Is raining again...its bring me back 2 my memories again!
P/s stop raining.. coz I don't want 2 recall anything!
u nvr entre my dream ysternite ! I've been waiting for
u ! do u noe? y.....u still mad at me or ...............
I called up uncle tis morning, asked him 2 bring all the
docu. n I want 2 start wking now,I don't want 2 rest
anymore! I got nothing 2 do made me lagi worst !
I'm ok during the day but don't noe y.. like ..turn 2
another person when nite comes! I damn afraid of the
nite now...... u are but a memory to my dear heart
that dwindles that each day passes me by
my heart yearns for u but u're not there
only ur memory is n that hurts even more
the tears are all too real n they follows the pain
my heart feels when it misses u so
memory upon memory floods the gates
n soon I began to drown in them
each better than the last but all so sweet n real
the memory is real but its fading too fast
its uncontrolable n its evaporating like dewdrops
in the sun
I try to gather them up quickly,place them in a jar,
but the time is quicker than I n its speeds up the sun's steal
O I wish u could be here n not jus ur memory
coz u are by far better than the thought of the past
as each sunset bring forth a new day
I think about the memory n the pains it bings is too
immense but the tears are even bigger
u are but a memory tat is quickly fading
n only u can fix tat
though my heart hurts so much from the pain
only u can save me
like each sunset bring forth a new time
the sunset will bring u to me
n love back into the mourning heart.......
jus 4 u ,dad!