GIVE ME A BREAK!!!last nite off9 at 11pm.. cos my friend called me then I
thought sure chat hen jiu ma jiu off9 lor! sorry naomi,I thought u off9 go bath ma cos u said "cya"
dinno ur status was away nia so nvr say bye lor!
I chatted with my friend for 40mins jiu went 2 zzz...
but sui bu zhe again so jiu on9 lor! was 12 05 am ba!?
so chat with jieying till 1am then I so sleepy liao jiu
off9 lor.
Oh ya,my nail ven't drop la! later wanna try 2 pull it
out liao! so pain n I scare my toe knock on something
again so I walk like "bai ka" now..haiz..suay!
u noe I thought so tired le then can yi jiao dao tian liang, sui zhi dao....tat sucker gan gan called me at
1 30am lor! wth man!!! thought he won't call me liao ..shit !somemore always call "at tis hr " lor! so pek chek...at 1st I totally mei xiang dao is him lor. I thought dunno isit tat jiu gong got dai ji ma..suay la..ren suay qi lai damn suay lor! sucker damn kpo lor! 1 of his classmate getting marry(boy),he so kpo n asked tat guy 2 invite me ler!!! siao de..I noe tat guy but seldom tok n so many yrs nvr c him b4 le..invite me 4 wat la?! si kpo sucker yao hai wo give ang bao liao! I rather give then go lor!!! u dun think litat I'll go with u lor..I won't de!!! but how 2 pass ang bao huh? if he send me e invitation card hor,I still can send him a cheque but address ??? si ren ben!!! kpo sucker!!! I scolded him 4 being kpo,he said he is not lor.. then I asked him y always call so late..I dun like lor, later wake my mom up jiu die liao!!! he said he bo bian cos every fri n sat mus go 2 his pub then back around 1am liao ..so can onli call me at tat X lor. I was so sleepy then I said I wan 2 zzz le, he keeps toking ler..I so angry then wanna kup hor sudd he said something like .."u really ve bfr meh?" aiyo..all of e sudden..then I was like blur dao liao ma I should ve ans him immediately de but quiet for few secs then said yes lor..I think he won't believe me liao!!! cos he asked damn many toopid quest!!! asked bout wat job? how I noe him? noe him 4 how long n blah blah lor!!!! so kpo n I onli ans 2 quest then e rest nvr ans lor. I bluff him tat I noe my bfr for 7mths liao cos cannot say too long de bo he sure thought I bluff him ma n wat job...I can onli think of graphic designer lor ...then he said nxt x ask me 2 bring my bfr out then ve dinner 2gether! siao de!!! C la..he dun believe me ma..I told him ..my bfr'll kill me cos he is damn jealous type lor then I told him I wan 2 zzz n was already 2 40am liao!!! I was nice lor, tok 1hr plus somemore . He said I always change topic when toking bout my bfr!!! sucks! shit la! I was damn pissed n shouted at him then he guai guai said"sorry,sorry..dun ask ..u go zzz"! ma de ! suay jiu shi suay lor!!! all bad things come 2gether lor..sigh..haiz...
Can give me a break ma??? I so tired lor...u noe I can't zzz after answering his call..zzz around 3 plus then wake up at 6 30am!!!
haiz... y isit always litat..y is it that we love the ones that don't love us n the ones that love us, we don't love...?? y is it tat someone who is e most important 2 u ve to go away so early but someone who is least important nvr goes away??
One of the most important things in life ..is following our hearts but no matter where it leads u.. Fate ll decide where u ll end up..so it's jus up to our hearts to guide us in the easiest way there..so should I jus follow my heart ...?
sucker,u jus dun underst wat luv is ?!?!
luvin U is not a word to say..
luvin U is not a game to play..
luvin U doesnt start in April n end in May..
luvin U is ytd, 2day and everyday..
do u noe tat? MY LUV 4 U IS GONE!!! ENDED long long X ago...ended ! u thought I'm still tat yi quan de karen ma? Yes..I'm but jus tat my heart lead me 2 somewher else...somewher deep in e rainbow...
somewher ..somehow..I dunno ...but at least I noe...not with u anymore! ps ps ps give me peace !!! I'm already so fan ...stop pouring salt 2 my wound!!!
Every nites I lay in bed,I try 2 forget everything...Everything tat was said.I was doing anything,I tried, I tried.But still every night,I can't,I can't....I wish tis pain would go away.But y would it?It just tortured and stayed.
I may sound happy when you talk to me but i just use that t0 c0ver up h0w i really feel...butjus a mess from u ..'ll light up me e whole nite long..
