iwebmusic but so lousy de lor...can't find!
maybe damn old song liao..haha..
actually wanna blog more but after listening 2 tis song.....
nth much 2 blog liao...
心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
原来时还能再度拥抱
爱你的人如何死守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
愿难了情难了
I luv tis song very much!
Every time I go 2 kbox....sure 'll sing tis song de!
I remem there's a movie..title " 新不了情 "
by Liu qingyun n Anita Yuen de..I remem it's vvvv touching!
I watched on tv n dvd for erm...4-5x bah?! Each X 'll cry
dao xiao lor! e movie damn nice can!
then I 4get e song isit from tis movie liao..>.<
but think is lor...cos I fall for tis song..esp e lyrics...hen you yi shi lor!
last nite hong was telling me Diya gtg 2 sing tis song on Wed!
I was so surprise n happy :]]
but not easy 2 sing lor >.<
I still remem 6mths ago, I was searching tis song in iwebmusic but so lousy de lor...can't find!
maybe damn old song liao..haha..
actually wanna blog more but after listening 2 tis song.....
nth much 2 blog liao...
Love is strong yet delicate.It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.To be in love is to respect this.
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/09/2007 11:05:00 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
SHUANG XI LIN MEN
OK..I'm free from virus liao! YAY! think fully recovered
liao bah?! lolx! lots of thing wanna blog but jus cut it short
lor!
Sat's nite my bro wanna send me 2 NUH! but heng in e end din lor! then tat nite my fever dropped dao 38.7 nia...morni woke up jiu back 2 normal liao..haha..thanks fir ST cos she said 'll pray 4 me lor..lolx!
ytd afternoon called tat eddie ...he is my ex-colleague! v fat de..I so bad hor..haha..last x dui wo damn gd de lor jus tat mei bei "dian" dao de gan jue lor! He damn xian shi lor...noe no chance liao jiu run cbleh fast liao..haha..bo last X u chase also difficult 2 chase away lor! but he can treat u damn nice lor..he can run from north south east west jus 2 get e food u like 2 eat lor!but he onli zui wo 6mths nia..haha..I nvr tell him anything jus rejected everyX when he dated me out so he damn smart de..noe mei xi wang jiu change target liao..haha!but we still keep in touch lor..he is working in comp com! I like sort of no pp 2 turn 4 help liao then bo bian call him lor! At 1st dun feel like calling him lor, scare he'll said I making use of him ma...but he v nice de, I called at 3pm + then he came at 5pm 2 take my comp back 2 his house 4 repair lor..
so last nite no comp 2 use lor...so sian n boring!I sudd xiang dao "Valentine's Day" so jiu decided 2 write a letter 2 FM933 again lor..haha! so remem 2 listen on 14/02 at bout 9 15pm! ven't send e letter out..2morrow morni lor! oh ya..tis X nvr play with fire liao..lolx! onli played with scissor..haha..!later 'll post it here lor..
Oh ya!!! another half an hr is yun's birthday! actually another girl,c_lyn's birthday too..from forum de but I dunno sui lai de lor?! but anyway ..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUN! all e best in ur "O" result n may all ur wishes come true! =]]
kk..wanna zzz liao...nites!
The way to love anything.......is to realize that it might be lost.
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/08/2007 11:10:00 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Love ???
"I used to believe in love and it's magical effect.
My heart used to beat hardly and my brain used to get dizzy.
I became a friend of love; we spend time together more than anyone.
Sometimes one puts himself in a trap.
Although he knows that he will not get out of it, he continues to the bridge.
why do we hurt people who love us....and why we love people who never thought of us.. alot of philosophers thought about it and there was no fair answer as usual..
I think its a human nature..
It may be fate also..
why do we always go to the wrong way...
we go around the thing we want, instead of going directly... maybe my words be obscure for some,
but i'm not trying to philosophize i'm just trying to express some of my feelings.. should i lie to him...
or should i lie to my self.."
still ve'ing high fever..now was even worst..41.6 degrees!
head damn gong...rosy cheeks...so mei lor..lolx..
nth 2 do..laying in bed is so damn boring,I grabbed a mag n read it...saw tis love poem, dunno is it sick pp damn emo lor??
after reading feeling even more weak!!! sigh...
so here I'm 2 blog again...dunno wat rubbish am I toking bout??? dunno wat's on my mind...dunno where is my soul..
dunno y my brain is not functioning well...dunno n lots of
dunno ??????????????????????????????????????????????????
my head damn gong n blur...is like zombie ...sigh..
ok...enough 4 all e rubbish liao..
time 4 med...oh ya, maybe cos of e med tat make me not being
myself!!! all I can find is tis excuse nia...
BE...stay strong n get well soon :)
e more u expect..
e more u'll get hurt...
"I used to believe in love and it's magical effect.
My heart used to beat hardly and my brain used to get dizzy.
I became a friend of love; we spend time together more than anyone.
Sometimes one puts himself in a trap.
Although he knows that he will not get out of it, he continues to the bridge.
why do we hurt people who love us....and why we love people who never thought of us.. alot of philosophers thought about it and there was no fair answer as usual..
I think its a human nature..
It may be fate also..
why do we always go to the wrong way...
we go around the thing we want, instead of going directly... maybe my words be obscure for some,
but i'm not trying to philosophize i'm just trying to express some of my feelings.. should i lie to him...
or should i lie to my self.."
still ve'ing high fever..now was even worst..41.6 degrees!
head damn gong...rosy cheeks...so mei lor..lolx..
nth 2 do..laying in bed is so damn boring,I grabbed a mag n read it...saw tis love poem, dunno is it sick pp damn emo lor??
after reading feeling even more weak!!! sigh...
so here I'm 2 blog again...dunno wat rubbish am I toking bout??? dunno wat's on my mind...dunno where is my soul..
dunno y my brain is not functioning well...dunno n lots of
dunno ??????????????????????????????????????????????????
my head damn gong n blur...is like zombie ...sigh..
ok...enough 4 all e rubbish liao..
time 4 med...oh ya, maybe cos of e med tat make me not being
myself!!! all I can find is tis excuse nia...
BE...stay strong n get well soon :)
e more u expect..
e more u'll get hurt...
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/06/2007 01:47:00 PM