wow really damn tired 2day...buz till 3pm plus n was lucky
2 c dean the last part of the show lor..I missed the front part..
ok then I chat with bernie but seem like she is v upset bout
the farewell party ysterday...wat 2 do...mus 看 开 点 cos life
is like tat lor...meet as a stranger..noe as a friend..close like hell,
then in the end ..part liao lor..then the cycle goes round again n
again..n again until we die lor...sound t+h hor...mean terrible+
horrible la..haha..
ok..we still ve 2 face it n accept it as a fact! maybe u all re still
young...so still not use 2 it but slowly u all 'll noe wat I mean liao.
believe me ..time is really damn cruel! u may cry like heart breaking
now but u'll heal damn fast n in another yrs X...u'll 4got how it had
hurt ur heart..就 是 那 么 现 实 !u won't believe it too cos at first I
myself also not use 2 分 离 ！
my first experience was after the psle lor...then cried like hell lor cos
pp said 女 人 是 用 水 做 的 then I think the god made me with 2 much
of water liao...I can cry within 1 min n easily cry type...c a cat died,I also
cry...watch sad movie also cry..u noe tat" I'm not stupid"movie ...I watched
3X ...still cry like hell man...pp scolded me,angry with me,don't 1 to tok 2 me
....I also cry...don't noe y I luv crying lar...hahaha...ok link back...
then 2nd X is my granny passed away when I was in sec 2...then i start 2
ask myself ...为 什 么 人 总 是 要 离 别 ？ 要 分 离 又 干 嘛 要 相 识 ？
真 的 做 人 很 矛 盾 lor....天 又 老 爱 捉 弄 人..等 到 你 和 那 人 熟 到 要 兰
的 时 候 就 要 说 byebye了 ！ so slowly I got alots of 离 别 experience ler
then like a bit numb liao ...be ah Q 精 神 lor,tell urself..旧 的 不 去 ， 新 的 不 来
but there's one thing we can do 是 我 研 究 到 的 we mus keep in touch but how?
I'm always the 1 calling up my fr ..remem doesn't matter she call u up anot....
u jus keep contacting them once in the blue moon..I even sent cards to them
朋 友 是 不 会 计 较 谁 先 主 动 的 所 以 我 到 现 在 还 和 小 学 ， 中 学 同 学 常
联 络 ！ I'll tell u,if u make a move first n I nvr stop so pp 'll touch by u...u noe!
ok vv罗 唆 了 , jus 1 2 remind all my dear fr ....take it easy..ok?
stop toking bout tat liao...tok something happy ok...I went 2 HV bought 12 buns
fr bread talk ler cos 2day offer ma $1 each...haha..some 4 my uncle lar...
then watched the national day perform...wow damn high also ...sing so loud ler...
can c the firewk fr my window ...so shuang...cos I stayed at 15 storey ma.....
I took part once when I was pr 5 performing in the stadium n nvr been ther 2
celeb till now..wow almost 2am liao...gtg 2 zzz la.. nitenite...
Leaving is the hardest thing I ever had to do,
but what hurt the most to me was having to say goodbye to you.
Will be still the same the next time that we meet,
or drift apart and change like two strangers on the street.
Time can only tell us what will lie ahead,
but will time fill my vacant heart just like when we met.
The tears finally fade and my feelings disappear.
If anything at all, this I have always feared.
Now that I've left you, will I ever learn,
Always knowing deep inside, that I can never return.
o2 ooam
