Tonight'll be the 7th day....chinese believe tat the spirit'll
come home on the 7th day!
So I hope 2 c my dad 2night! or at least let me dream of
u ,please!
My aunt told me tat those who passed away only realize
tat they're dead on the 7th day! tat's y they 'll come n
visit their beloved ones!
really hope tat day can end faster coz waiting 4 the
night desperately!
Friends n relative ve been calling up one by one, I've
been repeating n repeating at least 20X!
How can I not think of it......
It's been like a story, I've been repeating it till I felt tat
I'm now so numb..........
ok it's gd 2 feel tat way too as it'll cause less pain each X
when I'm repeating ..........
I don't noe wat I'm doing tis whole afternoon, hanging
round here n there, writing Dean's story coz normally
I'll write in advance n save in my file then post it day
by day but the last chapter tat I've posted was written
on friday 1 ! so now file empty! I'll still con't 2 write, I'll
not stop writing coz at least the story took me away
fr the realistic awhile, not v long but still better than not at all!
My uncle has been v kind, he told me 2 rest4 a few days, he'll
pass me those unfinished wk on Mon!
So I'm so free 2 think ....don't noe wat 2 write now...k think tat's
bout all ..........c whether 2 nite I dream then I'll write again.......
