Friday, January 26, 2007
jus a let out...omg! tis is e 3rd X I come here 2 blog!
y ? dunno ..jus feel like toking 2 my blog ...sigh..
I feel like I'm trapped inside this body. I wanna scream,scream damn hard!Its e worst feeling when u realize tat 2 ur everything, u're nothing!I'm not supposed 2 care, I'm not supposed 2 wonder where u re n what 2 do, but I jus can't help myself..I over analyze every word u say 2 me,repeat them over n over in my head,my heart..ther's never many, always just a few but they mean so much 2 me, but nothing 2 u.
I know u'll never understand but if u did ...u'll onli be confused so I'm glad u dun underst me...n y does tis ve 2 affect on me?
n y does all tis hurting me so much? Sometimes I wonder how tis happened 2 me...maybe 1 day I'll change my p0int 0f view 0n us ..maybe ...I dunno how I would be able 2 get out of tat hole tat I'd digged but I'll try..Its hard 2 wait around 4 something tat u noe won't ever happen,but it's even harder 2 give up especially when its everything tat u ever wanted!
maybe I fell 2 fast 4 something I never should ve fallen 4 at all....I’m gtg 2 smile n make u think I’m happy, I’m gtg 2 laugh, so u don’t see me sad,I'll be myself..n I'll stay strong ...
n 2 pp reading my blog...I'm fine..jus a let out of e miserable
feelings in my heart,my mind...so dun worry bout me!
yea..after letting all out..it's really feel damn gd ..at least tis moment now!
n dun try 2 console me..
n dun try 2 ask me...
n I'll not tok bout it...
n I may jus close e window if u happen 2 ask ...
sorry...but p/s try 2 underst ...tat's me..
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 1/26/2007 01:41:00 PM
