Wednesday, December 27, 2006
omg! can't sign in...omg!!! I been trying 2 sign in msn ...2 blog ...2 blog hop..2 tag..watever la..since 9 30am till now!!!really damn pissed ok!!! can't even c my tagboard!!sucks! I got so many things 2 blog lor!!! after trying so many x..finally can blog nia! but still unable 2 view others de blog n other web sites also can't surf lor!!!wanna bang wall liao!bo bian la ..blog a bit 1st!Last nite I couldn't zzz la..dunno y? not cos of tatsucker ,ok!! damn funny lor..I tagged hong saying tat she'll be too high n won't be able 2 zzz...na li zhi dao, I'm e 1 tat couldn't zzz n I'm sure tat is not cos of dean's replied lor..is not high lor...jus dunno y???!!!?? then think zzz after 2hrs later bah?! I had a weird dream la...not tat "penguin" lor! dunno wat la..jus remem I was looking in e mirror then I saw myself with damn muscular body ..lolx! so weird..recently always ve weird dream lor! sigh...aiyo..fax lai liao! con't later ...21 22pm..back 2 blog..ya..I'm back 2 blog! still can't c my tagboard ! damnsucks!!! e whole day jus work..work..work...!!!!nvr chat on9 wanna go crazy liao! Still can’t sign in msn..die liao..nvr on9 like v “gao er”(uncomfortable). Lately I been v addicted 2 msn liao!I guess tat is X 4 me 2 control myself le! so I should begin on 1st of Jan …I’ll set a X table 4 when 2 come on9 bah!
anyway sch reopen soon,all of u better concentrate on study lor ..guess tat I won’t be looking 4 u all le,so whenever u nid me..or feel wanna chat with BE..jus look 4 me lor! remem I won’t be looking 4 all of u unless wanna tell u bout some news or whatever la..cos I dun 1 2 disturb ni men .. do look 4 me when u feel like ..I’m always there 4 u all!!! Dun worry bout my status..ok?!!! so all e best n Jia you 2 all of u !!! =]]
Well ..I should begin bout wat happen with tat sucker last nite!
Rain damn heavy! Damn panic..went out at 650pm..reached there at 7pm sharp! Saw him standing outside e “bread talk”..
He smile ….then I said hi ..
b{ so wat re we ve’ing 4 dinner huh? Wat u wan 2 eat?}
Me{ oh..I taken my dinner. So maybe jus a drink bah!}
b{huh? U taken ar? Nvm acc me 2 eat some, Swensen ok ?}
Aiyo..I hear e words “accompany” hor, my hair all “stand up”!!!
Me{anything..u re e 1 eating!}
So we went 2 swensen n 2 my surprise …I met my “KPO” neighbour when we’ll bout 2 cross e zebra crossing! Die liao…tis neighbour Super “KPO” lor!!! she damn li hai in broadcasting de..whatever
KPO de dai ji( “shi qing”mus translate bo my kuku mi tang dun underst lor) e whole block ‘ll noe by e nxt day lor! then jus now e way she looked at me hor…aiyo,tell u hor..her eyes keep staring at ben from head 2 toes lor! si 38,if u broadcast hor..I sure gen ni
mei wan mei liao lor!
Ok then ben ordered dunno wat sai la..cos my mind like empty litatDin even noe he order his food liao! as 4 me as usual..ice lemon tea! I was abit pek chek cos I can’t tell him while he was eating rite?!
So bo bian jus jia jia look here n there cos dun wan 2 look at him ma!
I was nagging inside my heart..eat faster la..!
Then he asked me..{ u like e present ? y u nvr put on huh?}
I looked at his food..onli half finished,how 2 kai kou man?!
He asked again{ u dun like ar?}
Me{ u finish ur food 1st..later then tok ..}
S{ u scare I choke by my food?}
Wtfish! Damn blehtahan him liao..testing my patience..almost explode !!! choke u better man! Aiyo..too mean liao..take back my words! Finally he finished!!!
b{ ok..u wan ice-cream?}
Ya..I wan ! of cos I wan ..damn luv ice-cream …but of cos I said “NO” !
b{ now,tell me y u nvr put on ? is it 2 big or 2 small? Can change de..}
I took out e present n return 2 him.
He stared at e present n said { u din even open ar?}
Me{ ben..sorry, I can’t accept ur present n can we jus remain as friend?}
b{ y? y u still treating me litat? How can I prove or wat can I do 2 let u noe tat I’m really v serious tis x..}
ok..tat X ,I was damn scare sia..he abit mad n tear e wrapping paper.. cos I told him 2 give it 2 bie ren ma. heng I nvr acc e present lor I jus glance nia, it’s a ring somemore from tiffany de!!! Mus be damn exp lor!! I dun dare 2 stare at e present 4 too long la !
Then he said is 4 me de,if I dun accept..no point 4 him 2 keep it lor! Though I dun 1 him 2 throw away but if he wanna do so,I also bo bian lor..not I mean ok..jus tat dun 1 2 let him bao zhe xi wang thought still ve chance lor!
Me{ ben..I told u so many X rite? e feeling gone..not there anymore! Ps dun force me..u noe I been trying 2 avoid ur call.. Ps try 2 underst..tis kind of thing..can’t force rite?” }
b{m I really so irritating? Really no more chance?}
Of cos I dun 1 2 be so harsh ..
Me{ no la..not irritating la..ya, no more chance!}
Wowlao..I damn scare when I c his expression ler! Heng he nvr cry..but can tell he is really damn disappointed lor..sigh..I dun 1 2 hurt him de..die liao
Nxt x I die liao sure go 2 hell de !!! cos I keep hurting pp ma..haiz..
He keep quiet for bout 2 mins..then said {fine! I won’t force u..mian qiong shi mei you ximg fu de! Can we still be friend?}
I’m so surprise he speak chin lor..lolx.. n I was so happy when he said tat!!!
Me{ ya..of cos can la!ok..can we make a move?}
S{ok..}
Actually I wanna pay 4 e bill but 2 my surprise hor…e credit card I always use de( UOB) bu jian ler..then I took out DBS de but he push my hand away
n e waitress also dun wanna take mine lor! actually from tat sec hor, my mind was wondering where is my UOB card ler but I din tell him la cos I dun 1 2 let himve a chance 2 help me lor!!! so he wanna walked back with me lor...then bo bian..when we reach my housedownstair..ta ma de !!! saw tat "super kpo " neighbouragain!!! so suay lor! she v "tan bak"( thick skin)still dare 2 ask me..{ ni de boyfriend ar?}I damn bad manner n ans..{ bu shi la! peng you la!!}then I saw e lift open liao jiu walk damn fast inside .na li zhi dao...sucker rush in too! aiyo..I damn pissedla! he said..{ let me sent la...seldom got such chance..}I jus smile lor..reach storey 16 liao ..he said{ bye..I call u again..n I won't give up so easy ..}piang ar! I stare at e lift but closed liao... 我 很 累 了 。 。 不 管 了 ， 你 要 怎 样 就 怎 样 ！ 不 要 太 过 份 就 好 了 ！ so I went home n rushed 2 my rm immediately ..I search high n low..up n down..side , everywhere 2find my UOB card lor!! but still can't find lor! I wanna shout out loud sia..ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! 救 命 啊 ！I immediately call up e card hot line lor! I was damn scare can..cos I tried 2 recall back..I think I left it atTaka on 23rd tat nite! omg! 3days lor!!! die liao..my $ gone I sure cry dao blind de!!! I was so heng lor!!!e operator said last transaction was on 23rd at TAKA!!I was so damn heng lor so he said terminate e card liao..'ll sent me a new 1 within 5 days lor! ok ..I mus slap myself 100X n bang my head 2 e wall 200X! I can't 4give myself 4 being so careless lor...I won'tallow such case 2 happen again! 我 知 道 错 了 ！ sigh...recently I've been really vv dunno how 2 say lor!! haiz...maybe partly cos of tat sucker ..my gu ma..n dunno wat la?! I hope he won't call me again lor! IF is me hor..I won't treat e person I luv litat lor!
我 个 人 觉 得 爱 一 个 人 不 一 定 要 占 有 他 ， 对 他 所 付 出 的 不 一 定 要 得 到 相 同 的 回 报 。真 正 爱 一 个 人 是 不 会 计 较 这 些 的 ， 也 许 这 就 是 男 女 对 爱 情 有 不 同 观 念 之 处 吧 ！
只 要 能 守 着 所 爱 的 人 。 。
知 道 他 快 乐 、 我 也 会 快 乐 。 。 。 。
知 道 他 幸 福 、 我 也 会 满 足 。 。 。 。
爱 一 个 人 ， 甚 至 有 时 不 必 说 出 口 、
更 不 必 让 你 知 道 你 就 是 我 爱 的 人 。 。 。
因 为 知 道 后 也 未 必 会 有 结 果 ，
倒 不 如 把 这 份 情 感 藏 在 内 心 深 处 。 。 。
让 它 融 化 在 心 中 。 。
知 道 有 些 人 无 法 赞 同 。 。 。。 。
因 为 感 觉 上 无 法 和 自 己 爱 的 人 在 一 起 ，
是 一 种 痛 ！
无 法 让 对 方 知 道 你 对 他 的 那 份 爱 ，
是 一 种 苦 ！
但 我 却 宁 可 用 这 方 式 来 爱 我 所 爱 的 人。 。 别 笑 我 傻 。 。 。 。 这 就 是 我 ！
Mickey ♥ Minnie @ 12/27/2006 03:43:00 PM
