lastnite after chatting with jieying n 1st was already 12am plus
n suppose 2 go zzz but my hp rang n i picked up so fast n nv look
at the cld..was so regretted cos i should not ans tat silly call lor!
but lucky i did la...i mus say ..prob mus get rid as soon as u can lar!
i picked up fast cos my mom is a light sleeper ,i don't 1 2 wake her
up ma!
once i ans the call, i noe liao liao!!! tat kuku guy call again!
wat the shit man..call me at tis hr almost 1 am liao...if he call my
house phone sure kena fcuk by my bro ler cos my bro also 1 kind la..
ok don't tok bout my bro 1st...tok bout wat tat kuku bird said!!!!
he damn gan gan ..called me at tat hr n said i 欺 骗 他 的 感 情 !!!
i was like volcano explode n asked him as in when n how????
cos i nv say i like him n nv went out with him ALONE b4 ler!!!
how can he say me litat though he is saying in soft tune...but i
think i'm shouting like fighting litat....how can i remind calm when
i'm beening 冤 枉 ！ i insist him 2 explain wat make him think tat
way...cos i think better make it clear ma bo later he go round telling
my fr i ,be ,玩 弄 他 的 感 情 ler!!! tis' siao da ball',siao kuku bird,(i'm
not saying the bird below ok..i'm toking bout the bird in the sky ler)
ok then noe wat tis kuku say....last X i date u out ,u say nxt X then
always 骗 我 ... i asked u ,can give me chance anot then u say every
1 also ve...then u nv reject me ma....then i v v fan lar.....!
oh now then i noe i'm in the wrong ler....
i should ve reject him right fr the start ...tat my fault! someX i really
don't noe how 2 handle 感 情 的 事由 其 是 遇 到 没 兴 趣 的 。 。
我 似 乎 时 常 犯 这 个 错 。 。 没 有 勇 气 拒 绝 人 !不 管 是 感 情 或
是 什 么 也 好 。 。 。 不 管 是 谁 也 好 ,只 要 叫 我 做 的 事 ， 我 办
得 到 一 定 不 会 拒 绝 的 ！
只 要 你 说 要 吃 哪 里 的 食 物 ， 我 可 以 从 东 到 西 ， 西 到 北 都
无 所 谓 ，只 要看 到 我 的 朋 友 、 同 事 。 。 高 兴 ， 不 知 道 为 什 么
我 就 cbleh happy lor。 。 妈 的 ， 我 很 象 很 犯 贱 hor？
ok i had a long conversation with him until almost 3am ...i told him striaght
tat i got no feeling4 him n i felt so bad cos i really don't like 2 hurt some1...
n honestly i rather prefer 2 be the 1 tat get hurt cos i always think i can
handle it well than others
so 如 果 真 的 要 有 一 个 受 伤 ， 我 宁 愿 做 受 伤 的 那 个 ！
cos i noe how 2 get out of tat but the others might not noe how 2 handle the 'hurt'!
so i ve not hurt some1 4 so long n yster i hurt u, jack..i'm so sorry..tats all i can say
n u'll find a girl better than me a hundred X!!! i hoped tis the last X 4 hurting some1
as i noe tat the feeling of beening hurt is damn damn damn bad ....sorry.......
